Those fleeting memories which exist only in your head, The bright spots around the dark bends that you never walked down.. The constellations of fireflies you create.. They shine on the disappearing blackness.. These splinters of fire burn through your heart, soul and time.. And when the conversations with yourself only remind you of the reality of the present and your dreams are filled with the unreal ghosts of the past.. You will always be terrified of needing something you won’t ever wrap your arms around.. Wishing with every pull on your cigarette that the end stays away.. The fire on the other end.. Pulling it closer to you and it’s end.. We forget that everything ends.. We ignore it with wilful persistence.. We ignore it with every breath.. Let me have another cigarette.. and I’ll tell you the story behind every cigarette burned.. -anahä













