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@versatilerockbottom
You won't understand my emotions. I get upset about the little things. Excited about small stuff and scared by everything. You think I overreact, but that's just how my emotions work. I'm all empty inside and when emotions come they are so extrem, you can't comprehend it. It's okay, not your fault. Just don't judge me for it. It's not in my control
I hate having bpd cause I have so much emotion that never goes away. Like I literally store it inside & then it usually comes out at an inappropriate time. Like right now I feel like I just want to cry & scream for weeks. But I’m alone in the dark crying & trying to control all this extra emotion. & if someone were to ask me what is wrong I can’t give one straight answer. It’s as if I am a sponge that just soaks up all emotions I feel & I have no idea what to do with it all.
i think the worst part about having bpd is being reliant on another person for your happiness. it’s not their job or responsibility and it’s not fair to put it on them, but it’s like every time they don’t talk to me, every message left on seen, every lackluster reply, anytime i can’t tell whether or not they really love me tears me apart. i’m constantly afraid anytime not spent with me is spent talking about me even after they’ve assured me they aren’t. whenever they’re not with me i’m left with this empty feeling of anxiety and helplessness i can’t escape even through sleep.
it’s exhausting.
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Having BPD is a fucking curse. You dont want this disorder. It's not quirky. Its not cute. It's a constant battle with yourself and a battle with everyone in your life. You yell at your loved ones, you abuse substances, you push everyone away before they can abandon you. It's a LOT.
Not to be dramatic but I’m never opening up or being vulnerable again. It’s hard and I’m tired and it makes me feel like a burden I’d rather feel like shit than feel like shit and a fucking burden.
How BPD effects me in day to day life
I struggle with managing any sort of emotions, I switch like a light switch. One second I'm happy and jumping around and the next I'm lying on the floor banging my head against things to hurt myself. I can go from neutral to angry in the blink of an eye. Any small event can trigger me.
BPD positives that don't suck
I have BPD but I never feel recognized in those posts since they focus on empathy and well, I barely experience empathy! Here's one without empathy being the main positive.
We can be...
extremely passionate when we love something or someone.
extremely loyal too!
creative with art, writing, daydreaming, thinking, etc.
very curious and want to learn more about ourselves.
bold, spontaneous, or willing to try new things.
able to feel music with our whole body and soul.
be really resilient and determined.
This is literally how fast my mood changes 🫣
Don’t be shy! Spin it 😈
I wish I could hide my symptoms but lately my disorders are out of control
