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gonna sleep it off probably

it is The Bad Day and I almost made it through without crying but of course I messed up in the eleventh hour

numb

#now i just gotta lock in and make it worse

chose the wrong day to be brave

still an afterthought

#being in the right room #trying to engage #trying not to overpower things #it doesn't matter how quiet or loud i am #it all ends the same way #i try being proactive #i try being patient #it doesn't matter #i get to be alone in my own head again.#i wouldn't wish being alone in *my* head on my worst enemy #it just gets worse every time #one of these days I'm so scared I'll start listening

i know logically i shouldn't be alone right now but I also deserve it

the absolute last thing i want is to fuck up anyones night any worse than i already have anyway

at least leeches are useful

I've lost too much already to think it's going to get any easier

i just want to be shown up for too

i dont know why i drop everything to show up for people who just aren't going to be in the mood to deal with me when i need it

too much to ask

#always too much.

Nothing on this earth deserves to lay dead on the concrete alone

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late night reminder to self: your depressive episode will not last forever. it will have an end. tonight will not be the end of you.

burgundy-forest-deactivated2024

Hey guess what i saw this a few days ago when i was in an absolutely scary slump and then i spoke to my counsellors and did what they told me to do and now i feel so much better. So this is true. Reblogging for more good luck

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ultimatefangirl94

another bakery employee here to tell you, if you're sad or scared at 3am just remember that's when the croissants are done proofing and are getting egg washed to be baked just for you. the baguettes are being shaped after proofing for hours and heading into a burning hot oven to be ready for you to order for breakfast

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holy rsd batman

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false alarm

holy rsd batman

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im dumb and i know that and i want to stop being so dumb but every time i just make things worse

im so tired of myself

watching myself fuck everything up to the point of no recourse without any way to stop myself is my new favorite hobby ig

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