100 reasons why I hate myself.
1. I am the thing everyone can do without
6. I have stretch marks all over my body.
11. I have horrible lough
12. Have no will power or strength of will
14. I have just one true friend
15. I never had a boyfriend
16. I never kissed anybody
17. No one is capable o loving me.
21. Fail at everything I do
22. I look horrible in every Picture
24. I hate beautiful people
29. I don‘t have my own opinion
32. I don‘t give a fuck anymore
35. I can‘t use people like they use me
37. I am everyone’s second choice
44. Can’t carry on a decent conversation
46. I am waste of potential
50. I have no social skills
51. I trust people too much
52. Can‘t achieve any goal
54. People don‘t really like to be around me
61. I am unworthy of love
65. I am a source of shame
66. I am a mistake that never should have been
67. My family is practically ashamed of me because of my weight (I weigh 78 kg)
68. No one wants to touch me
71. I want revenge on the people who have made fun of me
73. I talk about people behind their backs
74. I cry myself to sleep a lot
76. I always like guys that I can’t have
77. I hate the girls that all guys want.
78. I am jealous of my best friend because she is really beautiful and she is the girl that all guys want.
79. I laugh out loud and then I end up looking like an idiot.
80. I just want to give up so much sometimes
81. I want to kill myself
82. I want someone to love me but they shouldn’t since I am ugly
83. I listen to the same songs over and over again
84. I spend too much money
85. I steal money from my mother and step father.
86. I steal cigarettes from my mother.
87. I can’t handle criticism
89. I always try to make myself look good but can’t
90. I sing even though I suck.
93. My clothes never fit right.
94. Those times when I am feeling carefree, then catch a glimpse of myself which devastates.
95. When I order skim milk or buy diet food, I expect people to laugh.
96. I can’t wear the clothes that I want because they don’t look the same with fat rolls.
97. I feel that I don’t deserve a boyfriend and subconsciously believe that I will be alone forever- Surely nobody will find somebody as fat and ugly as me remotely attractive.
98. Sitting down and needing to readjust my clothes.
99. My skin rubbing together.
101. That he will never be mine.
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