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amanda / 24 / they/them / library science student / AO3: bookishpanda / writing requests are currently CLOSED!

[vindicatedvirgil]

hi! welcome to my own personal mind palace.

i’m amanda, otherwise known as bookishpanda/panda! i’m 24 and i’m currently in grad school for library & information science so that i can become a librarian for kids and teens someday! i write poetry and short stories and A LOT of fanfiction. i’m queer and nonbinary/genderqueer, and i use they/them pronouns.

i’m a Virgil and Remus stan, but i love all of the Sides! i’ve been in the fandom officially since about May 2020, and my first major introduction to the series was Dealing With Intrusive Thoughts. i’m also a patreon supporter of Thomas & Co.

amanda’s sanders sides masterlists

links to all of my masterlists, since i write a lot of stuff! hope you enjoy!

alternatively, read my works on AO3!

shorts & drabbles

completed college AU!

soulmate september 2020 drabbles

moceit week 2021 drabbles

theories, headcanons, & AUs

please do not add negativity or hate towards ANY of the sides onto my posts, but especially towards Virgil and Remus, who i relate to very strongly (and any hate directed towards either of them feels like an attack on my own mental health). if you do this, you will be blocked.

[vindicatedvirgil]

*pokes head in* *glances around* *yeets into void*

[beatriz-lioness]

This was supposed to be just a sketch of Patton as a frog 😳

Anyway enjoy the little Sides!

[rollthewhatever]

the complete collection

[recipe-for-thomathy]

So you mean to tell me that a red himbo with self-esteem issues, a father with no son but has spirit, a teen stuck in his emo phase, Google with emotions on incognito, a lawyer with a Self-Care agenda, and Sin ALL make up a man with a flower obsession??

[vindicatedvirgil]

i’m not the bad guy / anxceit

here’s my first attempt at a sanders sides fic! i’m sure there will be a lot more coming so just… prepare for that i guess?

it’s anxceit centered (with a very slight nod to logicality), because they’re my faves and i love them and i wonder a lot about their past. be warned that there are spoilers from SvS and SvS redux.

tw: emotional abuse; scale touching. rating: R just because there are a few curses inside, this is not a smutty fic though so you’re good if you don’t wanna read that.

so yeah, please enjoy!

(masterlist)

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[leconcombrerit]

Here's a bunch of squishable babies being happy. Featuring the twins being adorable brothers, I don't draw them together enough.

[softestvirgil]

🥺

[creativity-no-renewal]

Logan has now been in both Patton’s and roman’s birthday posts

Headcanon that Logan secretly loves birthdays

[cats-pyjamas]

i’m so sorry op i’m just gonna hijack your post real quick bc i love this sm-

we’ve already seen that logan’s a great gift giver as well (such as him giving virgil an audiobook voucher as his secret santa present to help him calm down when his anxiety is flaring up, and also with patton’s cat hoodie, which pertains to his interest in cats and his aesthetic while also being more practical than his onesie) probably due to the fact that he’s extremely observant and so is able to notice others needs and interests. for example, in ‘fitting in’, we see that logan is the one who is aware of thomas’ friends interests (when he lists off very specific things that talyn enjoys). it’s possible that maybe logan demonstrates that he cares about others through giving gifts- as they show that he pays attention to their interests- and so he really enjoys birthdays and other holidays????

also he probably enjoys organising things?? imagine all the planning he can do for the others’ birthdays- he allocates specific tasks to everyone to prepare for the event, and makes a full day itinerary of things he thinks the other sides will enjoy and wants everything to go perfectly so that they can all have a great day-

ALSO the fact that on his own birthday he argued that the idea was nonsensical and “it’s not my birthday!!” yet will celebrate the other sides birthdays???????? maybe he likes celebrating with the others because he knows it’s important to them but doesn’t want a fuss to be made about him??

logan my love

[no-need-to-demonstrate-art]

First slide is pretty angsty, but the rest is really soft- just a heads up :D

They are all two-slide panels

[lackadae-deactivated20220423]

a gamer

[thatsthat24]

You all requested it, and Janus begrudgingly acquiesced… at long last the embodiment of Thomas’ Deceit took on the game that’s all about deceit: Among Us! Join him and nine of Thomas’ friends, as they play a few rounds. How will Janus measure up? Will Thomas’ friends’ abilities to lie overcome him? Possssssssssibly… https://youtu.be/EmYSubgGJd0

[leconcombrerit]

Remus joins at last ! With this last one I'm done with those earrings and manbuns haircuts !

[enby-life]

[artissijamm]

In honor of Janus actually playing among us in the patreon stream-

I decided to draw the

Bean 

and yes i still trust them

[remuscore]

FINALLY finished this lol anyways @romanberry asked me to draw fat Remus so I asked them to come over and model it out for me. It only took me so long because I didn’t know what clothes to put on for him anyways it’s basically just my clothes.

[leconcombrerit]

I am having a major bad day and I'm an anxious wreck. So I had another anxious wreck join the earring gang while blasting really loud music.

Drawing this haircut really brought me back. It was THE emo haircut when I was in middleschool. It might not look quite as good as some of the others, but it's special to me. I can't even recall how many balloons burst on those little spiky earrings when we played.

[sidespromptblog]

Logan having a tie with little mushrooms printed all over it.

[deactivatednotdeleted]

[ID: A digital half body drawing of Logan from Sanders Sides against a light blue background. He is wearing his normal outfit except for the tie, which is wine red and covered in little drawings of mushrooms. He is standing proudly, eyes closed and smiling as he's fidgeting with his tie. Behind him are many white, empty speech bubbles. /End ID.]

!!! this was too cute not to draw!! 🍄