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18 - in love with my teacher - girl alone, mind full of unfeasible fantasies <3 ( im delusional )

[vmpdollie]

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my teacher crushes ;

1.) R — teaches english. i’ve known him the longest out of all my crushes and we have a stronger bond than any of my other teachers. he’s my favorite because he compliments me the most and tells me he misses me all the time and loves to spend time with me!!

2.) K — teaches calculus. he’s kinda intimidating but i like that about him. lots of people don’t like him because they think he’s too harsh on people but i like him. his nickname for me is “barbie” b/c i always wear pink and girly outfits, but i love academic validation coming from him.

3.) F — teaches physics. he’s not my teacher but i like him because he’s always really nice to me and makes an effort to ask me about how i’m doing. his glasses are so adorable and i always catch him staring. he’s also very tall just like K, but a lot nicer than K.

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cute little disclaimer!

♡ never will i ever condone to teachers having sexually intimate relationships with minors !

♡ my thoughts are simply delusions and they will stay that way !

♡ this is just a fun little way of expressing my feelings, in no way am i encouraging minors to form sexual relationships with their teachers (unless you are both of legal age, you do you then!)

don’t be afraid to share your thoughts, you’ll go a little less insane that way, beautiful.

[nymph3ttie]

I wonder if he thinks about me when he’s getting off (I’m delusional I know-)

[vmpdollie]

this is so real, even if it was just once. i need to know.

[nymph3ttie]

When I was putting my stuff in my book bag I got on my knees and looked up at him.

Was it intentional? Absolutely

Did he blush and adjust his pants? ABSOLUTELY

[vmpdollie]

AHHH OMG?!?! am i gonna try this when we are alone…? a hundred fucking percent.

[ezraisded]

I get so mad when other students start talking with him while I was already talking to him. Leave my man alone. 😤

[vmpdollie]

seriously when i’m mid conversation and they just start talking over me…like?!?

[vmpdollie]

last thursday i was telling R that i wasn’t gonna be able to visit him that friday or this upcoming monday because of work, and as im talking he stops me and goes, “damn, that’s four days we won’t see each other.” so i started sulking because every second I’m away from this man is hell on earth. AND THEN HE GOES, “i don’t know if I’ll make it ‘til then.”??!?!?! AND THEN, “you’re gonna lose it, wont you?” EXCUSE MENENENE?!? it’s like he knows how much i need him. he needs me too and i know it.

[vmpdollie]

R is a victim of the sassy man apocalypse. so he made a snarky comment, and i go “i don’t like your attitude.” then he looks at me and goes, “fix it then.” and it shut me right up, so he goes “that’s right, you can’t.” and it sent me into a giggle fit. but in my head im like, yes, put me in my place, i don’t mind 🎀

[vmpdollie]

he’ll talk me through it, i just know.

[vmpdollie]

thinking about all the ways i can nonchalantly slip the fact that im into older men into a casual conversation with him so he knows he has a chance. (he has more than a chance).

[vmpdollie]

so i did it. i was talking about how someone asked for my number today, and he goes, “does he like you?” and i said i wasn’t sure but i hoped that wasn’t the case bc we’ve been on and off friends since elementary school, so i figured he was just being friendly. and then i go, “he’s not my type anyway, im not into guys my age.” he choked on his spit.

HE CHOKED ON HIS SPIT.

and then he played it off by laughing and i was acting all innocent and confused(my evil ass)like i didn’t know why he was laughing?!? so i was like, “what…do you think it’s funny i don’t think he’s attractive? or is it something else!?” and he goes, “no, no it’s something else,” and then he attempted to change subjects by saying he was laughing at a students grade.

either he’s shocked, amused, or both.

[vmpdollie]

thinking about all the ways i can nonchalantly slip the fact that im into older men into a casual conversation with him so he knows he has a chance. (he has more than a chance).

[vmpdollie]

i was joking around with my friends that the random instagram account that’s been stalking me for almost a year is actually R(but they think it’s some random guy i have a crush on). but i told R about the account and he got all nervous and flustered…and he was fiddling with the papers on his desk. and when i told him i thought the person was suspicious he goes, “well maybe they just don’t know how to talk to you because they’re intimidated by how pretty you are.”

so what you’re telling me is R hasn’t created a secret instagram account to stalk me(he has no social media lol). but the person started viewing my stories around the time R and I got really close and I told him how much he meant to me…and also the fact that he’s justifying the person creeping on my account for almost a year is a little silly.

i’m insane bye.

[vmpdollie]

he made me feel how cold his hands were today UGHHHH

[vmpdollie]

i’m supposed to be mad at him but best believe i’m heading straight to his office the second i step on campus.

[vmpdollie]

how do i tell my therapist i’m not depressed, i’m just in love with a man i cannot have.

[vmpdollie]

he always has a few buttons undone on his shirt, so whenever he leans over his computer or to talk to me, all i see is his chest.

[vmpdollie]

when he calls me a “good girl,” when he hugs me to make me feel better, when he speaks in a stern tone to get my attention <3

[vmpdollie]

(he’s doing his job)

[vmpdollie]

the worst part about liking an older man who doesn’t have social media is i can’t stalk him on any social platform.