[colorlessjay]

Had I thought

What if Dean carves out a mangled version of Cas' handprint on his arm in a futile attempt to feel something other than immense grief and loss

[sabellart]

metatron’s line abt how cas is “in love with humanity” can obviously be attributed to destiel being censored, but it goes further than that. dean is the epitome of humanity. now we KNOW he is the most caring man on earth (source: castiel angel of the lord), but he is the prime example of humans sticking together and taking care of one another with no expectations for it to be reciprocated (smth abt how the beginning of civilization/humanity is marked by the first healed broken bones found), but also the fact that dean is obsessed with the arts and human creation. music is his life. whether in baby or in midwestern motel rooms, he had music. he absorbed john’s taste in music and saw that as how to be closer to someone he admired. one of the only objects we are ever shown to be in cas’ possession is a mixtape given to him by dean. the thing that he feels is most necessary to give someone who Has Nothing. he’s an artist (source: men of letters bestiary entries/illustrations). he likes to cook for the people he loves. one of the first things he does when they move into the bunker is to make food for him and sam, making a birthday cake (albeit not very well) for jack when he knows how much it means to him. he watches movies and shows and uses that as his way to connect with people. every other sentence he makes a pop culture reference because he feels that it’s a way to relate to others and show that they have something in common. he became friends with charlie and became family by sharing that love for creation with her. he makes people laugh (or at least, tries to) because that’s something he can do to make peoples lives just a little bit better if he can’t do anything else. he emulates his heroes, whether fictional or real, to be the person he always felt he needed for other people. dean is the epitome of what it means to be human, of course including all the messiness, but more importantly, the good parts.

as someone who for roughly the first 28 years of his life, never had a friend other than his brother, he clings to humanity and personhood because he feels as though he doesn’t meet the qualifications and desperately wants to.

[vroomvraam]

just reached the episode where dean realises his father is POSSESSED by a DEMON because HIS DAD WOULD NEVER SAY HES PROUD OF HIM.

I hate you john winchester, i hate you with every part of my being

[vroomvraam]

rewatching supernatural to feel something. i miss dean

[yourdivorcedfather]

[greendragon19]

I can't decide what will be funnier if Jensen and Misha's charachters actually kiss in The Boys or if Misha's characters has a one sided crush on Soldier Boy, confesses his love and then instantly dies.

[omgitskaii]

when i saw that scene in like s4 with cas shoving dean into the wall and covering his mouth to keep him quiet i knew right then and there that little bitch of a winchester was a bottom and there’s no one on gods green earth that can change my mind

[inkskinned]

she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father. i clawed my way up his leg. four years later he’d send my parents a picture of the scars alongside a tin of cookies. he said, “i hope she’s still okay. i carry her with me. it isn’t every day you save a life. it isn’t every day you feel like you were here for a reason. when it does happen, you have to cherish that memory. for once, i had a purpose. just being there was enough. she tore me open but she taught me a lot about love.”

[tyltos]

[dmercer91]

rafe cameron

[vroomvraam]

me when im on my bullshit

[vroomvraam]

Can you imagine dying and this beautiful warm woman comes to hold your hand while you digest the fact that you have just DIEd and out of the corner of your you see this pasty ass dude with spiky hair standing there looking all sultry into the distance having his own fucking moment, like tf???

[vroomvraam]

on a diff note

IT'S AUTUMN OMG SHSISKBZIWKSK

I CAN SMELL THE WINTER CHILL IN THE AIR

THE SUN IS WARMER

THERE IS SKIP IN MY STEP

I LOOOOOOVVEEE WINTER

DIWALI IS ON ITS WAY WE'RE GOING TO EAT SO BAD, LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY

[vroomvraam]

The three posts I made about college were related to Sandman and me realising i like women.

Coincidence? I think yes.

[vroomvraam]

Will liking women free me from my chains?

Someone experienced in the art of liking women please hmu

[vroomvraam]

Did not think a college trip would lead to my gay awakening.

(grew a crush on a straight girl in my friend group)

HELP PLEASE OMG AAAAAAAAAA

[vroomvraam]

At college I recognised someone was on Tumblr because they talked about Sandman and how Dream is a wet cat.

[sacred-portal]

[vroomvraam]

Opening letterboxd to review a movie and seeing that mike flanagan has already seen it is such a weird feeling because I'm like HEY DUDE I DONT WANT A COMPETITION BUT YOU'RE REALLY TESTING ME HERE.

Everything is a competition until it isn't. you're in the crosshairs mr flanagan