how much sorrow can i take?

Resident in Copenhagen, Denmark.

[halfdeadgemini12]

This can't be my life. This can't be reality.

[stresslessnext]

Just because I pretended to handle it well doesn't mean that I did.

[becherdireinen]

one day, things won't feel so heavy anymore.

[hellish-daddi]

[bobdylanyaoi]

i’m in trenches you’ve never heard of

[oldwinesoul]

[sarahlynnsyndrome-deactivated20]

I’m so tired

[gabapentinblues]

things are pretty bad, and i really don't know what to do

[loved-ones]

To everyone carrying a heavy heart in silence, it’s gonna be okay someday

[weltenwellen]

I think at this point it's safe to say that 73% of me is always sad

[the-suicide-effect]

"And the sad part is I was getting better.

And now I'm not"

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Nobody ever talks about how selfless it is to choose, over and over again, to not commit suicide. Nobody ever acknowledges the tremendous sacrifice suicidal people make every time we choose not to kill ourselves. When a person who is suffering so horribly that death seems like their best option decides not to take their one way out, and to instead remain in hell, day after day, month after month, year after year, because they don’t want to hurt the people they love, they are doing something extraordinary. Not killing yourself when it’s all you want to do is the purest act of love I can imagine. Dying for someone is easy - you don’t have to deal with any of the consequences, you have your moment of nobility and then it’s all over. But living for someone, when the simple fact of consciousness is literal torture for you? Every single suicidal person who ever made a choice to not kill themselves in a moment of misery is a goddamn hero in my eyes. Wanting to die and still surviving is an act of titanic courage and self-sacrifice. We deserve more credit for it.

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[guitarplayermrs]

[starwitness42]

Can we just take a moment to appreciate Josh’s portrayal of the Torchbearer? From the very beginning he’s been there, right beside Tyler/Clancy. He’s seen all the pain, all the fear, and all the trauma and through it all he has been a steady, guiding light. He’s supported his friend unconditionally, never once even needing to say a word. And then… THEN he’s forced to watch this friend, this person he loves, this person he’s carried at times when he was too weak to walk, this person he pulled out of hell on countless occasions, go and face down his demons alone because he can’t go with him this time. And THAT LOOK on Joshua William Dun’s face says EVERYTHING. Because mental illness or addiction or fear or whatever is not a solo venture. It affects everyone that person loves. And it’s hard when you’re someone’s rock and you have to let them slip into the water and hope the current doesn’t carry them away.

[spookyscottie-deactivated202407]

we come for you

no chances.

[neckkiss]

neither..

[chromaticabrasions]

brain fuzzy give it electroshocktherapy