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this is an independent && selective roleplay blog for aleksandra "zarya" zaryanova of blizzard's overwatch. returning writer, not new to muse. 18+ only, no minors. mature themes may be present.

this blog is currently under heavy construction !

USEFUL LINKS : guidelines. dossier. verses. ( coming soon ) headcanons.

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/ /  i know i haven’t been active here lately , but i’m still checking in every day . that being said , just let me know if anyone ever wants to start a thread or interact !  zarya muse strong asf right now .

[retributiion]

                                      𝕴𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭 . 

                           a helena harper blog , as told by holly .

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/ /  it’s been a couple years since i’ve done tumblr rp , so apologies if some things i do on here seem a little . . outdated 💀  i’m re-learning how to do all this .

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❛ i’m cold, can we cuddle? ❜ 🥺

they're sharing a bed together with about two feet of space between their bodies . she'd been so engrossed by something on her phone that she didn't notice sombra shivering from her end , as zarya herself felt fine and assumed nothing ( cold weather doesn't affect russians ) .

sighs . “ come here . ”

zarya sets her phone aside , then breaks the distance between them by sliding closer and pulling the large , heavy blanket over both of their bodies . her arm reaches underneath sombra and pulls her against her form , holding her like she does her favorite teddy .

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  some  wintery  sentence  starters  to  help  you  stay  warm  these  holidays!  )

❛ your lips look cold, want me to warm them up for you? ❜

❛ check it out, i’m a dragon! ❜

❛ you have snowflakes in your hair. ❜

❛ i know it’s winter, but you don’t have to act so cold! ❜

❛ want to go for a walk and check out all the lights? ❜

❛ how are you wearing shorts in this weather?! ❜

❛ it’s so cold, but you’re so warm. ❜

❛ i don’t need mistletoe to kiss you. ❜

❛ here, you can have my scarf. ❜

❛ want some hot chocolate? ❜

❛ you know, i’ve never seen snow before. ❜

❛ please open the door before i freeze to death. ❜

❛ but seriously, do you want to build a snowman? ❜

❛ there’s space for you by the fire, come sit. ❜

❛ wait, is that mistletoe? ❜

❛ winter is coming / winter is here. ❜

❛ a snowball fight? oh, it is so on! ❜

❛ looks like we’re snowed in for the night. ❜

❛ are you warm enough? ❜

❛ did you know that icicles make the perfect murder weapon? ❜

❛ i’m catching snowflakes with my tongue, what’s it look like i’m doing? ❜

❛ nightmare before christmas is a christmas movie. it’s literally in the title! ❜

❛ you look pretty covered in snow, guess that’s why they’re called snow angels. ❜

❛ you were outside for one minute, how can you be dying of hypothermia? ❜

❛ i think i burned my tongue on my hot chocolate. ❜

❛ i like it out here. it’s peaceful. ❜

❛ you’re like my own personal space heater. ❜

❛ if you don’t have gloves, you can just hold my hand. ❜

❛ if i slip on the ice, it’s totally your fault. ❜

❛ behold! the perfect snowball. ❜

❛ let’s just stay in and watch the snow. ❜

❛ i’m cold, can we cuddle? ❜

❛ i’ll be home for christmas, i promise. ❜

❛ holy shit, your hands are freezing! ❜

❛ there. now your snow angel has a friend. ❜

❛ what should we name our snowman? ❜

❛ i guess it’s just my overused hoodie and i against the world. ❜

❛ i’ll be your date for that christmas party if you don’t have one yet. ❜

❛ being stuck inside with you all day is my worst nightmare. ❜

❛ sorry! i didn’t mean to throw that snowball so hard. ❜

❛ i made a dick out of snow. it’s happy to see you. ❜

❛ there’s never a bad time for ice cream. ❜

❛ come here, let me warm you up. ❜

❛ you’ve never seen snow before? ❜

❛ the holidays aren’t so bad with you around. ❜

❛ either you cuddle me, or stop hogging all the blankets. ❜

❛ fine, i’ll be nice. but just until the holidays are over. ❜

❛ winter is for hibernating. i’m going back to sleep. ❜

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sits on her balcony , drinking hot tea and watching the snow fall .

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur up early” bold of you to assume i’ve slept

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man i love angst 🤭

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❛  i think i may be falling in love with you.  ❜

there’s a pause between the two of them as zarya attempts to digest what’s just been told .  falling in love  -  she doesn’t believe sombra could ever just settle down with someone .  the anonymity , the lies , the deceit , the mind games .  where would a lover fit into that sort of lifestyle ?

still , with their current status and past hookups , they couldn’t have kept avoiding the topic forever .  zarya’s aware that a relationship with someone like sombra can only end in herself getting hurt so she hasn’t acted on her own feelings , as complicated as they were .

it wasn’t just the hacker’s lifestyle that made things difficult either : zarya is a soldier .  her country comes first , and it’s why she’s chosen to remain single for so long . when you’re fighting in a war , there’s no guarantee if you’ll live to see the next day .

“  that’s dangerous , for both of us .  ”   she moves her arm to reach out and cup the side of sombra’s face with a hand . the callouses on her palm show that she’s a woman who is anything but soft ,  but the way she holds the other woman’s cheek is as gentle as she would be holding a baby , or a small animal .   “  why me , sombra ?  ”

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❛  are you flirting or starting a fight ?  ❜ 🧍‍♀️

“ doesn't surprise me a bit that you would consider me threatening to choke you as flirting . ”

[dxplication]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀" 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙣 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙙𝙖𝙥𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙧𝙮. "

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🐝  *  ―  𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒  𝐓𝐎  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  many  love  a  good  enemies  to  lovers  story,  so  here  are  a  few  random  sentences  that  could  work  for  those  scenarios.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

❛  i don’t even remember why we used to fight so much.  ❜ ❛  i think i may be falling in love with you.  ❜ ❛  just because i’m the bad guy doesn’t mean i’m a bad guy.  ❜ ❛  how much worse could it get ?  ❜ ❛  i hate how much i love you.  ❜ ❛  i deserve better than this. i deserve better than you.  ❜ ❛  this won’t change anything between us.  ❜ ❛  this act of yours is getting old.  ❜ ❛  we’re not good for each other.  ❜ ❛  i kinda miss fighting with you.  ❜ ❛  everything would be easier if we’d still hate each other.  ❜ ❛  are you flirting or starting a fight ?  ❜ ❛  did you really mean it ?  ❜ ❛  if we want this to work, we have to move on from the past.  ❜ ❛  you’re really hot when you’re angry.  ❜ ❛  we owe it to ourselves to try and make this work.  ❜ ❛  just because we’re kissing now doesn’t mean i suddenly like you.  ❜ ❛  what even are we ?  ❜ ❛  i used to want to kill you. now i just wanna kiss you.  ❜ ❛  i won’t pretend to hate you any longer.  ❜ ❛  if we do this, there’s no going back.  ❜ ❛  this feels like a terrible, terrible idea.  ❜ ❛  stop messing with my head !  ❜ ❛  no one has to know. it’s not like they’d believe us anyway.  ❜ ❛  you never cared about me … so why now ?  ❜ ❛  you’re really infuriating.  ❜ ❛  i don’t care what others may think. they don’t know you like i do.  ❜ ❛  you’re not a bad guy. you’re actually quite decent.  ❜ ❛  i don’t know if i can ever forgive you for everything you did to me.  ❜ ❛  sometimes, love can be stronger than hate.  ❜ ❛  maybe that’s just how we show our love.  ❜ ❛  i hate you and i want you.  ❜ ❛  we can’t help who we fall in love with.  ❜ ❛  you can’t keep holding my past against me.  ❜ ❛  i promise i’ve changed !  ❜ ❛  it’s you and me against the world.  ❜ ❛  maybe we should’ve tried this sooner. it woud’ve cost us a lot of pain and misery.  ❜ ❛  you promised you wouldn’t do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie ?  ❜ ❛  i’m not giving up on us.  ❜ ❛  you’re annoying, you know that ?  ❜ ❛  will you just stop saying that ?  ❜ ❛  for the record, i still hate you.  ❜ ❛  don’t pretend you suddenly care about me.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry for everything i did that hurt you.  ❜

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