Public Journal

The post are like my conscious mind & my likes are my subconscious mind.

[venusinhuman]

If you have something to say about my mirror then COME CLEAN IT FOR ME 😤

[venusinhuman]

[venusinhuman]

[februarytrash]

my new nails by luca

u can start over & over & over & over again!

[puffsaddy]

[venusinhuman]

I’m not rich enough to be a lesbian

[userinherownwrld]

Naomi Campbell at her home in Jamaica (2003)

[venusinhuman]

[venusinhuman]

I haven’t been on here in a minute. I miss tumblr.

[fatmzehraa]

[neverlvnd]

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[venusinhuman]

I keep having dreams about this & it looks exactly like that in my dreams

[venusinhuman]

The person I was/am w is the kind of person to know something is extremely important to me & I need to wake up on time but bc it doesn’t matter to him, he would see that I over slept, wake up before me & let me sleep in. Then when I wake up & ask why they seen I overslept & didn’t wake me their response would be “that’s not my responsibility” to which I would say “I know it isn’t but you know how much this means to me” to which he would say “then you should’ve gotten up earlier” & while he isn’t wrong I think when you love someone (which I clearly know now is not the case) then you want for them what they want for themselves even if it isn’t necessarily a gain for you. You don’t know how many times I would wake them up if I thought they might run late for work or simply bc they didn’t set an alarm for themselves for something but I did. BECAUSE I CARE & as a partner, what’s important to you is important to me. Even if it wasn’t something like work, it would be his fight is on early & I know how much he doesn’t want to miss it so if I happen to be up first I would wake him up to remind him. I don’t really look for comfort or safety in this person anymore but until I get away, sometimes the painful reminders of how little he cares about me haunts me.

[taujr-resort]

[japanesecds]

Patrice Rushen - Posh

Released: 25 Mar 1997 Japan

[pussymargiela]

[venusinhuman]

I do not feel jealousy easily. When I do it has nothing to do w something that someone else has. It’s usually a possessive jealousy over someone, which isn’t great either. You have to be delusional to believe I want anything you have to the point of making me want to wish bad on you or take it from you. I have never & hopefully will never experience that emotion. I am someone who can be happy for you even if I want something like that too but it’s not from a place of jealousy. It comes from a place of inspiration. If we’re ever talking & you share something about yourself & I share something similar that is not me trying to one up or whatever, that is me trying to connect to you. That’s how normal people connect.

A one up sounds like : “you went to Japan? Oh I went to Japan, Tokyo, & I even went to a fashion show in Milan..”

There’s an arrogance to it.

Connecting sounds like : “oh you went to Japan? How was it? I’ve been to Japan too!” Then there are follow up questions.

Just bc someone has a story similar to yours doesn’t always mean they are jealous or trying to feel better than you. That is just how you make conversation!

It’s sad to even have to explain that concepts of you believe others are jealous of you w out being capable of wanting better for themselves as well then you are projecting your own view of the world on other people who don’t have bad intentions w you.

[venusinhuman]

well your subconscious mind is full of beautiful stuff

Well thank you kind anon 🥰

[malnedott]

clouds ☁️