brubi

i like to write, sometimes in portuguese others in english, depends on the mood. highly sensible kid with a lot of things going through her mind all the time. i hope you are doing okay.

[beardedmrbean]

[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[tattooedzombigirl]

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

[imanutcase-10]

Then bring me luck

[thirddeadlysin]

the day after I posted this last time I was notified that I was selected for a really cool mentorship gig and got an unrelated glowing review at work

[icantbearsedtothinkofone]

Hey Potato, cure my -ing cold so I can have a good time while away.

[dduane]

Here's the potato. Make what use of it you will. :)

[cangelala]

God I need this so bad for my Midterm so please let this work again for me.

[notesondesign]

birds

[pnglove]

[everythingfox]

Cute kitties

(via)

[miffy-japan]

With everyone

[vicariosfate]

it breaks my heart that I can't save you

you made me who I am

you went through hell for me

and when I say it I don't mean only the whole pregnancy stuff, even though this is as hard as it can be

I mean everything we passed through

I feel so selfish every time I don't give you everything I have to give

I hate how hurtful it is to imagine a life where we are not close to each other

I hate how you wished you weren't here

I remember the first time I saw you as a person that is sad

I guess it was after your divorce

I don't really remember you before that. I know you were there but I don't have a lot of memories of us alone, even though you took good care of me. I remember listening to music together, your favorite songs playing while you gave me a bath.

I understood too early being a mom wasn't your thing. and I accepted this. you didn't need to like it. you suffered enough. being there was enough. I love you because you didn't give up on us. thank you for keeping granny around. she was the best mother figure I could ask for. I'm so grateful you didn't let your demons take everything from you.

I'm old now. almost hitting your age when you got pregnant. and I feel like a teenager. I'm so irresponsible and naive. I can't fix anything. I still need you to help me all the time. I think it's almost time for me to go.

I'll love you forever. I wish I never grew up. I wish I was still small and fully yours. I'm so sorry for all the pain my existence brought you. I'm sorry for disappointing you and misbehaving and for how little I met your expectations. If I only tried a little bit harder.

I remember when I was 15 and you were really mad at us and you said you should've come to terms with your abortion. I'm so sorry for being unable to forget. I think it was the first time I felt undesired in my whole life. I still feel like that: a kid undeserving of love and care. But I understand you. I'm sure it was too much. You should've done it.

I'm so sorry I can't help you. I can't save you from being my mother. I wish you had someone better by your side. I just want to disappear, mom. I don't want to exist anymore.

[greelin]

how the hell do people work full time AND work out. and also eat. i feel like a dvd player

[effemimaniac]

not very good at asking for things that I want

[effemimaniac]

"the worst they could say is no" not even true and also have you considered that kind of sucks

[inloveforevr-deactivated2025041]

I only ever want the simple and small things. A bowl of fruit. To exist comfortably. To be accepted. To be loved. To eat nice food. To laugh as much as I can.

[medievalthymes]

girls when they get overstimulated in the grocery store

[heminpatel]

If reincarnation is real I wonder how many people stare at their own art in museums, listen to their own music they made in a different life and read books they don't remember writing

[atlantis-just-drowned]

I need you all to know that I'm thinking about this post on a daily basis. How many people discover their own graves? How many stares at their own mummies? Visit monuments without remembering they built them?

Maybe our souls are meant to forget so we can discover the world one more time, find beauty again in the little things we had become familiar with, learn again how to love the people we knew for years, find peace and inspiration in the things we did in a different life and were once ashamed of.

[skunkes]

[molabuddy]

a little personal response / tribute to "here's the life i've always longed for" by Anna Haifisch. the original means so much to me, and even though it's hard, I feel like every day i'm making more steps toward finally being on the other side of that fence <:)

[derangedrhythms]

Rebecca Perry, Beauty/Beauty; from 'Kintsugi 金継ぎ'

[pikestaff]

"Stop saying 15 year olds with weird interests are cringe, they're 15" this is true however you should also stop saying adults with weird interests are cringe because who gives a shit

[themythicalcodfish]

To wit:

[switchelsweets]

I want to share some wisdom from my high school art teacher.

In my AP Art class, there was a girl who was just starting to experiment with mixed media. At this point she was still playing around, trying to decide what direction she wanted to go with her portfolio. So one critique day, she brought in an abstract canvas with some rhinestone highlights and painted and real peacock feathers. She loved sparkles and peacock feathers so she thought she’d try introducing them a *little*. And after everyone had given some input, the teacher gave her his advice, VERY roughly paraphrased here:

“So here’s the thing… I do not like this style. These are just elements that do not speak to me personally, but I see that you like them, and you’re doing interesting things with them.

“My biggest critique is, I only merely *dislike* this piece. I want you to make me HATE it. Go crazy with the things that you like. Don’t hold back trying to make it palatable to people like me. Because I am NEVER going to like it. And if the audience does not like it, it should drive them crazy seeing how much YOU love it.”

Her portfolio was chock full of neon colors and glitter and rhinestones and splashes of peacock feathers and it was a delight. Our teacher despised every piece lol, but she got great marks and I think even won some awards. And more importantly, she was happy and proud of the results. Because she didn’t limit herself by trying to appeal to people who were never going to enjoy what she enjoyed.

Takeaway here: be as cringe as you want. Don’t limit yourself based on other ppl’s tastes. They’re not you, and you are incredible 💕

[havingrevelations-deactivated20]

shaking six year old me by the shoulders YOU WERE RIGHT. YOU WERE RIGHT ABOUT LOVE AND ABOUT FAIRNESS AND ABOUT SHARING IS CARING. YOU WERE RIGHT. THE ADULTS DON’T KNOW ANY MORE ABOUT TRUTH THAN YOU DO. KEEP BELIEVING IN THE FAIRIES AT THE BOTTOM OF THE GARDEN. NOTHING IS “JUST THE WAY IT IS”. I AM SORRY THEY EVER CONVINCED YOU TO FEEL SHAME. YOU ARE REAL AND A PART OF THIS WORLD. YOU WERE RIGHT.

[kosmogrl]