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I'm here

[vharzo]

I need to fundraise for my cat without doxxing myself somehow.

[vharzo]

The internet was enchanting and mysterious when I was a child exploring personal pages where I didn't have to talk to anyone, or dropping into chatrooms that were marked General

but as an adult having to navigate Every Website Is Social Media and having to search for viable Discords (all of which are.., just... not it) is just fabulously unsatisfying

I would rather play alone at this point idc

[vharzo]

I had to give up on Patreon because they use 3rd party "age verification" wants me to agree to being surveilled.

No??? Never??? Go fuck yourself

[vharzo]

I know it won't do anything, but I filed a support ticket with Patreon and told them they need to reinstate my account using the bank account and ID I already provided for age verification.

I told them they need to find new payment processors. That putting my information into a surveillance mill to access their platform is not an option, that it is the death-knell of their model.

Everyone should be sending these messages as support tickets. One is nothing, but if every creator simply refused to use the 3rd party processor which, iirc, has already been proven to link to FBI databases, then they will have to find a way around.

Patreon is simply being lazy because enough people haven;t complained or left the website yet.

The CRAZIER thing is that you can't even create your own website to sell this material: I was looking into Wordpress / Squarespace and they have in clear terms that you CANNOT sell any adult content, including drawings. GoDaddy is... vague. We need an ao3 style web-hosting service that does not fuck with user content.

[vharzo]

I had to give up on Patreon because they use 3rd party "age verification" wants me to agree to being surveilled.

No??? Never??? Go fuck yourself

[vharzo]

Writing is just watching your own home-brew anime in your head and committing it to text.

[vharzo]

guys guys guys guys my husband JUST started drawing for the first time in life and he is a natural, he is SO good, I'm so proud of him.

Terrified I'm going to ruin him with instructions but I'm being so so so so gentle I love him

[vharzo]

"The Monolith was built at the top of the world.

It was the center of the universe.

There was even proof: in historical books written by ancient deities and locked away for safekeeping from profane masses. Generation after generation had passed down the Truth: that the Scioness just before the last, had spoken to the Scioness before that, and her before that, and so on, purporting a single divine witness. That the very first Scioness was handmaiden to a Goddess, who placed her seat here and granted divine lineage to the most faithful.

Sif, a mercenary of no nation, could see it from her lone camp. Just east of it’s looming bulk.

Like any band-born child, she was a survivalist: trained from childhood by both barked commands and near-death experiences brought about by curiosity. Marching from the moment she could wear boots, scrounging in times of scarcity, gathering, hunting, tracking, navigating.

It was the only knowledge natural to her, and it must apply here.

When you needed a clear vantage, you went up."

— Nadir: Prologue —

[aquilacalvitium]

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

[aquilacalvitium]

Please keep interacting with this post because when I come to tumblr to procrastinate, this shows up again in my notifications and guilts me into writing again

[vharzo]

Let's de-cloud and leave Google with Mama

[vharzo]

CAN YOU NOT POST EROTICA ON PATREON?!?!

I have seen so much porn on patreon, but apparently there are no-no words? Apparently r^pe is one such word, which is ridiculous, frankly I don't want to talk like a scared 15 year old trying to bypass tiktok censors, the internet is for ADULTS, parents should be monitoring their children, not the structure monitoring its users.

So sick and tired of having to use baby-teen-talk EVERYWHERE to avoid drawing the eye of the puritan panopticon, LET US USE GROWNUP WORDS AND WRITE GROWNUP THINGS

[vharzo]

I made a reference to my own original fic that apparently is so explicit that Tumblr nerfed it :( I knew nudity was banned, but apparently there are no-go words

[vharzo]

I am SICK of using Google, trying to find shit, sifting through my bookmarks, so I am making my own link hub a la 2002

[momochanners]

Adding a romance mechanic to Balatro would be so silly, amirite…

…unless? 👀

[vile-wizard]

It's easy to think "nobody in the whole wide world cares about me" on an empty stomach but try doing it while eating Vegetables and Rice. Seems less convincing now doesn't it? That's simply the power of Vegetables and Rice..

[vharzo]

Today I said to my husband:

"Life is just a revolving door of illness. When you recover from the flu, I will become sick, and just as soon as I start feeling better, one of our terminal cats will pass away, only to find another cat has an incurable disease. What's the point? I don't want to get out of bed and be sick forever standing up. I just want to lay down if I'm going to be sick in a few hours or a few days. I don't want to get up."

Then I had lunch and it was fine.

[vharzo]

every day I get on tumblr and it shows me the same 12 posts it has been showing me for the last 6 days, what the actual fuck is wrong with this website

[vharzo]

I want to exist in a vacuum but also gain attention and popularity. Adoration in, nothing out, perceive me but don't acknowledge I exist.

[vharzo]

Be the change you want to see in the world (by opening Clip Studio and actually fucking drawing for once)