You show the slightest compassion for another human being
And it is suddenly the worst thing in the world
Fuck you all.
I swear to god.
I'm so fucking angry. At everyone and everything. Fuck you fuck you fuck you FUCK YOU!
WHY don't I care? I'll tell you fucking why. It's not because something's wrong with ME. It's because it's all YOU! I don't care because the way that I have been treated is not okay. I'm angry at everyone who calls themselves a friend to me. I never do half the shit y'all do back to me. Does no one ever think about feelings anymore? No one?!!!! I'm done being forgiving. I deadass just don't fucking care. Yeah sure, maybe I'll look back later and be like " What a shame. Miss this person. Had good times" but that'll be it. I probably won't come back to you, I probably won't make an effort to fix things. Y'all want to treat people like shit then do it, but I'm not having it anymore. Tired of pushing things to the side. Cut me the fuck off!!!!! Fuck your anger. Fuck whatever youre feeling towards me. I'm the one who's fucking angry. I've reached out to many people I once cared about, still do cause that's my fuckin' heart, but I won't show it anymore. I've reached out, and the effort I've gotten back is 0 to nothing. Ridiculous. I just laugh. I can't help but laugh.
So go ahead, in the words of ELHAE
" As usual, I end up with the loss. Hear the knock on the door, make it quick, cut me off"









