RambleKing @verysecretsecretacctoramble - Tumblr Blog

A trans son is better than a dead daughter btw

"u cant save smth that doesnt want to be saved"

I Dreamt of Something Lost is a fake desktop game about data, grief, and memory. It is about the Facebook profiles of dead friends, about parts of yourself still stuck in a particular social media profile like a fossil stuck beneath layers and layers and layers of sediment, about the fragility of digital storage, about what it feels like to have your world shrink to the breadth of a computer screen. I made it back in 2023, during a particularly difficult time in my life. I was convinced it wouldn't come to anything; instead, it won a New Media Writing Prize and more-or-less launched my career. Funny how things work out.

I'm trying to grow my writing to the point where it can financially support me - crazy difficult, I know, but I believe in my work and what it can do. I Dreamt of Something Lost is possibly the best thing I've ever made - it would mean the world if you could check it out on itch.io HERE.

You can also buy it as a cassette game (with bonus creator commentary) or postcard HERE!

Your sorrys get less and less meaning the more you say them.

It hurts. It doesn't ease the pain no more.

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All I want is a bed and sleep.

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I can't fucking sleep without them.

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I feel so alone. I got promised sleep calling tonight but they canceled. I mean I do understand the reason but that does not make me feel any less horrible about it.