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everything that I am not

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Introduction 𖦹

After almost two months on this blog it’s finally time for an introduction.

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• call me Ve

• She/Her

• Ally

This blog is basically for everything I want to share. I don’t really feel comfortable sharing certain stuff with my irl friends but I am comfortable sharing it here due to the fact that no one knows who I am. Also I am sure that none of my friends have or use tumblr ... even though they don't know I have the app either.

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my mp3:

• Arctic Monkeys

• Linkin Park

• Olivia Rodrigo

• Billie Eilish

• Paula Dalla Corte

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Movies/ Shows/ Books:

• Pretty Little Liars

• Harry Potter

• Percy Jackson

• Stranger Things

• Pokémon

• Dead Poets Society

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Feel free to fallow my blog if I have sparked your interest

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In my mind, the villa is already built

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Last summer holidays ever and last summer holidays before turning 18. I will forever dread the end of these holidays.

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Did anyone read “Letters to a Young Poet” by Rainer Maria Rilke and actually liked it?

One of the worst books I’ve ever read lowkey

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My last summer holidays ever :/

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I just bought a book in English, only to find out that the original was written in my language

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My sister uses the same perfume I used in 2022 so now every time we go out I am reminded of my downtown girl bookworm era

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What does one do during summer break. It’s literally the last summer break I’ll ever have cuz I’ll graduate next year

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Last class ever with my favourite teacher is over I’m crying

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The concept of human beings

I find the concept of being human to be something truly strange-something I can't quite wrap my head around. The way we walk, our personality traits, the way we build relationships with others-the things we do every day.

Sometimes, I realize just how weird it all is. We simply accept that this is how things are.

Yes, biology studies these phenomena-explaining that this is simply our nature, how we move, how our character is shaped by various events, and why we need social connections to survive.

But why does it have to be this way? What is the overall point of it all? Why do we exist, only to leave this earth after a few years anyway? Just to carry out biologically determined functions during our lives, or-moving beyond biology-to serve the state and earn money?

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Struggle with my hp house

I am a Ravenclaw but I feel like I can’t really identify with this house cuz I’m not that smart. I know that other characteristics do play a role but in my eyes they also don’t really fit me anymore.

I did a lot of test when I was around 11 yo so ig it’s valid because that’s the age you get sorted into your house? Also I did the official test a few months ago (being completely honest without giving answers that would give me the house I want #honestho because I REALLY wanted an authentic answer) and even then I got Ravenclaw.

I think I’ll have to accept that I am not an academic weapon. I really do love being a Ravenclaw, the thing that I am worried about is other people judging me when I say that I am a Ravenclaw thinking that I am performative bc I am not smart if yk what I mean.

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Having my last class with my favourite teacher tomorrow I’m crying ☹️

I’ve had him for 4 years he’s such a pookie

me rn btw:

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The weird feeling of growing up

And just like that, almost 18 years of my life have passed, and I realize how childish it was for me to say I wanted to grow up as fast as possible. Because now I'm sitting in my room wishing I could go back to my childhood, which is probably the most grown-up thing I've ever wished for. When I think back to the time when I played carefree every day with or without my friends, went to sleep contentedly (almost) every night, and dreamed of things I now consider rather silly, I realize how precious that time was and how I should cherish those memories, because you can't turn back time.

My goal is to carry a piece of my childhood with me forever. To have dreams that reach for the sky, to recognize the beauty in the little things, and to appreciate every moment I get to experience.

My younger self taught me all of this.

Thank you, young Ve. You’ll always be in my heart.

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Study crisis

I literally have a biology and an arts exam tomorrow and I haven’t studied at all. Yes it’s fault I know. My lazy ahhh would rather scroll on TT I admit that, too. And then I complain about my grades🫩

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Why is this blog turning into a ranting blog about Lari

PLEASE let me know your opinion

Just saw her repost today that said: ”forget about breakups, have you ever let someone copy off of you and they get a higher mark..“ which I KNOW was directed to me. We had a history exam a while ago and when I did not know if I understood the task correctly I peeked at the text Lari started writing. Her text started with the same content I had in mind, so I felt more confident that I’d understood the assignment correctly. After that, I started writing my own text and didn't look at her damn sheet again. I had my own content and my own structure. When we got the papers back, I had a better grade than her, and she said to me: "No offense, but you copied off me and got a better grade." BRO, I only took a quick look to see if she’d understood the task the same way I did; besides, I scored more points than Lari on that task and the others, too. If I’d copied, I would’ve ended up with the same number of points as her or fewer. Plus, I would’ve had a better grade anyway, even if the last task hadn't been counted.

After she after she dropped that lowkey disrespectful line I said that I did NOT copy off of her and only wanted to see if she understood the task the same way I did. She said it was okay and that she was mainly referring to another friend of ours. Obviously, she was mad at ME, so sorry, but what can I do if I write an A and she writes a C? I did not influence her studying. If you get a bad grade that’s on you. PLEASE leave me alone. I wouldn’t want to copy off your exam I am smarter than you (in history)🙏

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Brooooooooo

Guess who’s mad at me again

So I forgot my guitar at home which I need for my guitar lesson so I decided to go and get it in my lunch break then I told Lari. She is now mad at me because she would be alone while lunch break because how dare I decide for myself what I want to do in my lunch break. I understand that it’s not that cool being alone while break but I really need my guitar cuz my teacher gets sooo mad when someone forgets it and I am in for drama.

I decided to invite her to come with me her saying yes and following with the question if we could still make it to a supermarket to get food. I told her when we would be back and that we could make it. We have a supermarket right next to our school but she want to go and get food at one that takes longer to get to cuz we’d have to get out of the train, walk to the supermarket, get food and then get back to the train station and wait for our train. If we don’t get that one last train we will be late. And I am lowkey scared to tell her because I do not want to fight. Guess I’ll do it anyway. I don’t want to be late.

I’ll update you as soon as talk to her.

(Literally writing this right next to her while our class is happening in front of us. I think my teacher knows that I am on my phone but she can’t say anything cuz someone is giving a presentation).

Edit: we went to the other supermarket after she ofc did not want to go to the closer one

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