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Tumblr.... I turn to you in times of despair.

How can things go wrong so horribly wrong.... how they go from feeling amazing to hurting you so ...so bad.

#life #the lonely life #changes #thinking #alone #lost #confused #lonely #blah #chubby girl

You think you don’t know anyone and in return people think they know you.

#help #faceless #take me off this #life #alone #depressed #lost #blah

There’s always someone trying to get to me. Is it just me?

#someone #coming #poison #addiction #life #thinking #lost #drama queen #changes

10-24-2018

#never forget #miss you #puppy #furbaby #baby girl #roxy

When you’re independent the only opinion that concerns you is your own. Every thing else is a waste of time.

#time #independent #filter #selfie #love #alone #changes #thinking #lost #confused #reality #brooklyn girl

“I have feelings toooo!”Said the drama queen.

#i have feelings too #speak #life #alone #changes #thinking #lonely #blah #confused #hurt #drama queen

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#help me #alone #life #changes #thinking #depressed #lonely #lost #stuck

I just want to be able to tell my family not to have a funeral for me without them taking me for being dramatic.

#im serious #dying here #hello #lost

My father left me with the power of his voice, the strength of his hands and resilience.

#rip dad #miss you #gifts #gone #powerful voice #strong hands

Almost 4 months

#puppy #rest in peace

ORGANIZING CLOTHES two piles.

Me: *picks up little shirt* skinny girl pile

Me: *finds little pants* skinny girl pile

Me: *old navy leggings* fat girl...

Me: *little itty bitty t shirt cries* it’s for the skinny girl I ate.

Me: *oversized company t shirt* DEF FAT GIRL pile

Me: *finds Freddy t shirt* MeE!!!!!!

#weight gain #chubby girl #fatty #foodie

#dying #puppy #life #alone #changes #thinking #depressed #lonely #lost #rip puppy

The urge to kiss you nuzzle you hold you hasn’t subsided. My arms still ache for you. Life is going down hill. I feel like I’m not holding my end of a pact down here suffering and struggling alone.

#life is hard #rip puppy #dying #life is over #time for me to go

Every time I see this photo my reflexes cringe between holding me back from asking you to come back here and darting to grab you and scold you for running away, for staying away so long then hold you and kiss you and love you and beg you to never ever leave again...... then the heart break.... reality. My baby girl didn’t run away. She had to give in. We were being attacked, repeatedly. Life is cruel I cried for her long before life ripped her from my arms. Furbaby those 8 years I tried to make them the best .... I tried to make them for you. I know I wasn’t perfect... reality is kicking my ass right now furbaby girl.

#furbaby #life #alone #changes #thinking #love #depressed #blah #confused #lonely #lost #furball #pet #me and my baby #miss you #dog #owls head #bayridge #broken pictures #brooklyn #schnauzer #border collie #shih tzu

November is such an eerie month for me, it gives me the chills. I can’t say it always did but most of my adult life, yes.

#wakemeup #when november ends #life #changes #alone #thinking #love #blah #depressed #confused #lonely #lost #brooklyn #thats the girl i am

Fear the daughter of the proudest outlaw.

#daddys girl #outlaw #lies #scheme #a woman's life #life #alone #changes #thinking #love #blah #confused #lost

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