Vict0r-ia

[theelegantuniverse-blog]

[ijaazat]

yellow? yellow <333

[vict0ri-a]

Slowly

But

Surely

I am loving myself

Again

[scorntrooper-deactivated2024041]

Team “I imagined a scenario too hard and it upset me”

[rex-luscus]

Does anybody else think “man, I’d do so many things if I felt better” but once you feel better you don’t do anything cuz you just want to chill and enjoy not feeling bad?

[summerstarsandsea]

Y e a h

[vict0ri-a]

My psychiatrist does this thing where he is genuinely astounded at what is occring in my life at one time and it makes me feel good because someone is acknowledging my struggle but we never get to the part where we tie everything in a neat bow so I just leave having rerealised how intense and much everything is and still not really knowing what to do about anything

[1010ll]

[deathtml]

[7-aliens]

[inkflowergarden]

You’re moving on to something greater now. Don’t quit five seconds before the miracle.

[kreativekopf]

James Turrell

[floralls]

by koji

[inkflowergarden]

[vict0ri-a]

Things are really hard right now, I’m so stuck in bad habits that I can feel myself spiraling down. I’m making excuses to keep the habits going and just perpetuating the problems around me. I need to stop the shit to help myself but these things have been my bandaid for so long I don’t want to rip it off in the middle of everything else going on. It’s a vicious cycle that won’t stop. I feel like I just need a week or so to hide away and reboot but I don’t have that luxury. I think I’ve been trying to reboot and turn off while I keep going through the motions of life. I look back over the past few months and feel like I’m looking at something I wasn’t apart of.

[inner]

[vinstage]

[thetattedstoner]

Mood:breaking down the weed while talking about your life