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yesterday 23/11/2024 she threatened to knot wires around my intestines for failing to complete a task
its been a long time since ive said anything here
i feel so huirt and i cant do anything about it.
Ive lost everything near and dear to me that made me happy
im starting to think this opportunity wasnt a blessing bujt a curse
it always was
i was never happy here
at least back there i had them and they helped me and amde me hapy
ive lost it all abd everysingle item is a reminder of something i once cherished
im tired of grasping onto threads of something of the past yet theres nothing else i can do. idont want to move on 27/1/2024 7:58pm
on the 03/05/2023 at around 6 pm my mom hit me 3 times for forgetting to take my fucking pills. ignore this, i need this for the record
stole and saved up enough money for a smoke lol. get clean from one addiction, and gain another. feeling shit about my body.
feeling guilty for eating.
at least id die skinny
i...do not remmeber posting this???
at least id die skinny
id rather die than keep living like this
anxious about going to school tommorow.
dilemma
things my mom has done today:
Today I skipped my physics lesson because I only got 3 hours of sleep today! so i was... realllly tired. felt like a zombie.
Classmate snitched on me to my mom, so I got into DEEP shit. Got yelled at, got insulted and berated (eg, shit like: YOU LAZY PIG! You bog! you disgrace! [direct quotes]) then called my daaad complaining i have a phone and that i dont know how to use it they argued she hangs up then says that its MY fault that dad and her argue. she proceeds to yell, and leave
i feel guilty but idk,,,was she right tto do this /genq
i think ive been hallucinating for a long time without realizing it but im not sur e
whats the differnce between imagination and hallucinations?
getting blood taken to test for tuberculosis tmmrw lol
im 16 days clean
60 days, 12? wwhich bait will i take?
i feel as though ill throw up