Pesky bird

pfp by cherrijuice

[villainchan]

INTRO INTRO IT'S A RADQUEER GRIAN

I see no god up here but me

This user is a multiself alter and their personas are all based on different versions of Grian. This user is also married to a Scar fictive headmate and a Taurtis fictive headmate and dating a Sam fictive headmate ( @pleasel0v3me ) and a Mumbo fictive headmate, so please do not flirt with this user. This user sorts their labels into little sections for fun. This user needs tonetags.

My headmate wrote all that for me uh labels and other identity stuff below:

Names: Grian, Xelqua, Cuteguy, Ari, Mother Spore (yes it's a separate name)

Pronouns: he/him, she/her, they/them, it/its, Seer/Seers (capitalization is important ), Shroom/Shrooms, Moss/Mossself, Lichen/Lichens, Eye/Eyes, pink/pinks, cute/cutes, parrot/parrots, sing/sings, song/songs, wing/wings, feather/feathers, Watch/Watches, Entity/Entitys, Rift/Rifts, pop/pops, fly/flies, boom/booms, chain/chains, ace/aces, crystal/crystals, 🐾/🐾s, 🦜/🦜s, 🌹/🌹s, 💄/💄s, 💋/💋s, 👁/👁s, 🫀/🫀s

Paras: Cultrophilia, chocobjectum, expyrophilia, visceraphilia, autovitiyalist

CisIDs: cisharmful, cispsychosis, cisautistic, cisMaDD, cismanipulative, cisliar, cisharmed, cisabused, cisemotionallyabused

NullIDs: agenull

PermaIDs: permaautumn, permavillain, permamysterious, permabeloved, permafakenails, permabow, Permacute, permaSHscars

TrisIDs: trisreligioustrauma, trisBPD, trisalcoholic, trisunmedicated

TransIDs: transcannibal, transcannibalvictim, transjapanese, transNPD, transmean, transmycologydegree, transangel...?, aesthetiSHscars

Beliefs: Celtic pagan, radqueer, comp-c and kind of mirror-c, watchism (that's what I'm calling it for now), satanism

Species: parrot/siren/allay/scorpion/demon/fae thing (I absorbed a bunch of random species headcanons), watcher

Other: nonhumanperpesque, anemoiac, instiwatch, EXTREMELY low empathy most of the time but high empathy for animals, ASPD severe AAPD

More will be added when I find the terms for things

[peanut-jelly]

lately ive been bedridden with a terrible case of i dont wanna

[sisterlybloodoath-deactivated20]

Men grunting in pain. Men spitting blood. Men covered in cuts, lying in a pool of their own blood. Men desperate. Men trying to defend their masculinity whilst wanting to beg to be abused worse so bad. Men passing out from being choked and going limp. Men crying in silence as they get abused, unwilling to full on sob. Men moaning as their cuts get fingered aggressively. Men licking shoes. Men being kicked in the gut over and over again. Men saying they can take it, so they end up tortured so much worse cause they couldn’t admit defeat.

[vanishedmukuro]

how did you guys "become" radqueer?

for me, I've always kind of held these beliefs, I just tried to keep quiet about it to avoid discourse. but if you ask my parents or anyone else who knew me as a child, they'd tell you about how I wondered why paraphiles were shunned for things they couldn't control, or how I loved irls and people who otherwise blended fiction with reality, or how when the whole "rcta" thing started on tiktok, I never saw what was so "racist" about people embracing others' culture. frankly, I never even really saw a problem with those who didn't care to prove that they're "one of the good ones" and simply did just like the aesthetic.

of course, I wasn't always as open-minded as I am now, things have changed since I discovered the community, but there was never any big change of stance for me. but I'm curious to hear others' stories?

[villainchan]

Weirdo chronically online singlet kid -> incest is morally okay -> man fuck endos -> oh wait fuck we plural and kinda endo -> MOGAI is cool -> what the fuck is wrong with these "radqueer" fucks -> kinda feel bad for radqueers -> deadass coined "almost radqueer" so as to not associate with pro-c folkel -> pro-consent radqueer

[villainchan]

I remember when we used to play this weird island survival game on roblox that we haven't been able to find again and we made some friends on there and had a group chat with them and we're 99% sure they were a bunch of college-aged dudes. We were nine.

Anyways age-gap friendships aren't creepy they usually just come in the form of a weirdly mature kid who plays games online with college dudes

[semebeater]

getting sick of seeing friend groups and their own little gc , like , i want that . . . freeks flock to me please , we can get rid of loneliness one friendship is magic at a time

[confessionsdiaz]

*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inheritly selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.

[lacy]

how bout u kick my entire body and spit on me

[bold-baddie]

[villainchan]

Rewatching HC s7 has resulted in me getting weird motherly instincts from remembering the mother spore stuff so I may make a discord daycare thing for radqueers cuz I saw some being post about that

Thing is idk how to run a discord server and I also can't come up with any channels

[villainchan]

I want online friends so bad but fuck I'd probably hurt them and I doubt anybeing would want to put up with me

[villainchan]

Guys please send me asks I'm so fucking bored

[villainchan]

"Normalize confederatequeer"

Normalize me committing acts of fucking bloodshed against you HOLY FUCK

[low-functioning-flesh-deactivat]

Let's normalize adults carrying around plushies without judging them or seeing it as inherently childish.

[strawbanese]

hello can you please coin a MUD thats a mixture of aspd & avpd but more serve of aspd symptoms. I dont like using the tris terms for it thank you if you do !

ᓚᘏᗢ ;;

Of course, ‘nonnie!!!

Antisocial Avoidant Personality Disorder (AAPD)

(Flag variants at bottom of page!)

>> description

>> Antisocial Avoidant Personality Disorder (AAPD) is a Medically Unrecognized Disorder in which one has symptoms of bothASPD and AVPD, with one being more severe than the other. People with AAPD may experience symptoms of both at the same time, isolated, or feel as if symptoms are blending together.

Key Features ;;

> Extreme aggression

> Self Isolative tendencies

> Self Consciousness

> Impulse thoughts and/or actions

> Fear induced hostility

Symptoms ;;

> People with AAPD may experience heightened aggression when it comes to social interaction, using anger or aggression to avoid the interaction

> Lingering sense of Fear or Dread near larger groups of people, or when around people who are unknown

> Lack of restraint when it comes to impulse control, acting without a thought at all, or feeling as if they have no impulse control

> Involuntarily self isolation to avoid conflicts, fear, or ridicule from other people

> People with AAPD will often take risks other people won’t, more likely doing it alone as to avoid hostility or Aggression towards others

> Fear induced hostility towards those who people with AAPD don’t know, or have yet to properly engage with (if they wish to engage at all)

> Lack of responsibility towards their work, school, or other hobbies. This can be very minimal or an extreme lack if responsibility

Flag Variations ;;

ASPD severe

AVPD severe

[villainchan]

Good morning everybeing (I woke up at 7:02, it's currently 8:05, school starts at 8:45. I'm not going to wake up the body's mother so hopefully I can post more cuz I suck at that. Might coin some stuff or make pfps or moodboards to get myself posting idk)

[goth-queen]

[cr41g-tuck3r]

reblog if you need an exorcism