・ﾟ✧ ❝ BLOOMING.

❝ && wilting, fading, for that's the only thing that's certain: the day we're born, we're destined to die. Indie multimuse blog ; selective && private ; NSFW contents. Written by Becca.  

[wormkilled]

——-what the fuck is even real?       have a great day pretendin’ that everything’s normal. 

promo credit ( x )

[melamemea]

secret relationship .

painful

“ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”

“ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”

“ i’m getting tired of hiding…”

“ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”

“ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”

“ are you sure we will — ? ”

“ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”

“ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”

“ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”

“ is this a joke to you?”

“ i deleted all our texts. ”

“ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”

“ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”

provoked

“ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”

“ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”

“ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”

“ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”

“ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”

“ is this a joke to you — ?!”

“ stop that — we’re in public. ”

“ no, not until we get home. ”

“ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”

“ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”

steamy

“ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”

“ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”

“ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”

“ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”

“ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”

“ i missed your scent…”

“ it feels so good — being close to again… ”

“ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”

“ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”

“ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”

“ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”

innocent

“ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”

“ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”

“ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”

“ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”

“ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”

“ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”

“ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”

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send one for my muse’s reaction to your muse ---

[weaselkiingarchive-blog]

alternatively send ‘ + ‘ after the symbol for the roles to be reversed where possible !

✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair .  ❤ = kissing them .  ₪ =  asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them .   ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare .  ♣ = discovering them crying .  回 = patching a wound .  ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight . ☢ = falling over . ✦ = being well-dressed . ❂ = wiping blood off their face . ◎ = taking care of them while ill . ☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them . ⇕ = holding their hand . ↱ = being lost with them . ☠ = pushing them against a wall .

[obscure-sentence-starters]

Sad and Soft  {Sentence Starters}

❛❛ I took your hoodie and I’m not giving it back. ❜❜

❛❛ Please just… just hold me. ❜❜

❛❛ C’mere. Lean on me. ❜❜

❛❛ You look like you need a hug. Come here. ❜❜

❛❛ I’m never leaving this blanket nest ever again. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you don’t like hugs, but… I could really use one right now… ❜❜

❛❛ Just stay a little longer. Please. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s so cold outside, but you’re so warm… ❜❜

❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜

❛❛ Let me hold you for a while. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s okay. I’ve got you. ❜❜

❛❛ Everything hurts. Being with you is the only good thing in the world anymore. ❜❜

❛❛ Hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay. C’mon, come sit under the blanket with me. ❜❜

❛❛ All I want to do is sit and eat cookies and watch cheesy romcoms right now. But I’d love some company. ❜❜

❛❛ I brought blankets, takeout, and your favourite movie. I know it won’t fix everything, but it might help. ❜❜

❛❛ Please stay with me tonight. I don’t want to be alone. ❜❜

❛❛ I made some tea. Now, do you need to talk? Or should I just put on some music? ❜❜

❛❛ I’m not going to leave. I’ll stay as long as you need me to. ❜❜

❛❛ Your hair’s soft… I just want to pet it until I forget everything but how soft it is… ❜❜

❛❛ Shh, shh. It’s okay. You’re alright. You’re safe now. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you’re hurting right now, and I’m so sorry. Tell me what will help and I’ll do it. ❜❜

❛❛ I just want to see you smile again. ❜❜

❛❛ This is stupid but… could you sing to me? You have such a nice voice, and I think it might help calm me down… you don’t have to, but… ❜❜

❛❛ Lay your head in my lap and try to get some rest. ❜❜

[vclvety-blog]

"You haven't even touched your food... what's going on? Tell me. " uzzah ♡

WORRIED STARTERS --- accepting.

NOT EATING, as much as she didn’t like to admit it, was not something that was unusual for Lana. Truth be told, she didn’t care for it --- she ate when she felt like she had to, but to do it as a leisure or regularly ... it just slipped past her. It was dumb, and a part of her was conscious about you, but Lana did her best to push that part in the darkest corner of her mind just like she did with all the others. 

Grey eyes looked up at him, blinking and pursing her lips, knuckles white as she tried to keep her face neutral ----- that type of CONCERN, she rarely felt it. Her father was distant & the other person that once worried about her eating habits turned out to be manipulating her. It was hard to think Uzzah was being genuine, even though he really did nothing to hurt her up until now. But even so, the same was with Elia. 

“...Nothing’s goin’ on.” Not the attempt, even, to force a smile --- that wasn’t her gig, and she simply looked down, avoiding his gaze & his judgement. “I’m simply not hungry -- there’s nothing wrong.” Partially, it was true --- if it wasn’t for the fact that something was wrong, but with her.

[angstmemes]

worried starters

trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )

“You haven’t slept for days, have you?” “Are you eating properly? You don’t look it.” “Why do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?” “You need to think about yourself every once in a while.” “I know your work is important, but you’re going to end up in hospital if you go on like this!” “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?” “You look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.” “Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.” “How did you get these bruises? Please don’t lie to me.” “There’s something bothering you that you’re not telling me and I can see it slowly destroying you. What happened?” “You’re sleep deprived and you haven’t been eating. Why do you think you’re feeling dizzy?” “I can give you some pills to help you sleep. They aren’t healthy, but this is even less healthy.” “If you didn’t just blink I would’ve sworn you were dead, that’s how sickly you’re looking. Go to bed, please!” “Have you drank all of these bottles in one weekend?!” “I know you don’t want this, but it’s for your own good. Sign the papers so they can pick you up tomorrow and you can get clean.” “What the hell are you doing?! Did you do that to yourself?!” “When was the last time you left the house? Or opened the curtains for that matter.” “Here, just keep breathing. It’ll be okay. Better out than in…” “This can’t go on like this! You’re not eating, you’re not sleeping, you barely talk!” “I’m sorry. I went through your room and found this. Explain what the hell this is doing in your room!” “I thought you’d quit! How long have you been lying to me?” “I’m only trying to help and right now I think I have a much better idea of what you need than you do.” “Did you take anything? Why are you passing out? Hey! Stay with me!”

[spctlessminds]

these memes are based on the very lovely blog affectionsuggestion

‘  all i want to do is kiss you breathless  &  watch as your eyes light up when i tell you that you’re my universe.  ’ ‘  concept:  just you  &  me,  driving away from the city.  the windows are down  &  the cold air feels amazing.  our songs are playing  &  we couldn’t be more in love.  ’ ‘  concept:  we are together  &  nothing in the world can bring us down.  ’ ‘  concept:  we listen to showtunes in bed while we eat chinese food under a blanket.  ’ ‘  even when i’m not thinking about you,  i’m still kinda thinking about you.  ’ ‘  every time we talk,  every time we touch,  i feel more  &  more in love with you.  ’ ‘  everything  –  every single thing  –  reminds me of you.  ’ ‘  hearing  ‘ i love you ’  from your side of the bed late at night makes my heart feel like it’s bursting with tiny,  happy spring flowers.  ’ ‘  i can’t stop kissing you  &  i can’t stop thinking about kissing you.  ’ ‘  i can’t stop thinking about you.  i just want to kiss you,  again  &  again  &  again  &  again.  ’ ‘  i can’t wait for the next time i get to kiss you.  ’ ‘  i can’t wait to have hundreds of adventures with you.  ’ ‘  i can’t wait to raise a dog with you.  ’ ‘  i can’t wait to see you again.  it’s only a matter of time before we embrace  &  i feel at home once more.  ’ ‘  i can’t wait until we’re in the same country,  in the same city,  in the same bed  &  under the same blanket.  ’ ‘  i daydream about how your fingers would feel if they were intertwined with mine right now.  ’ ‘  i didn’t believe in soulmates until i met you.  ’ ‘  i don’t want better.  i want you.  ’ ‘  i feel like i could lie wrapped in your arms,  staring at the sky for centuries  &  need nothing else.  ’ ‘  i had a dream that we kissed last night.  ’ ‘  i just need to be in a meadow right now on a warm day,  with you,  the smell of grass  &  flowers around us.  ’ ‘  i just want to be sitting in the sun with you,  not knowing whether the warmth i feel is the pleasant sun or your soft smile warming my heart.   ’ ‘  i just want to make gingerbread houses with you around christmas.  ’ ‘  i just want to wake up in your arms every day.  ’ ‘  i just want you close to me.  ’ ‘  i just want you to sleep well  &  be happy.  ’ ‘  i love everything about you.  ’ ‘  i love how our legs feel entangled with each other.  i crave that feeling.  ’ ‘  i miss you all the time.  i’m never sure how i feel,  but i know i always want you around.  ’ ‘  i miss your soft touch against my skin.  ’ ‘  i need your arms  &  legs around me,  surrounded by your warmth,  holding me tight,  with no intention of letting me go.  ’ ‘  i often wake up thinking about you.  ’ ‘  i stay up until 11:11 every night just to wish you were here with me.  ’ ‘  i think you’re my favorite person in the world right now.  ’ ‘  i want nothing but to make good memories with you.  ’ ‘  i want to be your past,  present,  &  future.  ’ ‘  i want to dance with you while you sing all your favorite songs,   looking lovingly into my eyes  &  meaning every beautiful lyric you sing to me.  ’ ‘  i want to fill a hundred photo albums with memories of adventures with you.  ’ ‘  i want to kiss every single spot on your body that you’re insecure of.  ’ ‘  i want to kiss you each morning  &  each night.  ’ ‘  i want to laugh with you  &  hold your cold hands.  ’ ‘  i want to make a home with you.  the kind of home that lets you feel the love inside of it when you walk in.  it’ll be a safe place for us  &  the people we let into it.  ’ ‘  i want to make chocolate mousse with you  &  then we can eat it together.  ’ ‘  i want to see a whole world of different sunsets with you.  ’ ‘  i want to take a walk in the snow with you.  ’ ‘  i want us to share all of our excitement together.  ’ ‘  i want you to kiss me  &  hold me close while telling me everything is going to be okay.  ’ ‘  i wish you’d just kiss me.  ’ ‘  i would rather listen to your silence when i’m with you than any kind of music on this world.  ’ ‘  if i could gather all the stars in the sky  &  give them to you i would  ’ ‘  if there’s a day where i don’t tell you i love you,  there’s a day i’m not living.  ’ ‘  in my eyes,  you’re a king.  ’ ‘  in my eyes,  you’re a queen.  ’ ‘  it’s been years now.  despite everything,  we are alive  &  we are together  &  we are okay.  ’ ‘  i’d love to snuggle up to you when you want affection most.  ’ ‘  i’m happy you exist.  ’ ‘  i’m so blessed to have met you.  you’ve already got me longing to be in your company constantly.  ’ ‘  i’m so glad i keep you in my life.  your eyes,  your hugs,  you lips,  your words,  &  your smile keep me going every day.  ’ ‘  just the sight of your beautiful smile or the way you say hello is enough to make even my darkest days a little brighter.  ’ ‘  just you in my harms,   laying on my chest;  it’s just us being us  &  i think we are simply meant to be.  ’ ‘  lay on your stomach as i give you sweet kisses on your back  &  neck while i’m feeling your love tingling in my body.  ’ ‘  let’s fight the right wingers  &  make the world a better place.  ’ ‘  let’s go somewhere quiet  &  just be together.  ’ ‘  let’s see everything together…   the whole world.  ’ ‘  let’s sit in the forest together,  the particles in the air reflecting sunlight reminding me of the brightness in your eyes.  ’ ‘  my love for you makes me want to be strong for you.  ’ ‘  now i know the meaning of  ‘ i wouldn’t change you for the world. ’  ’ ‘  now i understand why all my other relationships didn’t work out:  i am meant to be with you.  ’ ‘  now it’s back to counting down the days until i get to feel free again,  until i get to be in your arms again,  until i get to see your radiance face-to-face again.  ’ ‘  nowhere feels as safe as being in your arms.  ’ ‘  one day i won’t be scared to say i love you.  ’ ‘  one day we’ll do everything we dream about together.  ’ ‘  seeing your eyes in the morning sunlight  &  feeling the warmth of your gaze brings upon me makes me realize i’m in love.   ’ ‘  tell me about the things you’re passionate about.  tell me every detail about your favorite things.  i don’t care if it takes all day,  i love you  &  i love to hear you be happy  &  excited about things.  ’ ‘  the thought of your voice  &  the softness of your smile keeps me going when we can’t be together.  i hope you understand you’ve given me a lot of faith  &  happiness when i thought it’d be impossible,  when i thought i didn’t deserve it.  ’ ‘  the way you look at me makes me feel like i’m the most beautiful goddess in the universe.  ’ ‘  there’s nothing i want more than to stay under blankets with you  &  curl up in your lap.  ’ ‘  thinking of you makes me think that maybe it’ll all be okay.  ’ ‘  we’ll celebrate holidays together  &  make our own traditions.  ’ ‘  when i think about you my heart feels funny.  ’ ‘  when i’m with you,  i get a feeling like coming home after a long time away.  ’ ‘  whether you’re blossoming or struggling,  i’ll stay with you.  i’ll keep on loving you.  ’ ‘  you are endlessly,  implausibly fascinating.  ’ ‘  you are like hot chocolate,  you make my insides warm.  ’ ‘  you are more beautiful than my favorite songs.  ’ ‘  you fascinate me.  ’ ‘  you make me feel safe.  ’ ‘  you make me feel how i never thought i could.  ’ ‘  you make me understand lyrics to cheesy love songs.  ’ ‘  you make my heart feel light as a feather yet heavy as bricks all at once.  ’ ‘  you,  my dear,  have the voice of an angel.  ’ ‘  your  ‘ i love you ’  has turned into my favorite lullaby.  ’ ‘  your arms are home to me.  ’ ‘  your eyes make me think about stormy skies in a different way,  your smile makes me blush just thinking about it  &  i think i am totally in love with you.  ’ ‘  your hands are my favorite hands to touch  &  to hold.  ’ ‘  your hands are so warm  &  your hair is so soft  &  i want to touch you forever  &  ever.  ’ ‘  your love for me reminds me to love myself.  ’ ‘  your smile is the most beautiful sight on this earth.  ’ ‘  you’re the highlight of my day.  ’ ‘  you’re the only person who can make me feel this way.  ’

[vclvety-blog]

i thought you liked it when i was bossy.

She can feel herself BLUSH --- as if she’s been caught in the act, blinking a couple of times while staring at him. Despite her usual meek attitude & personality, who knew what happened during sex-- something bratty bloomed, without her being able to control it. And while she LOVED him being bossy, her mouth was being dumb ----- until he called her out.

“With... moderation.” Small voice, moving her hands from her own face that automatically went to cover it up, big blue eyes staring into his. “But--” Her heart jumping & then dropping & then jumping again, throbbing in her chest. “I do... like when you order me around...” Voice dying out, hoping he wouldn’t ask her to repeat it.

[musingmemes]

suggestive starters meme ( nsfw )

why don’t you make me?

i like you better on your knees.

i can think of a few ways to shut you up.

i wonder if you’re as loud in bed as your are everywhere else.

try and stop me.

is that a complaint i hear?

i hope you’re not too fond of that shirt.

why are you siting over there? there’s a perfectly good lap right here.

i thought you liked it when i was bossy.

are you saying this doesn’t turn you on?

i can tell you’re hot and bothered from all the way over here.

i hope you don’t plan on walking much tomorrow.

you’re not the boss of me.

you’re hot when you’re angry.

don’t make me come over there.

i’m this close to taking you over my knee.

you’re being an awfully bad boy/girl.

you know you want it.

you sure talk a big game… but can you live up to it?

i’m not sure you could handle me.

is that a challenge?

[filmingifs]

[dreamxperfection-archive-deacti]

@comingdxwn

[vclvety-blog]

@foundgold

[vclvety-blog]

❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞

She looks up at him --- there’s some sort of MISCHEVIOUS hint in her smile, but the love is definitely more than that. A tiny hum, muffled by closed lips as she boops his nose gently, her heart jumping in her chest. Even if she’s acting like that, she KNOWS her cheeks are flushing a soft red. How can she not blush when he says such adorable things?

“And what’s stopping you?” The softest voice, index tracing his lips before tapping them twice, gently, nibbling on the bottom of her own absentmindedly. “I certainly don’t mind. Kiss me all the times you want, Xander. I won’t hold back either, you know?”

[vclvety-blog]

❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞

There was a small pause after he spoke, this tiny break as she was tracing down his cheek, barely perceptible to most people, but not for Zaiden, that's for sure. Blue eyes inspected him, trying to understand --- he wasn't the most emotionally open man she'd met, and yet she couldn't define him COLD or UNFEELING. No. She felt so, so many feelings under his touches, his kisses, his hushed words under his breath in the crook of her neck -- people really didn't know him at all, she thought. He held so much inside of him, she was surprised he didn't succumb under the weight of his own world. Not that she'd let that happen, of course. A small smile, tilting her head to a side, thumb brushing the thin line of his lips --- how much she loved them. Him. Everything about him. "Did you think I'd leave?" It wasn't a mocking question, as obviously, that was exactly what he thought. A small shake of her head, kissing his bruised & roughed knuckles, always looking at him. "Nothing would or could make me leave, Zaiden. Do you think I love only the nice parts? That's too easy." Another kiss, on each of his fingers. "I love you. Everything that you decide to show me, I'm so grateful that I get to know that part of you, and love it as well. I love you for who you are. All of it."

[kamiusings]

SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).

SIX WORDS .

❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞ ❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞ ❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞ ❝ & we never talked after that. ❞ ❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞ ❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞ ❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞ ❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞ ❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞ ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞ ❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞ ❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞ ❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞ ❝ when can you just be mine? ❞ ❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞ ❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞ ❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞ ❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞ ❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞ ❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞ ❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞ ❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞ ❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞ ❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞ ❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞ ❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞ ❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞ ❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞ ❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞ ❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞

TEN WORDS .

❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞ ❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞ ❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞ ❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞ ❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞ ❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞ ❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞ ❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞ ❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞ ❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞ ❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞ ❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞ ❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞ ❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞ ❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞ ❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞ ❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞ ❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞ ❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞ ❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞ ❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞ ❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞ ❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞

[seduirequotes]

[vclvety-blog]

Gentle STARTER CALL for Emma. No Cap but I’ll be a bit selective.

[vclvety-blog]

Not munday but there you have it🌸

[geauxfvck]

[ofsnipcrs-blog]

@vclvety