Lolita

Light of your life, fire of your loins. Your sin, your soul.

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Payag ka dami lumalandi sa’yo pero sabay-sabay biglang ‘di nag-reply? Hahahahaha ano na ang point???

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Let's fuck.

Life’s fucking me in the ass all the time, if you would like to join then you are very welcome. Jk, I’m the boring, virgin tita. Hanap ka na lang ng iba.

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“Tumigas na puso mo.”

That’s what my mom told me after she asked if I am still talking with this 30-year-old guy. I can’t remember when was our last conversation and I don’t plan looking back again. It was such a negative thing to tell someone but I am really taking it positively. Yes, tumigas na ang puso ko and it was done on purpose. Maybe after all these shit I’ve been through with older guys, I got so used to it. 

Talo ang lambutin dito. I am so glad I didn’t cry over you. This is progress. 

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While cooking breakfast

Me: Swerte ko, ‘no? ‘Di n’yo ko pinipilit mag-trabaho, nakakain ko ‘yung gusto kong kainin anytime, may allowance pa ako. Saan kayo nakakita ng walang pasok pero may allowance?

Mom: Spoiled ka nga kasi, spoiled.

Me: ‘Di naman ako spoiled...

Mom: E anong tawag doon?

Me: ...

Mom: ...

Me: Mahal...

Mom: Mahal.

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I fucking freaked out seeing my bald pussy

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Back to faking orgasms. Sad.

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Lol and while I was doing my fake orgasm, he started singing ILYSB by Lany. Man I had to laugh. Smh, ‘di na makakaulit 🙅🏻‍♀️

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Back to faking orgasms. Sad.

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I came a lot watching these trans have sex. Fuck I have always wanted a dick.

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My goodness i just eanna suck someones dick right now

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What an actual fuck pati pala sa tumblr nagkalat ako hahahaha sorry I was too drunk last night. Doesn’t mean I didn’t mean it, though.

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My goodness i just eanna suck someones dick right now

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These kids are doing so well in life. Meanwhile, here I am, struggling to find the courage to face another day. Why am I so weak?

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Y’all see political and religious views highly matter for a relationship to work. Well... at least for me.

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You know what? Fine. Leave. I won’t make the same mistake of begging someone to stay again. The fact that you’re a Duterte apologist, you admire Imelda Marcos, you said something was wrong with women who didn’t take their husbands surname despite of the fact that it is allowed by the law, you support Pacquiao as a senator, you ALWAYS invalidate me when our opinions don’t match and you always think that you’re the one who’s right just because you are older and “you’re supposed to guide me”??? Fuck that. I don’t need someone who can’t compromise and acts like a sad loser when I refuse to strip for him. Fuck you for always giving me the guilt trip when I say no to your requests. Asshole.

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Holy shit, Makati is tiring.

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Being single is all fun when you are surrounded by the worldly things; when there are dudes and babes flirting with you all day long; new people, by and by... until nights like this one hit.

Ang hirap talaga kapag ang haba ng araw ko at ang dami kong gusto i-kwento pero wala akong mapag-kwentuhan kasi by the end of the day, sa dinami-rami ng kalandian ko... wala akong inuuwian.

Alone again... naturally.

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Last night, a girl from my batch confessed to me. Tangina kinikilig ako I can’t even tweet about this pero adkcowpqoaladiciwq hi, you’re really pretty.

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What the fuck am I getting myself into?