mystic messenger!
› saeyoung choi, saeran choi, jumin han, jihyun kim, hyun ryu, yoosung kim
the legend of zelda : breath of the wild!
› link
resident evil 2 remake!
› leon s kennedy
dead by daylight!
› leon s kennedy, pyramid head
silent hill!
› pyramid head
attack on titan!
› erwin smith, levi ackerman, eren yeager
demon slayer
› rengoku kyojuro, tanjiro kamado
bungou stray dogs
› dazai osamu
the millionare detective balance : unlimited
› daisuke kambe, haru kato
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i do not write ↦
anything nsfw! idrk i just don't really feel comfortable writing about it. the furthest i'd go is an implication of it. sorry!
crossovers! i suck at em lol
neko reader, demon reader, etc! just stuff like that ig????
tw! rape and sh i do NOT write about rape. it's sad that i even have to state this because i've gotten one req in my ask box ab the reader getting raped?? like wtf?? no. i do not write about sh in detail because it makes me v uncomfortable. as a person who has struggled w these problems it's a bit triggering.
i've been trying to lucid dream n stuff into sum animes to fill the void in my heart ok no that's cringy but anyways and because of that, my dreams have been a lot more vivid lately.
so last night i had a dream that i was rlly close friends with nanami. like he was actually so kind to me?? i thought he'd hate me tbh, surprised he didn't ;;
so i was in this room with him and it was a lil dark and i was like, "we should go on a walk."
then we were outside in my dream and we got food while we were on this walk, and he had a burger. AND THEN FOR SOME REASON I WAS ALL LIKE, "hey since u don't like pickles, can i have them?" LIKE WTF IDK IF IT'S EVEN CANON THAT HE HATES PICKLES
so he opens up his burger and CHUCKES ONE OF THE PICKLES AT ME AND I GRAB IT. AFTER THAT HE THROWS ONE OVER MY HEAD AND THEN SMIRKS AND IT WAS SO SEXY SDLKFJAHDFLKJHAS
anyways that's one of my many weird dreams that i have ^^
comfort - rengoku kyojuro x reader
a/n : sorry for not writing for a while. my poor self needed some comfort so i decided to write this. this is also inspired from the song butterfly's repose by zabawa so yeahhhhhhhhh
tw : literally one swear word but- jhasfjh okay i'l put it here ig
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you once again were having one of those chemical imbalances in your brain that was causing not even a crumb of serotonin to produce in the central nervous system part of your brain.
it was extremely frustrating to deal with because one moment you'd be completely fine, or surprisingly happy, and for some reason something'd switch it off in your brain and you begin to think of your past mistakes and regrets, ruining your mood completely. it sometimes got to the point where there was no way to cope with it, and you had to fake a smile on your face frequently, which you think you're good at considering rengoku hasn't even noticed yet, and that man notices everything. literally everything. he can read you like a book and tell what you're feeling in the span of a fucking millisecond.
but faking an emotion can be very tiring after doing it for a while, and you were starting to slip up on your desperate act of trying to look happy. you could tell because rengoku started asking if you were okay more frequently, as if he didn't do it all the time because man does this fire boy care about you. you could only tell because of the concern that was beginning to plaster on his face the more he asked.
one fateful day for you, he 'put his foot down' and led you to a place that was remote of anyone hearing or god, even seeing.
the place was beautiful though. it was very well taken care of and littered with flowers and dangly trees. the aroma of the flowers were very strong and sweet, it was very comforting and you felt more at ease after rengoku gave you the 'wtf is going on' look and led you somewhere.
rengoku patted a big, clean rock for you to sit on and you obeyed, avoiding eye contact with him. you felt his eyes burning into your face as he kneeled down to your level. he slid his hand onto your outer thigh and raised his other hand onto your chin, turning your head towards him to make eye contact. you felt your heart hammer in your chest, trying to predict what he was going to do or say. was he trying to do the dirty? no, why would he be doing that here, of all places? you could sense the negative tension in the air, and whatever that was going to happen next wasn't going to be very fun for you. after you began looking at him in the eyes, he dropped his hand from your chin and grabbed both of your hands.
"y/n..." rengoku spoke. your eyes slightly widened at the soft tone in his voice. you weren't used to this at all, "i'm worried about you. for the past week you've seemed more down than usual. what happened?"
your breathing was beginning to get a bit raggedy from his now-intimidating presence. you weren't used to this at all. you were used to his happy, loud sounding voice. you were used to the warm smile almost always plastered on his face. but right now, it his face was full of worry and concern. you felt guilt for making him worry.
"i-" you paused. you felt your hands getting a bit clammy from the nervousness that you felt. all the memories and regrets flooded your head and all that anxiousness started to turn into sadness. you sat there with your mouth slightly open as you shrugged and shook your head, tears welling up in your eyes swiftly. rengoku acknowledged that and his face softened. he felt his heart ache for you. he hated seeing you upset, even if he's never seen it before to these measures. surely, you've been upset and he held you for a while, but he's never seen you cry. you always hid it from him. you wanted to be happy for him, you didn't want to bring his mood down or make him worry either.
tears began waterfalling from your eyes, biting your lip to contain the cries fighting to make it up your throat. rengoku frowned at the sight and felt his heart drop. he couldn't stand seeing you like this, so he just enveloped you, arms wrapping above your shoulders.
"you don't have to speak, just let it out..." rengoku muttered into your ear.
with those words and feeling his warmth surrounding you, you broke down into a fit of sobs. you hid your head into his shoulder and embraced him back, holding onto him so tightly as if your life depended on it.
his hand starting petting your head sweetly, pressing a kiss to the side of your head every few seconds. with every deep breath you took, a sob came out.
"kyojuro..." you croaked, breath extremely uneven, "i'm s-so sorry..."
"don't apologize, love. it's okay to let your emotions out, never feel ashamed about how you feel. what you're feeling right now is perfectly okay and it makes you human."
you nodded before continuing your meltdown. in a few minutes, your sobs quieted down into sniffles.
rengoku pulled away, examining your facial features. your bloodshot eyes, your puffy nose, and red cheeks. he softly smiled, wiping the dampness off of your cheeks with his thumb.
"you still look appealing even when you cry," rengoku smiled wider, rubbing your arm comfortingly. you softly grin at the compliment.
"what's going on to make you this upset, y/n?" rengoku questioned, face immediately changing back into the concerned look.
"there's nothing specific that really makes me sad, but i still feel upset regardless even if something positive happens. you don't do anything to make me sad, no one does anything to make me sad, it's just me. i get hit with these sad feelings out of nowhere and it's starting to become an everyday thing. it's really starting to concern me."
rengoku's face was just blank, but you could feel the sadness emanating from his aura. this man knew how to deal with physical pain quite well, but when it came to emotions, he felt so helpless. he just wanted so desperately to take away all of those negative emotions and put it on himself, even if he had his own problems, which he claims are just 'minor things'.
"how long have you been feeling this way?" rengoku quizzed.
the icky feeling after crying had subsided and was immediately replaced with guilt. you could tell that your answer wasn't going to make him feel any better. you could most definitely tell by the pained expression that lied on his face in response to your silence.
"well," you glanced around, thinking for a moment. you thought about lying about how long it's been, but it would make the situation only worse. your honestly will not only help you but make him feel better, since he can catch on to lies because like i said, he can read you like a book.
"it's been about two months..." your voice lowered to a hush, looking down to your hands lying on your lap, "i'm sorry for not telling you..."
his eyebrows furrowed upwards, "why didn't you tell me, baby?"
he took your hands into his and rubbed soothing circles into your palms, looking into your eyes that were once again brimming with tears.
"i just didn't want to make you worry about me, i just want you to be happy." you faltered and blinked the tears away. rengoku stared for a moment with his eyebrows still furrowed and lips pressed together. it was a more mournful face than a frustrated one.
he let go of a shaky breath before pulling you into his arms once more whilst rubbing your back in a soothing pattern, "i appreciate your concern, but i really want you to be happy too. if you're happy, i'm happy. thank you so much for telling me and being brave enough to do so. is there anything that i can do to help?"
you pulled away, "honestly, you just being here for me is enough. your love and affection and your presence is 100% enough. thank you for being so kind and lovely," you replied to his question, which put a smile on both faces. his was especially warm, like it usually was. but there was something about his smile this time that was so genuine. it was so full of love and that itself wanted to make you cry again.
you caressed his face with both hands before exchanging a mellifluous lingering kiss onto his lips. he kissed back and slid his hand onto your waist. before you could pull away, he pressed a kiss onto your cheek.
it was kind of funny because the sound of rengoku's stomach rumbling ruined the sweet moment. you didn't mind, though. the both of you erupted into a fit of laughter.
IMAGINE THIS TOO OMG
♡ saeyoung’s work for the agency has been piling up so much lately ever since the both of you rescued his brother
♡ this poor red head is trying to work on his bond with his brother
o(TヘTo)
♡ saeran, being the tsundere that he is, didn’t cooperate very much half of the time
♡ you coaxed him to finish his work and his exact words were...
♡ ❝i finished my work in my head, but i didn’t write it out or anything.❞
♡ you could’ve sworn that he used that excuse on vanderwood before...
♡ vanderwood was being very stern about it too
♡ ❝i’m not going to keep covering for your ass, seven. if you don’t get your shit done by tomorrow, i’m going to have to tell the boss. he could target not only you but your brother, you know...❞
♡ saeyoung was immediately motivated to finish his work as soon as he realized that they could actually target him.
♡ after cramming his work done for the whole night, all he wanted to do was hibernate
♡ and you joined him
♡ the next day, he was the first one awake.
♡ you opened your eyes, only to see saeyoung playing animal crossing
♡ ❝good morning, my 606! you wanna play animal crossing with me?!❞
♡ without hesitation, you grabbed your switch controller and agreed happily
♡ you reclined onto saeyoung’s chest and he wrapped his arms around you with his controller still in his hands, body laying between his legs
✙ daisuke had a really long and exhausting day at work constant bickering with haru a lot today
✙ so instead of going back to his home, he decided to come to you (◕‿◕)♡
✙ you always knew how to comfort him the right way, so that’s what he was wanting currently
✙ as soon as you answered the door and the door clicked, you looked at his face and-
✙ the poor baby looked so tiredddd (╯︵╰,)
✙ the bags under his eyes were so prominent, and the usual sweet expression that he had when he saw you was more droopy does that make sense lolol
✙ without saying anything, you grabbed his arm and pulled him into your home with no hesitation
✙ ❝hard day at work today?❞ you asked, lifting your hand to stroke his cheek lovingly.
✙ ❝yes...❞
✙ his voice sounded sooo strained (╥﹏╥)
✙ you told him to get comfortable in the living room while you cooked him some food
✙ after discussing what happened at work that day over dinner, you let him take a shower
✙ you always kept a change of clothes for him in your house just in case something like this happened
✙ his hair was all dry and floofyyyy
✙ he looked so soft and just-
✙ yes
✙ you were about to lead him to your bedroom but daisuke did it before you
✙ he gently grabbed your hand and pulled you onto the bed, resting your body on top of him
✙ he sighed tiredly, pressing a kiss gingerly onto your head
✙ ❝thank you for taking care of me, baby...❞ daisuke murmured sweetly, running his slender fingers up and down your back. before you could reply he spoke, ❝...after taking care of me, you should rest. it’s my turn to love you now.❞
✙ and just like that, you both fell asleep in each other’s arms.
