VooDoo Doll Imagines

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[queen-of-all-fandoms-deactivate]

I don’t know why, but I miss Calum today

[aidashakur]

“congratulations you’re hired!”

“congratulations you’re approved!”

“congratulations you’re accepted!”

“congratulations you’re promoted!”

is all i want to hear 2019 🥳🤩

[dontwantthenextcommanderiwantyou]

reblogging because I heard one of those today 😁

[possumistic]

If you see this

You were visited by the magic kitten of rest. Reblog to have a good night’s sleep.

[photochoco]

Jackpot

[photochoco]

This is getting kind of ridiculous.

There are two five leaves in there somewhere 

[photochoco]

I lost count

[humunanunga]

This is the lucky clover bouquet. Reblog for seven days of good luck!

[minminniemon]

You’re not a fake fan if your favourite song is a title song. You’re not a fake fan if you’re bias is the most popular member. You’re not a fake fan if you don’t know all the fandoms inside jokes. (Example: you got no jams, kkaebsong ect.) You’re not a fake fan if you haven’t watched all their videos.

[soshesawildflowerxo-deactivated]

Does anyone else ever worry that they won’t find their person? That their person could be off with someone else, thinking they are in love, while you stand on the sidelines? That that feeling of mutual understanding and love won’t happen? That it’s always going to be hard? That you will always feel like the one that loves more, tries more, and cares more? That maybe you are just “too much”? My heart is huge and sometimes I’m just terrified that it’s not in the cards.

[peachyemo]

“What songs do you guys listen to when getting pumped up for a show?”

[y0ung-v0lcano]

[thetrippytrip]

reblog if you want lesbian farmers to invade the rural south

[wrong-url-motherfucker]

[gayu-remade-deactivated20160409]

me: has a babyface, rly awkward, probably a yam

my mutuals: glowing, ethereal beings that blind others with their beauty

[voodoodollimagines]

Lazy Day (Calum Hood)

SLIGHT SMUT!!!

You had questioned if you were doing the right thing, you weren't sure if this relationship was the best thing for you. You weren't sure if you were ready to deal with the hate, to deal with people following you around, people pretending to be your friend because of him. You had wondered if you should actually give him a chance. What kind of relationship work when one person leaves all the time when you will see them one every 4 months only for a few hours. But, of course, you gave it a chance.

Rubbing your eyes you looked over at the clock. His plane had landed 3 hours ago and he hadn't called. Sighing you curled up on the couch and flipped through the channels. Your eyes becoming tired, slowly closing your eyes you leaned your head back.

Hearing the door closing you sat up and rubbed your eyes. Hearing the loud thud, you flinched as the lights flicker on.

"Hey," he said shyly as he closed the door and locked it behind him before he walked over "You didn't have to wait up" he smiled as he caressed your rosy cheek, shrugging a bit you looked up at him. "I know I said I was coming here but my parents met me at the airport," he said shyly. Nodding you smiled at him and wrapped your arms around his neck. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around your waist

"I missed you" you whimpered into his shoulder

"I missed you too baby" he replied as he kissed the side of your head. Curling up on the couch with him, he pulled gently on the blue blanket and cuddled you to his chest. He kissed your forehead as the two of you watched Stranger Things.

"We should probably head to bed," you said yawning and sitting up "It's 3 am" you added as you stood up and put your hand out to him. He grinned up at you and took your hand following you towards the bedroom.

"Babe" you heard him groan against your ear. His sleepy voice sending shivers down your body. Looking over at him from the corner of your eyes you couldn't help but smile at him. His eyes puffy from sleeping, his cheeks rosy, his hair messy sticking out in every direction. His arm wrapped your torso pulling you closer to him.

Shifting under the bed sheets you cuddled up to his chest. His body heat keeping you warm, his hand resting on your lower back. Your head nuzzled into the crook your neck you closed your eyes again. Placing a small kiss on his neck. Feeling the sun hit your face you shifted slightly. His arm lazily dropped over your torso you tried to her back. A small groan left his lips as he held you back down. Giggling you looked over at him as you tried sitting up. His eyes shut and a small smile on his face.

"Calum" you giggled as his grip pulled you towards him "I need to get up" you laughed "It's 11" you added as you tried moving his arm.

"No" he groaned as he pulled you towards his chest "I'm only home until tomorrow lets just stay in bed," he said as he pouted, his bottom lip sticking out slightly. Nodding you laid back down and cuddled up to him. He pulled the sheets up closer, closing your eyes as he left sloppy kisses down your neck.  

"Cal" you giggled running your fingers through his messy hair, you felt as he smiled against your skin before he shifted. Looking up at the sleepy boy who hovered over you, his tired brown eyes staring at you. His bottom lip captured between his teeth before he leaned down and pressed his lips to yours.

Biting down on your lip as his fingertips grazed your skin slightly, he looked up at you. Inching the tank top you had stolen from him. He leaned down and pressed his lips to your torso. Each time he moved the tank top up he left a trail of kisses. Running your fingers through his messy hair you bit down on your lip and stared down at him. He tossed the tank top  to the side, his eyes taking in every curve of your body. Feeling your cheeks turning red as he memorized every freckle that was scattered around your body. Leaning down he pressed his lips the side of your neck, leaving a trail of sloppy kisses. Looking down at him as he hooked his fingers into the hem of your panties and tugged them down. Helping him a bit you kicked them slightly off, helping him out his stripped briefs.

"Calum" you moaned quietly as he thrust his hips slowly against yours, looking up at him. His hands firmly pressed against the bed sheet, the mint green blankets barely hanging on his waist as he hovered over you, his plumped lips slightly parted. Your leg wrapped slightly around his waist, he leaned down and bit ever so slightly on your shoulder as his hips moved against yours. A perfect rhythm, you could feel his hot breath on your neck.

 Tilting your head back, your back arched a bit pressing your chest against his. You could feel it building inside of you. The warm sensation in your stomach. He always gave you that feeling. Maybe it was the way he caressed your body, the way he had memorized every curve, the way his eyes would fill with lust as he stared down at you.

Moaning his name your fingers dug into the bed sheets. Gripping the bed sheets as you felt yourself getting closer. His hips moving at a slightly faster pace, it was the perfect rhythm.

"Oh Calum" you moaned, your body shaking as you came undone, his headed nuzzled into the crook of your neck. Small grunts leaving his lips as his body moved in perfect sync with yours. Your name left his lips as he reached his high. His hips slowly moving against yours, he left small kissed up to for your jawline before he finally crashed his lips to yours. Breathing heavily he pressed his forehead against yours, his eyes shut, his lips parted as he tried catching his breath.

"I love you" he whispered as he finally opened his eyes, his brown eyes meeting yours a small smile appearing on his face.

"I love you too Cal" you whispered cupping his cheek and leaning up to press a small kiss on his lips.

He rolled over and pulled the blanket up more, his arm snaking around you, he pulled you towards his chest. His chin resting gently on the top of your head you felt as his body relaxed against yours. Sliding your leg slightly between his, you curled to his chest, tracing the tattoos on his arm.

Tugging gently on the tank top, you slipped out of the bedroom and made your way towards the kitchen. Brewing yourself coffee you leaned on the counter. Hearing shuffling in the hallway you stared at the doorway. Staring at the tired boy in front of you, you smiled at him. 

He sleepily smiled and made his way over rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand. Wrapping his arms around your neck he pulled you into his chest. Wrapping your arms around his waist you rested your chin on his chest and stared up at him. His cheek seemed chubbier, his eyes a bit swollen from his little nap.

"I don't want you to leave" you mumbled as you cuddled into his chest, you felt as his body tensed

"I'll be back soon I promise" he whispered pressing his lips to the top of your head

[onlyaglimpseortwo]

Which Baby Are You?

JANUARY BABY

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

FEBRUARY BABY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH BABY

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL BABY

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY BABY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.

JUNE BABY

You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

JULY BABY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

AUGUST BABY

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER BABY

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

OCTOBER BABY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

NOVEMBER BABY

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible… Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

[royalbossdaddy]

April Baby 👏🏾🙌🏾👌🏾

[trevion3x-deactivated20170701]

October 😎

[idfwu461]

april😛

[krisadilli]

When I get comfortable with people I start using them as pillows and foot rests

[themindprobe]

when i get used as a pillow or foot rest i feel loved

[varying-degrees-of-regret]

I am both of these people

[voodoodollimagines]

Take Care Of You (Michael Clifford)

It's never easy dating someone who leaves all the time. Someone who just gets up and goes like it's no big deal. Being so use to the fast life, new city every day, a new country every other month, new faces every single night. It's a fast life, it takes all of your energy, you forget what day you're living in, you forget what city you're in. 

They say you get use to it, you get used to seeing them go, you get used to having to say goodbye but you never really do. You wonder every day if they're coming home, you wait next to the phone for a call or a message from him. Every time your phones ring you pray that it will be him half the time it isn't. You waste your nights waiting for a skype call from him, you waste your days waiting on something from him a simple text message saying 'hi' will make everything okay. You worry day and night, wondering if he is okay if he needs anything and most of all you wonder if he misses you just as much as you miss him.

Closing the door behind you, you made your way towards your bedroom. Tripping slightly over your shoes that were scattered around the hallway. Sighing you curled up in bed. Wrapping your arms around your knees you stared at the wall in front of you. Biting down gently on your lip, you closed your eyes.

"I think blue," he said as he tilted his head to the left slightly, he turned towards you and raised his eyebrow "what do you think," he asked as he walked over, crawling on the bed. He gently laid his head on your lap. His green eyes looking up at you, setting your book down you ran your fingers through his messy blonde hair.

"Blue is not really my color" you replied making him stick his bottom lip out.

"How about a really light shade of blue," he asked, nodding you looked over at the wall and shrugged a bit

"We can go look at paint" you replied, he nodded his head and sat up, leaning over he quickly pecked your lips and stood up from the bed. Smiling you took his hand and walked out of the bedroom with him.

"Michael" you laughed as you looked over at him, an innocent smile on his face as he looked at you. Reaching over you ran your brush down his chest, he gasped as he watched your hand slowly moving down.

"Run," he said, without thinking you dropped the brush on the floor and took off running, you could hear him laughing as he ran after you. Closing your eyes you giggled as his arms wrapped around your waist. He pulled you towards his chest, you felt the coolness of the pain through your white t-shirt. He rested his chin softly on your shoulder before he pressed small kisses to your neck. 

Opening your eyes, you stared at your wooden floor, your eyes focused on the blue stained floor. Running your hands up and down your legs, you took a deep breath and leaned against the wall.

"6 months, 25 days" you mumbled to yourself and closed your eyes tilting your head back. He had been gone 6 months, he had only called for the first 3 months and the calls soon stopped coming in.

3 Weeks later

Running your fingers through your messy hair, you flinched at the sunlight. Shuffling your way across the room, you closed the curtain and walked back to bed. Picking up your phone you sent a quick text message to your boss, saying you were still sick and weren't going to be able to go in. 

You didn't bother to wait for a reply, dropping your phone on the bed you curled back up into bed. Sighing you pushed yourself away from the bed and made your way to the kitchen. Rubbing your stomach softly you pulled open the fridge. Staring at the food, you bit down on your lip and closed the door again. Looking over at the clock, you frowned and walked over to the couch, turning the TV on you curled up. Looking over at the door when you heard a soft knock. Shaking your head, you focused on the wall in front of you.

Michaels P.O.V

Running my fingers through my hair, I made my way up the stairs. Reaching into my pocket I pulled out the key and walked to her door, reaching up I knocked on the door and waited for her to open. Sliding the key in, I pushed open the door. 

The whole placed was dark, turning the lights on, I bit my lip and looked around. She sat curled up on the couch, her arms wrapped around her legs. Her eyes focused on the wall in front of her. Her hair was messy, she sniffled before she looked over at me. Her expression didn't change, she turned back towards the wall.

"Babe," I asked as I closed the door and made my way over. Jumping over her shoes that were scattered around the floor. Sitting on the couch next to her, I touched her shoulder softly, she flinched and closed her eyes as she curled away from me. "Y/N" I whispered moving slightly closer to her "Baby" I added before wrapping my arms around her waist.

She curled up to my chest, her hands gripping my shirt her, her body trembling as I held her towards me. Sighing I leaned my head back and closed my eyes before standing up and carrying her towards the bedroom. Walking towards her closet I pulled out a clean shirt and slipped her night shirt off. She stared up at me blankly as I changed her. Reaching over, I ran my fingers through her messy hair and pulled up into the little bun she would do every morning.  

Looking down at her I ran my fingers through her hair. Leaning down I pressed my lips to the top of her head, she smelled like coconuts. She shifted in her slip, her hand gripping my shirt, her legs tangled with mine.

"Hey" I whispered as she opened her eyes, she looked up at me and nuzzled into the crook of my neck. "Do you want to talk about what happened?" I asked, she shook her head and gripped my shirt tighter.

 Nodding I sighed and rubbed her arm softly. "You need to take your medication baby" I whispered, her body tensed but she nodded slightly. Slowly removing her hand from my chest I slipped out of bed and walked towards the night stand grabbing the right bottle and walking towards her with a water bottle that sat next to them. She sat up in bed and grabbed the bottle from my hand. She seemed so broken, her eyes seemed so lost as she stared at me. Frowning I leaned down and pressed my lips to her forehead.

3 Weeks later

Taking her hand, she looked up at me a small smile on her face as she followed me. Slowing down I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and cuddled her into my side. She flinched at the flashing light. Kissing her temple I led her towards the holding. She squeezed my hand softly as she stared down at her shoes. Opening the door for her, she stepped inside and stood aside waiting for me to come. Putting my hand out to her, she took it. Leading her down the hallway I opened the door the studio.

"Hey," Ashton beamed as he walked over and wrapped his arms around her. She giggled quietly and hugged him back before she walked across the room and took a seat on the couch. Walking over I sat next to her and pulled her closer to me waiting to the start the session. She looked down at her phone and bit gently on her lip

"Don't worry we will be there on time" I whispered, she nodded and looked over at me

"I can go alone" she replied as she stared at me.

"I already talked to the boys" I replied looking over at Luke went into the booth "They're fine with me leaving a little early" I replied smiling at her. She nodded and looked over at Luke watching as he started the song.

1 Year later

She took a deep breath as she pulled the suitcase from the bed. She quickly ran around the bed and grabbed the medication slipping them into her purse. Leaning against the door frame, she turned around and stared at me.

"Ready," I asked as I made my way over and gripped the strap to her suitcase. She played nervously with her hands as she stared at me

"I don't want to be in the way" she mumbled looking down at her feet. Shaking my head I set the bag down and walked over cupping her cheeks. Tilting her head slightly up I leaned down and pressed my lips to hers.

"No baby" I whispered "You won't be in the way. I'm really happy you're coming with me" I said wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her towards me "I don't want to go on the road without you" I added, she nodded slightly and looked up at me.

She sat next to Ashton a smile on her face as he spoke to her. She giggled and nodded her head as she joined in on the conversation. She was slowly becoming herself. She was slowly starting to smile more, to laugh more. I was slowly seeing the light and happiness back in her eyes. Smiling she looked up at me and patted the spot next to her. Smiling I walked over and sat next to her wrapping my arm around her shoulders. Pressing my lips to the side of her head she cuddled into me.

[tylerismyfren]

New Beginning (Josh Dun)

(I am so sorry I suck at writing smut, I feel bad that I didn’t write it, it just turned out terrible and I had to delete that part. Again I’m really sorry babe)

‘It’s a new start’ you kept reminding yourself. You kept thinking about the new opportunities you were getting. It was going to be good, new place, new people. You needed this, you needed to get away from it all, from the heartbreak, from the low hits you had been taking for the past few years. It was really the start of something great, you could feel it within you. You could feel that this was going to be good but that didn’t stop you from being scared.

“A new start” you mumbled to yourself as you walked down the little aisle of the airplane. Smiling sweetly at the lady in front of you, you let her cut in line. She nodded her head at you and continued walking. Sighing you ran your fingers through your hair and made your way out to the airport, looking for your bag. Quickly reaching for your phone you called your mom.

“I just landed,” you said to her,

“I called Laura she said she was there to pick you up” she replied, biting down on your lip, you looked around for her.

“I see her” you muttered before saying goodbye to your mom and heading towards her best friend, who was nice enough to let you crash at her place until your apartment was ready for you to move in. Smiling you waved at her and grabbed the bag behind you. She pulled you into a warm hug, hugging her back you thanked her for letting you stay for a couple of days.

Setting the bag down in the room, you bit your lip and looked around. Taking a deep breath, you sat on the bed and rubbed your thighs softly. Closing your eyes you dropped back on the bed and covered your face with your hands. Sitting up when you heard a small knock you smiled over at Laura as she peeked her head.

“Thank you again for letting me stay here,” you said smiling sweetly as she walked over and sat next to you.

“It’s no problem” she replied “Ohio is really a great place,” she said as she placed her hand softly on your shoulder. Taking a deep breath you nodded slightly

“My mom says so too” you replied with a small chuckle “I just hope this was the right decision” you added looking down at your lap.

“Everything will fall into place” she replied smiling at you, you nodded you and smiled over at her

“Thank you” you whispered before hugging her.

“Dinner will be ready soon okay,” she said, you nodded your head and stood up picking up your bag from the floor. Hearing the door close behind her, you opened it and started looking through your clothes.

Making your way down the stairs, you gripped the railing and walked towards the kitchen.

“Anything I can help with,” you asked as you leaned against the door frame, she turned towards you and smiled nodding.

“Can you help me set the table?” she asked, nodding you walked over and grabbed the plates before walking out towards the table. Setting the plates, you looked around at all the chairs and bit down on your lip.

“Everyone is finally in town,” she said as she walked into the room with a bowl of salad “You’ll get to meet my kids” she added excitedly, smiling you nodded and continued walking around the table.

“They’re kind of lame” you heard Abigail say as she walked into the room “I’m really the best Dun” she added with a wink, you shook your head and continued setting the plates giggling with her as she continued to joke. “You can sit by me,” she said as she walked towards the right side of the table. You nodded and winked at her before setting the forks down and walking back to the kitchen to help Laura.

Taking your seat next to Abigail you watched as the rest of her kids took a seat the table, she walked over and stood behind your chair.

“This is Y/N,” she said as she placed her hands on your shoulders, feeling your cheeks burning as everyone turned towards you “She is Y/M/N daughter and she will be staying with us for a couple of days” she added. You smiled and waved shyly at everyone who invited you to their home with warm smiles.

“Josh is going to be late so let’s start,” she said as she walked around the table and took her spot.

“Sorry I’m late” you heard someone shout before the door slammed. Watching as the boy with red hair made his way over, he pressed his lips to the top of Laura’s head and walked over taking a seat next to her. He reached over and grabbed the bowl of salad, his eyes landing on you, he froze as he stared at you.

“This is Y/N” you heard Laura say, smiling sweetly at him “Y/N this is Josh” she added.

“Nice to meet you,” you said putting your hand out, he set the bowl down and shook your hand smiling at you

“Nice to meet you too” he replied

“Y/N will be staying in Ashley’s room for a couple of days,” she said to him, he nodded his head as he smiled at you.

“So what are you running from” you heard him ask as he took a seat next to you, looking over at him you raised your eyebrow

“What,” you asked with a giggle before you paused Netflix and turned towards him, playing softly with the hem of your shirt.

“You’re moving to Ohio” he chuckled “You’re running from something” he added. Shrugging you looked up at him

“I got a job offer” you replied “But, I guess I am running” you mumbled “I was in a long term relationship and that ended and he moved on right away it was hard seeing him around” you muttered tugging gently at the loose strands of your jeans. “I just want a new start” you looked over at him and he nodded “My mom has always loved Ohio and well she asked your mom if I could chill here for a bit until my apartment is ready” you rubbed your arm softly.

“Ohio is great” he shrugged a bit and smiled at you, “I think you’ll like it here” he added.

“Do you live here with your mom?” you asked, he shook his head and rubbed his arm softly

“I live in L.A.,” he said, you nodded a bit confused and looked over at him “I come and go really, I’m here for a couple of weeks before I get back to work” he added with a shy smile, you nodded your head.

2 Weeks later

“You don’t have to do this,” you said as you followed the red-haired boy around the furniture store. He shook his head and sat on a black couch raising his eyebrow, he spread his arms across the top and looked over at you

“I think this is you,” he said as he bounces slightly on it “It’s comfy” he added. Shaking your head you walked away from him and continued to look around “Hey! that was a great choice” he laughed as he walked over and place his arm around your shoulders

“I don’t need something that big” you giggled looking up at him biting softly on your lip as your eyes met his.

“Well, when you have all these friends and forget about, you need a place for them to sit,” he said with a small pout, rolling your eyes you pushed softly on his side making him chuckle

“I’ll be lucky if you come visit me” you laughed as you looked around, turning back around your eyes focused on the black couch he had sat on.

Running your fingers through your hair, you sat on the floor and looked up as Josh made his way over. He set the bag from Chipotle down before he sat down next to you. Looking over you flipped through Netflix trying to find something to watch.

“X-files” you heard him mumble with a mouth full of burrito. Laughing you looked at him, reaching over you wiped the side of his mouth that has sour cream. Blushing you quickly wiped your finger and turned back towards the TV clicking on the show and picking up your burrito as it started.

Cuddling to him you rested your head softly on his chest, his arm wrapped around you, his fingertips tracing small shaped on your back as you the two of your focused on the show.

“Season three already” he laughed as he picked up the removed and paused the show, rubbing your eyes you sat up and looked around, the apartment was dark now, the only light was coming from the TV grabbing your phone you clicked the home button

“It 2 in the morning,” you said looking over at him, he chuckled and sat up rubbing the back of his head

“Can I stay here?” he asked, giggling you nodded your head and dropped your phone on the floor gently. He smiled and laid back down on the floor. He looked up at you pouting he opened his arms for you.

“One more episode and then we can get some sleep,” he said, giggling you nodded your head and cuddled back into his arms. His hand moving up and down your back softly as you nuzzled into him. Focusing on the show you closed your eyes as his lip pressed to the top of your head. “I really like this” you heard him whisper, shifting slightly. You rested your chin gently on his chest and looked up at him. He smiled down at you making you blush

“Really laying on the floor in an empty apartment that only had a TV,” you asked giggling. He laughed and shook his head

“I mean I like this” he said looking into your eyes “Laying here with you and watching TV at 2 in the morning” he added biting down on his lip before he leaned down and pressed his lips softly to yours “And you” he mumbled against yours lip, pulling back slightly you looked over at him raising your eyebrow “I like you” he whispered blushing, you couldn’t help but smile looking down at the shy boy in front of you.

“I might like you back” you giggled “A little bit” you added

“Just a little bit,” he asked pouting, his bottom lip sticking out as he stared at you, giggling you leaned over and cupped his cheeks kissing him softly, his hands gripping your hips as his lips moved with yours. His hands slowly sliding up, raising your shirt slightly.

“Is this okay?” he asked, nodding you bit down on your lip as he pressed small kisses your neck, tangling your fingers in his hair.

Reaching down you gripped the hem of his shirt you helped him pull it off tossing it t the side, straddling his lap, he sat up slightly and watched you. His lips captured between his teeth as he watched. Leaning down you pressed your lips to his neck, slowly making your way down. Small moans leaving his lips, his head tilted back as you continued to kiss his skin.

 Looking up you couldn’t help but smile at how gorgeous he looked. His eyes closed, his lips slightly parted little noises leaving his lips. You swore he was the most beautiful person you had ever seen. Placing your hands softly, on his stomach you giggled as he rolled over. Gently laying you down, he hovered over you. Blushing as he left small pecks all over your face, his hands gripping your shirt, he tugged on it before tossing it behind him, his lips pressing to your neck he left sloppy kissed down your skin. Biting down on your lip his hand gripped the cup of your bra tugging down on it, a moan left your lips as he sucked softly on your skin.

“Josh” you whimpered looking up at the boy, he stared up at you through his eyelashes as he continued kissing down your skin. He reached behind and easily unclasped your bra. Feeling it loose around you, you quickly brought your arms up to cover yourself, feeling your cheek burning.  

“Beautiful” he whispered as he slowly moved your arms, sliding the straps down your arms, he leaned down and pressed his lips to yours. His tongue dancing over your bottom lip, you slowly parted your lips.

Feeling the sun hit your face, you sat up and rubbed your eyes softly.

“Josh,” you asked as you sat up, rubbing your arm softly you stood up and made your way towards the kitchen. Sighing you looked over and noticed his shoes were gone, the door was unlocked. 

Running your fingers through your hair you wrapped your arms around your torso and walked towards the door locked it. Taking a deep breath you pressed against the wall and looked around the empty apartment. Sighing you shook your head and made your way towards your bedroom. Feeling your eyes start to burn, you sniffled and wiped your eyes before you grabbed a change of clothes and made your way towards the bathroom.

“Stupid” you mumbled to yourself, sniffling again you slammed the door behind you and turned the water. Stepping inside you stood under the water, your body shaking as the tears finally rolled down your cheeks.

Bringing your knees to your chest, you heard as it rung.  “Hi mom,” you said into the phone, looking down at the carpet in front of you, you sniffled. “No I’m fine” you muttered “I just miss you” you whimpered into the phone feeling your heart breaking. “Laura was really nice” you added sliding your fingers along the carpet. Hearing her talk you leaned your head back and couldnt help but think about the fact that he left. He left when you were sleeping, you were a one night stand. “I think I want to come home” you whispered, hearing as she sighed you curled up more. 

[tylerismyfren]

You’re Beautiful (Josh Dun)

(Again sorry I’m terrible at smut but I’ve been trying. I hope you like it darling)

Relationships are hard, even when the person lives 10 minutes away. Even that distance can cause so much pain. A small amount of distance can cause so much destruction. Now imagine dating someone who one day is laying next to you and the next day they are across the ocean in a new country. In a new city every night, a new country every month. Meeting new people left and right, meeting girls who he could easily fall in love with. Girls who are already madly in love with him. How do you deal will all of that, how do you put up with the fact that he might be there the next morning. How do you deal with the fact he might be coming home at the end of the tour, that he might actually still be in love with you.

“He could do better” you heard one of them mumble, looking down at your shoes you took a deep breath “I mean his past girlfriends were better” you heard someone else say. Hearing your name being called, you looked up and smiled at the barista as she handed you, your drink.

“Thank you,” you said grabbing the cup, smiling down at the warm cup. Walking past the girls you took a seat in the back and pulled out your notebook. You needed to get your work done and with Josh being home, the house was always loud. If he wasn’t playing his drums, Tyler was over watching the game. Running your fingers through your hair you tried to focus on the work in front of you.

“It’s kind of sad” you heard someone laugh, looking up your raised your eyebrow at the brunette girl who had turned around in her seat to stare at you. She rolled her eyes and turned back around to her friend, giggling about how you didn’t even bother with your hair. Reaching up, you softly touched your messy bun and shook your head trying to refocus on the notebook. Tugging softly at the collar of your shirt, you tried to hide the scar. You heard as she giggled about it, looking down you frowned, tilting your head slightly you tried your best to find a way to hide it. You knew dating him wasn’t easy, there were always those people who didn’t like you. Those who didn’t seem to care about the fact that you actually have feelings, just like every other human. Those who didn’t care that one little comment could cause so much pain.

Shaking your head you grabbed your things and slipped out of the booth. Feeling them glare at you as you made your way past them. Sighing you walked towards your car and dropped your things in the backseat before climbing into the front seat and driving back home. Gripping the steering wheel with one hand, you rested your elbow by the window and tangled your fingers in your hair. Thinking about everything they had said, shaking your head as you heard someone honking.

“Shit” you cursed under your breath and waved at them before you started to drive again. Taking a deep breath you focused on the road in front of you. All you wanted was to get home and just stay in bed.

Pushing the door open you heard as all the noise stopped.

“Y/N” you heard his voice from the back of the house. Closing the door behind you, you locked it and dropped your things on the couch before making your way towards the back.

“Yeah,” you asked as you ran your fingers along the wall, leaning on the door frame. You watched as his smile dropped, he set his drumsticks down and opened his arms for you. Biting down on your lip, you quickly made your way around his drums and ran into his arms. He pulled you down on his lap and wrapped his arms around your waist.

“What’s wrong baby,” he asked as he pressed his lips to your forehead. Shaking your head you nuzzled into the crook of his neck. You felt as his arm moved slowly up and down your arm.

Sitting on the floor, you leaned against the wall and wrapped your arms around your knees. Watching as he drummed away, his bottom lip captured between his teeth, he winked over at you causing you to smile slightly. He stopped and set the drumsticks down, getting on the floor he crawled over and leaned his head down kissing you softly

“What’s wrong beautiful,” he asked as he sat in front of you, his hands cupping your cheeks. Biting down on your lip you looked up at him “What happened” he asked.

“Some people were being mean” you mumbled quietly looking down at your lap. You heard as he sighed, his arms wrapped around you, he pulled you closer to him, his lips pressing the side of your head “You can do better” you added. You felt as his body tensed against yours.

“Is this what this is about?” he asked looking over at you

Looking down at your feet, you bit down on your lip, he wrapped his arm around your waist. His other hand rested gently under your chin making you looked up. Sighing you stared at him through the mirror.

“You’re beautiful” he whispered as he resting his chin softly on your shoulder looking at you through the mirror “I know it’s hard for you to see, which I don’t see why” he said his eyes never leaving yours “But you’re absolutely beautiful inside and out” he added with a small smile “Trust me baby” he whispered before he pressed his lips to your cheek. Your eyes shifted down towards your chest. Reaching up you traced the scar softly with your finger. He frowned as he watched you carefully. He turned you around in his arm and leaned down pressing his lips to your forehead

“Trust me” he whispered, he took your hand and led you towards the bed “Don’t believe people who clearly have nothing better to do than to tear others down. You’re beautiful and every way possible” he said as he helped you sit down, getting on his knees in front of you, he held your hand, running his thumb softly across your skin. “You probably the sweetest person I’ve met,” he said with a small chuckle “You put others first, you put me first, you deal with the fact that I come and go. You don’t complain about staying up until four in the morning because I have jet leg” he laughed making you giggle a bit “You have the cutest laugh and it is my favorite sound in this world” he reached up and ran his thumb softly across your cheek “You’re incredibly smart, funny and just around an amazing person” he said sitting down next to you. Leaning over he cupped your cheek and pressed his lips to yours.

Your eyes traveled down his chest, biting softly down on your lip as he looked over at you. His hands gripping the hem of your shirt, he tugged gently on it asking for permission. Nodding slightly you reached your arms up and closed your eyes as his fingers tips grazed your skin, watching the black t-shirt being tossed behind him, he leaned down and pressed small kisses down your neck, closing your eyes you tilted your head back and tangled your fingers in his red hair. A small moan escaping your lips as his teeth grazed your skin, your could feel him smiling against your neck. His hands traveled down your sides, hooking his thumbs into the hem of your jeans.  A small giggled left you lips as his fingertips traveled around your sides.

He looked up at you, as he pulled on your jeans. Biting down on your lips as he kissed your inner thighs. Your breath getting caught in the back of your throat as his lips traveled upwards. His eyes focused on you. A small moan leaving your lips as you felt his lips over your panties. Digging your fingers into the sheet you moaned his name. A small chuckle left his lips before he bit down on the hem of your panties.

“Please,” you begged, looking down at him. He tugged on them and slipped them down your legs. Blushing as he stared at you. A smile on his face as his eyes roamed your body. He bit down on his lip as he hovered over you.

“I love you” he whispered as he leaned down and pressed his lips to yours, his tongue dancing on your bottom lip. You parted your lips slightly, his tongue dancing along with yours. Reaching down you slipped your hand slightly into the hem of his briefs.

Arching your back you closed your eyes

“Josh” you whimpered quietly gripping his biceps, his head buried in the crook of your neck, his hot breath sending shivers down your back. You heard as he grunted by your ear slowly moving your hips to his pace. He hovered over you, his eyes staring into yours, his lips parted little moans leaving his throat as he stared at you.

Laying on your stomach, you tilted your head to the side and smiled over at the boy who laid next to you. Leaning over he pressed small kisses on your shoulder, his lips traveling over your scar. His arm wrapped around you.

“You’re beautiful” he whispered in your ear “Don’t ever forget that” he added as he laid back down and pulled yours towards him. Laying your head on his chest you closed your eyes and listened to his steady heartbeat.

Rubbing your eyes you looked down at the boy next to you, his body curled up next to yours. His arm wrapped around your waist, his lips parted. Smiling you ran your fingers through his hair. A small groan left his lips before he moved a bit closer to you. Sighing you removed his arm from your waist, sliding his t-shirt over your head you slipped your panties on before making your way down the stairs. Pulling your hair into a messy bun, you began by making the coffee before making pancakes.

Humming quietly to the radio, you swayed your hips a bit. Hearing him chuckle you quickly turned around, your cheeks turning red as you stared at him. Biting on your lip you stared down at your feet.

“You’re so cute” he chuckled as he made his way over and wrapped his arms around you pulling you into his chest. Pressing a sloppy kiss to the top of your head. Looking up at him you couldn’t help but smile at him. He pressed a little kiss to the tip of your nose before he helped you make the pancakes. “You didn’t have to do this beautiful,” he said as he grabbed a cup of coffee.

“I wanted to” you replied looking over at him before setting two pancakes on his plate, he smiled and leaned down kissing your cheek quickly before he made his way over to the small breakfast bar. Grabbing your plate you walked over and took your spot next to him.

“Hey” you giggled as you moved your plate away from him, he laughed as he reached over and tried to steal another piece, giggling you playfully hit his hand. He pouted and stuck his bottom lip at you. Shaking your head you leaned over and pecked his lips quickly. Picking up a piece with your fork you held it out to him. As he got closer you quickly pulled it away and place it in your mouth before smiling innocently at him.

“I love you” he whispered as he leaned over and pressed his lips to yours. His arm reaching around you as he tried to pull your plate.

“Josh” you giggled as he grabbed your plate and quickly stood up walking around the bar and eating your pancakes. Looking up at the boy in front of you, you smiled. Thinking how someone as amazing as him could care so much about you. Thinking about the fact that those girls didn’t matter because you had him. Someone who reminded you every day how much he loves you, and how beautiful you are to him. The only person you want to be beautiful for because you can sit in his kitchen in your underwear and his shirt and he will look at you like you’re the only girl in the world. All your ‘imperfections’ are absolutely perfect to him. Walking over you wrapped your arms around his neck and pecked his lips

“Have I told you how much I love you?” you asked looking into his eyes. He smiled and set the plate down on the counter, placing his hands on your hips, he helped you up and sat you gently on the counter.

“Oh is that so,” he asked raising his eyebrow “Because I love you more” he smirked before you could get a word in he pressed his lips to yours. Your legs wrapping around his waist you deepened the kiss.