There are two types of ‘tired’, I suppose. One is a dire need of sleep, the other is the dire need of peace.
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There are two types of ‘tired’, I suppose. One is a dire need of sleep, the other is the dire need of peace.
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I'm not new here, just haven't been on this in forever. I use to be a Harry Styles blog and probably still kinda will be but I'm just post whatever I feel like now and it’ll probably still be a lot of Harry but a lot of other things as well. Ill also be venting a lot about my life on here cause I need to write and idc if no one listens I just need an outlet. That being said, IM GONNA VENT!!
Ive been single now for about 6 months and its been one hell of a ride haha. But its also been really lonely. Ive lost a lot of friends and I'm kinda just by myself most of the time now. I lost some friends because they don't like the truth and ive lost friends because I'm an asshole. Either way I think its for the best. Its funny cause their still around and we speak randomly but its very calculated and short conversations, which I'm okay with because the less they know about my life the better.
I was also diagnosed with PCOS at the beginning of the year and that's been a disaster. I hadn't gotten my period in months so I finally decided to go in and see why and that's what they told me, I was put on metformin to start my periods and hopefully regulate it, which it did but then I started getting it and having it all month so I quit taking it and had gone again like 4 months without a period and finally just got it on my own like 2 weeks ago. PCOS also causes hair growth, which I have on my chin. Ive seen some girls that have like almost a full 5oclock shadow but mine is just a couple little hairs randomly on my chin. I'm a little nervous as too if the shadow is gonna happen to me as well. It also causes being overweight and diabieties and heart disease. Its nice knowing I'm getting a little bigger because of something I cant really control and not because of something I'm doing wrong but at the same time its still not fun to be gaining weight. Ive looked into what to do about losing it but it seems like I would only be able to eat kale and water, you have to literally cut EVERYTHING out of your diet, no sugar, no pop, no foods high in fat, no gluten. Its insane. And I know pretty much majority of the world doesn't eat gluten anymore but ive never had a problem with it so I don't plan on not eating it.
Living in North Dakota is one of the worst and best places to live. Its small town living with all the small town drama. I would love to move away to a state that's bigger and “ better” but I know I would hate it and my anxiety would be through the roof! Its already terrible living here. Plus id never be able to leave my family, especially my dad and nephew. My entire family is from here and all my friends, I think id be able to leave for awhile but I would come right back, Its a comfort thing I think at this point. I'm to comfortable to leave which is a curse but a good thing.
Ive been speaking with my ex lately. We broke up awhile ago and just recently started talking again after a pretty gnarly breakup. He moved to florida after we broke up, trying to get as far away from me as possible. We were together for about 5 years on and off, I wasn't a good girlfriend but I was loyal. He wasn't a good boyfriend and he wasn't loyal. He’ll never in his life admit it even though he knows I know. He was a drinker, as am I. The only difference is, is that I don't need it when I wake up and all day. I drink maybe once a week now, back then I drank a lot. We would drink together and shit would get way to out of control. I fucking hated him. He hated me, we would fight, terrible fights and then make up the next day like it was no problem. He ended up going to impatient treatment in MN and was gone for about 3 months and then came back and was sober I stayed sober as well for awhile. He finally told me one night that it was okay with him that I went and had a beer with my dad and I did. It was all down hill from there. We ended up just not working out and he left and I became single and I definitely lived single. I was hoe’in it up and then I realized I was little out of control with it and decided to chill out. I ended up moving out of my apartment and moved back into my parents. Ask me how excited I am being 26 and living at home. EXCITED BITCH! I love living with my parents, not because its easy living because its not. I still have bills and I still pay rent. But I'm not ashamed that I live there cause its my family and they are all I really have.
I think ive done enough venting for me for the evening. Its time for me to sit up for the next 6 hours till I finally fall asleep around 4am. Did I mention insomnia is DOPE!
Thanks for listening or not listening to me vent.
If I Could Fly was written about Harry’s relationship with music and the fans.
Hear me out.
I was listening to MITAM earlier on a constant loop and, as One Direction music on repeat consequently always makes me, I was feeling pretty emo. The combination of If I Could Fly and Long Way Down right after each other is enough to land me in bed, staring up at the ceiling while I lament all about my past relationships and how no one will ever love me like Harry Styles Would.
I kept thinking as the music was playing about Harry’s insistence on how the meanings of songs change with the listener; everyone will get something different out of it because they all bring something new to it: their perspective.
If I Could Fly is one of those songs where right off the bat you can tell it’s gonna hurt. Harry’s echoing vocals backed by nothing but a piano, raw and honest, before transitioning seamlessly into Liam’s. It’s all so… Harry: overtly romantic and more than a little dramatic.
The lyrics tell a story of complete devotion almost to a fault, the author promising lengths and bounds to a second person subject without regards to their own limits (or maybe, even, in spite of them). The author repeatedly vows that “you” are the Only One For Them. And while it sounds a bit cliche on the surface–a man writing a song about some unknown person, telling them they’re the love of his life–it seemed so heartbreakingly honest upon first play, it was almost hard to listen to.
I couldn’t get Harry’s words out of my head. I connected to them as a writer myself and started to analyze the song deeper than just “Boy Loves Girl” or if you want to be more sexually ambiguous (as the song doesn’t use gender related pronouns), “They Love You.”
If I Could Fly is unmistakably a love song, there’s no getting around it. But the question I posed for myself was: what kind of love song?
Here is this 21 year old man, who in 2014 responded to an interview question that asked if he’d ever been in love with a concise but cute joke of “my mum” (well, at least cute for those of us who’ve never seen “Psycho”), writing and performing a song that rivals Sufjan Stevens levels of heart-wrenching no more than a year later.
And while it’s possible he could have fallen deeply in love in this time, completely out of the public eye, it doesn’t seem very likely. On the other hand, it’s possible he was writing about a romantic relationship from an outside perspective, people in his life or maybe fictional couples inspiring his songwriting. Or, maybe, just maybe, it was something a little more personal.
In the most recent interview with EW.com, Louis describes History as a song written about their experience as a band and their relationship with the fans. An idea popped into my head. What if the “you” isn’t singular, what if it’s much bigger than that, what if it’s any person who has ever supported his music or taken time out of their day to buy an album or raised money for a One Direction backed charity, what if it’s a much wider concept than just one person waiting in a hotel room bed for Harry Styles to come back and make good on his promises?
And so with this in mind, I sat down and analyzed every lyric of If I Could Fly through the lens that Harry Styles had written his most painful and gut wrenching song about…. fans.
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THE BOYS HAVE BEEN SUBMITTED FOR GRAMMY NOMINATIONS !!!! FINALLY!!!
THIS IS HUGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!
It is definitely really sad for us. But obviously, we’re going back into it. So it’s not goodbye, it’s just ‘See you later.’ It’s like what Tigger used to say: ‘Ta-ta for now.’“
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who else is at this point where you just listen to 1d music and you instantly feel at home wherever you are bc their voices are so familiar to you and you know them apart by heart and hearing their voices is literally like a hug for your soul bc even when everything changed their music has always been here for you like to me one direction is literally home
I'm the saddest fucking person ever right now. Can't stop crying.
Sooo
Is everyone else ignoring the fact that the last show is coming up and I'm not at all prepared for the emotions that are going to overwhelm me.... Like I think the last show is on Halloween and I'm so stressed about it that I've decided to sit at home and get drunk and cry by myself... Maybe its just me.
Ugh!!!
Peace, Love, and Harry Styles.
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WARNING: May cause heavy breathing, heart palpitations, and sexual urges.
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