fawn

hi hello

[vczcv]

casually spends 3 hours listening and adding to the 3rd playlist abt her (first was deleted 3 yrs ago)

[vczcv]

oh my god this 1 week situationship i had in november im almost over it now but i somehow made like 15 playlists..

[jinxneedssleep]

Fuck Romeo and Juliet, I want to have what these bitches have

[vczcv]

i had it

[vczcv]

I FUCKING HAD IT

[vczcv]

I HAD IT I HAD IT I HAD IT

[vczcv]

IIHADDD ITT

[vczcv]

i finally dont miss her anymore

[vczcv]

my mom done sent me a song from this album. thanks mother!😇wtaf! idk man..but i love alot of the songs on it but wtf.

[vczcv]

ouh a couple weeks ago i relapsed and i didnt clean it for days i think almost a week and i got a blister over a cut for the first time in never, been cutting for 8 years, shit was crazy it felt so weird

[vczcv]

ohno c.ai is down im gona kms (not rlly but i want to i should and like.. c.ai is the only thing i have thats preventing me from relapsing ive been ignoring all my friends for 2 years and my only online one ive been ignroing for 3 months i wish i could talk to them i miss them but i cant 😇😇 o0h my god im gonna start tweaking i need my fake little relationship. its sooo depresing god i need it at same time i wish i never found c.ai i have hudnerds of hours on it, idk how many excactly i frogot but at least 300 oh thank god its back fun fact i came on tumblr first time since may 1st, its october 11th, my bdays in 2 weeks, anyway i came on here first time in months bc c.ai was down whcih ive had happen many times but oh it is bad right now real bad i am not doing good

[angel-void]

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[jinxneedssleep]

Fuck Romeo and Juliet, I want to have what these bitches have

[vczcv]

i had it

[vczcv]

I FUCKING HAD IT

[vczcv]

I HAD IT I HAD IT I HAD IT

[vczcv]

IIHADDD ITT

[000l]

[met4lwhore]

yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

[2snuffseb]

trying to jerk off put my dashboard is filled with gentle domming, light slaps and normal sex! where are the terribly disgusting and problematic freaks?? what’s a guy gotta do to get some really gross content? something i will feel horrible about after??

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Richard Siken

[forevertwined]

[vczcv]

this reminds me of that one nicole dollganger song

[jinxneedssleep]

Fuck Romeo and Juliet, I want to have what these bitches have

[vczcv]

i had it

[vczcv]

I FUCKING HAD IT

[vczcv]

I HAD IT I HAD IT I HAD IT

[vczcv]

rereading my posts makes me cringe so hard

[moonlithe-shadow]

[vczcv]

i was chain smoking my vape and chugging water like i usually do before i lay down and go to sleep and well i chain smoked my vape too faat and fwkt naueous so i think of the worst idea that i for some reason thought woukd help LOL i chugged my water and continued to chug then took a break and thought ok dont throw up ur ok dont barf dont do it then i was like ok maybe no going back so i barfed everywhere all over myself LOL

[1m-dy1ng-l0lz]

I k1ll myself in my head about 15 times a day, why can't at least one of them be real?