hi my name is iv, i am 25 and nonbinary and i like kiamei very much :3 you can find me on discord as vryivs and on ao3 as vryvis (video games), tujiayin (lit) and cybermeats (rpf)
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ruan mei slander
aventio/ratiorine
you use the top+bottom shipname format seriously
you care too much about top/botttom discourse in general
surely her coffee cannot be That bad. void's programmed that thing to poison everyone probably
i had a feeling the 'death' would be something more abstract. diy shuhu removal surgery
reinforcements yay! i hope she's bringing my husband feixiao and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's boyfriend
im still so confused as to why blade and dan heng are all buddy buddy now. they literally still have not explained a word of it. what the hell changed
mc is so boring now. all the lines are so generic. they even had march point it out which like. just because you recognise its an issue doesnt mean that you can get away with not fixing it
putting him into my cfs box so that jy finally has company
the funniest part of this game is welt acting like he is a mature and responsible adult. i hope they bring in tesla to beat his ass. lord knows how many times she's scolded him for his insane behaviour only for him now to act like hes soooooooo responsible
good lord dan heng is sappy now
omg march and ashveil hanging out. this is awesome
awwww she loves him really. thats her mum
oh cute....
interesting...... i wonder why ashveil asked him (and when he did? was it before the sedition or after? im so curious)
KDJAHGAWES G you dont choose to be a galaxy ranger. ashveil does lmao
i always forget how needlessly poetic he speaks and then he starts pulling out lines like this. youre a blacksmith who the hell taught you to speak like that
my wolfie :(((((
man swolf is really going through it. everyone around her is off on suicide missions and she's the only one with common sense
hes so fucking funny
oh she does not gaf about making nice with the ipc huh. i bet family dinners at hua's house are hilarious
yayyyy theyre doing stuff with his herrscher abilities :3 i hope they explain some of that so the hsr onlys arent in the dark
i figure she's probably already told him about this but its really funny to imagine she just drops the evernight lore with absolutely no preamble and doesnt explain
INTERESTING IMPLICATIONS HERE
theoretically then. oh. oooooh . if this applies to luocha and jingliu's plan, perhaps they have the swarm involved in the hope that yaoshi will kill. oh this could be juicy
girl look out theres an evil homosexual behind you
him and his girlbossing wife good lord
glued to the screen rn i wanna KNOW
taking so many notes
oh how i love her and her weird science
uh oh lord ravager on the astral express. this is suboptimal
im kinda loving all the new environments theyre so gorgeous
I WAS RIVFHT FHGKIAKGDHSJAK YES!!!!! himeko's dad took her mum's name hell fucking yeah. and graphia was murata graphia
also. arf arf woof.
oh so they doomed yuri-ed themselves
shes so..... theyre so......... o
oh she's his baby :c
THATS HIS BABY !!!!!! oh the way the sh care for each other.... man
MAN
she has a lot going on with her but i feel like this really drives home that she's still so young. like at the end of a day she's a child and she's not ready to lose a member of her family
her fambly,,,, ue ue ue
and he's worrying about her even though he's about to go on a suicide mission...
this reminds me of that one wtnv thing.
"The living tell the dying not to leave, and the dying do not listen. The dying tell us not to be sad for them, and we do not listen. The dialogue between the living and the dead is full of misunderstanding and silence."
im pretty sure she's meant to be hugging him in this scene based on the way that she rushes over and blade's expression and now i wish the animations gave more options for that because that wouldve got me crying. guaranteed
she's his baby....
also all of swolf's dialogue being delivered like she's sulking is so... she does NOT want him to leave
THEYRE SO
he looks so exasperated. he really wanted his dramatic final moment and she already figured him out ages ago. the apple does not fall far from the tree
AIWEUGTAW EGASJD HELLO????? her acting as the middle man for kafka's flirting is so foul. and under these conditions????
they cant keep doing this
THEY CANT KEEP DOING THIS
oooh the weapons. im thinking it goes jing yuan, kafka, dan feng, ashveil, baiheng?
i hope this means we get yunli crumbs
THEY CANT KEEP DOING THIS
hes such a goofball asdgfhaksdg
also seems like jy was physically a little younger than yingxing? very cute.
ouch
forever going to be eaten alive by the way that they depict disability in this. the losing ability to do things you were once so passionate about is so... like yeah it is like that
DIVORCED!!!!!!!
huaiyan must be so respected. yao guang despises blade and yet she still did this for huaiyan. i suppose you can't dispute the request of someone who has been a general for longer than you've been alive
uh oh. i hear the faintest sound of alien space echoing in the distance
interesting. so it might be that the cause and the effect were switched
she was left the robot in the divorce and the thing is that she really did not want the robot
ok i kinda get it now. himeko what the fuck kinda syrups are you putting in there
YOUNG HIMEKO ALSO HAS A MODEL!!!!! i really really am enjoying the increase in mission npcs having unique models. it makes me so happy
the fact the origin of her weapon is literally just "man i shouldve done that. guess ill do it now"
OOOOOOOH oh ohhhhh so our himeko might be an imagenae....
this is so fascinating
she misses him :(
holy fucking shit
many things are happening here but good lord imagine having asat pramad as your father. what a world
blade coming back so that swolf doesnt use lvl999..... oh he is not beating the girldad allegations
there needs to be a support group for all the bitches who keep doing this. sunday phainon cyrene graphia...... group therapy NOW
ooooooh she got him.
himeko never met her actual father....oh dear
why the hell is asat pramad adopting so many kids. his hobby is inflicting generational trauma
hmmmmmm. this implies that this himeko is only present in the phantasmoon games? so up until planarcadia we had the real himeko??? i will simply have to keep playing to find out
oooh ok. so himeko died and our himeko is the imagenae that she sent to explore on her behalf? who was due to return to planarcadia at the next phantasmoon games
finished patch im gonna have to sit down because what the fuck was all that
surely her coffee cannot be That bad. void's programmed that thing to poison everyone probably
i had a feeling the 'death' would be something more abstract. diy shuhu removal surgery
reinforcements yay! i hope she's bringing my husband feixiao and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's boyfriend
im still so confused as to why blade and dan heng are all buddy buddy now. they literally still have not explained a word of it. what the hell changed
mc is so boring now. all the lines are so generic. they even had march point it out which like. just because you recognise its an issue doesnt mean that you can get away with not fixing it
putting him into my cfs box so that jy finally has company
the funniest part of this game is welt acting like he is a mature and responsible adult. i hope they bring in tesla to beat his ass. lord knows how many times she's scolded him for his insane behaviour only for him now to act like hes soooooooo responsible
good lord dan heng is sappy now
omg march and ashveil hanging out. this is awesome
awwww she loves him really. thats her mum
oh cute....
interesting...... i wonder why ashveil asked him (and when he did? was it before the sedition or after? im so curious)
KDJAHGAWES G you dont choose to be a galaxy ranger. ashveil does lmao
i always forget how needlessly poetic he speaks and then he starts pulling out lines like this. youre a blacksmith who the hell taught you to speak like that
my wolfie :(((((
man swolf is really going through it. everyone around her is off on suicide missions and she's the only one with common sense
hes so fucking funny
oh she does not gaf about making nice with the ipc huh. i bet family dinners at hua's house are hilarious
yayyyy theyre doing stuff with his herrscher abilities :3 i hope they explain some of that so the hsr onlys arent in the dark
i figure she's probably already told him about this but its really funny to imagine she just drops the evernight lore with absolutely no preamble and doesnt explain
INTERESTING IMPLICATIONS HERE
theoretically then. oh. oooooh . if this applies to luocha and jingliu's plan, perhaps they have the swarm involved in the hope that yaoshi will kill. oh this could be juicy
girl look out theres an evil homosexual behind you
him and his girlbossing wife good lord
glued to the screen rn i wanna KNOW
taking so many notes
oh how i love her and her weird science
uh oh lord ravager on the astral express. this is suboptimal
im kinda loving all the new environments theyre so gorgeous
I WAS RIVFHT FHGKIAKGDHSJAK YES!!!!! himeko's dad took her mum's name hell fucking yeah. and graphia was murata graphia
also. arf arf woof.
oh so they doomed yuri-ed themselves
shes so..... theyre so......... o
oh she's his baby :c
THATS HIS BABY !!!!!! oh the way the sh care for each other.... man
MAN
she has a lot going on with her but i feel like this really drives home that she's still so young. like at the end of a day she's a child and she's not ready to lose a member of her family
her fambly,,,, ue ue ue
and he's worrying about her even though he's about to go on a suicide mission...
this reminds me of that one wtnv thing.
"The living tell the dying not to leave, and the dying do not listen. The dying tell us not to be sad for them, and we do not listen. The dialogue between the living and the dead is full of misunderstanding and silence."
im pretty sure she's meant to be hugging him in this scene based on the way that she rushes over and blade's expression and now i wish the animations gave more options for that because that wouldve got me crying. guaranteed
she's his baby....
also all of swolf's dialogue being delivered like she's sulking is so... she does NOT want him to leave
THEYRE SO
he looks so exasperated. he really wanted his dramatic final moment and she already figured him out ages ago. the apple does not fall far from the tree
AIWEUGTAW EGASJD HELLO????? her acting as the middle man for kafka's flirting is so foul. and under these conditions????
they cant keep doing this
THEY CANT KEEP DOING THIS
oooh the weapons. im thinking it goes jing yuan, kafka, dan feng, ashveil, baiheng?
i hope this means we get yunli crumbs
THEY CANT KEEP DOING THIS
hes such a goofball asdgfhaksdg
also seems like jy was physically a little younger than yingxing? very cute.
ouch
forever going to be eaten alive by the way that they depict disability in this. the losing ability to do things you were once so passionate about is so... like yeah it is like that
DIVORCED!!!!!!!
huaiyan must be so respected. yao guang despises blade and yet she still did this for huaiyan. i suppose you can't dispute the request of someone who has been a general for longer than you've been alive
surely her coffee cannot be That bad. void's programmed that thing to poison everyone probably
i had a feeling the 'death' would be something more abstract. diy shuhu removal surgery
reinforcements yay! i hope she's bringing my husband feixiao and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's boyfriend
im still so confused as to why blade and dan heng are all buddy buddy now. they literally still have not explained a word of it. what the hell changed
mc is so boring now. all the lines are so generic. they even had march point it out which like. just because you recognise its an issue doesnt mean that you can get away with not fixing it
putting him into my cfs box so that jy finally has company
the funniest part of this game is welt acting like he is a mature and responsible adult. i hope they bring in tesla to beat his ass. lord knows how many times she's scolded him for his insane behaviour only for him now to act like hes soooooooo responsible
good lord dan heng is sappy now
omg march and ashveil hanging out. this is awesome
awwww she loves him really. thats her mum
oh cute....
interesting...... i wonder why ashveil asked him (and when he did? was it before the sedition or after? im so curious)
KDJAHGAWES G you dont choose to be a galaxy ranger. ashveil does lmao
i always forget how needlessly poetic he speaks and then he starts pulling out lines like this. youre a blacksmith who the hell taught you to speak like that
my wolfie :(((((
man swolf is really going through it. everyone around her is off on suicide missions and she's the only one with common sense
hes so fucking funny
oh she does not gaf about making nice with the ipc huh. i bet family dinners at hua's house are hilarious
yayyyy theyre doing stuff with his herrscher abilities :3 i hope they explain some of that so the hsr onlys arent in the dark
i figure she's probably already told him about this but its really funny to imagine she just drops the evernight lore with absolutely no preamble and doesnt explain
INTERESTING IMPLICATIONS HERE
theoretically then. oh. oooooh . if this applies to luocha and jingliu's plan, perhaps they have the swarm involved in the hope that yaoshi will kill. oh this could be juicy
girl look out theres an evil homosexual behind you
him and his girlbossing wife good lord
glued to the screen rn i wanna KNOW
taking so many notes
oh how i love her and her weird science
uh oh lord ravager on the astral express. this is suboptimal
if you vote me for president i vow to make everything the ocean again. no more land only ocean. this will solve all of our problems and replace them with new, far more interesting problems
Hot take: there is no valid reason that official government ID should have either a sec or gender marker on it. First name, last name, dob + up to date image will suffice. Address, if relevant.
I'm always confused by why people seem to think that there is some sort of Penis Emergency that will kill you if paramedics perform the Vagina Procedure on your fully clothed body.
Hospital spoilers btw: blood isn't sorted by sex, it's sorted by type. The sex of the blood donor doesn't factor in at all when receiving a transfusion, and you will not be harmed by receiving blood from a donor whose sex is different than yours. Saying this because it's another misconception that I've heard.
if you're unconscious at the hospital and they need to operate and insert a catheter in your urethra, don't worry! they'll figure out if you have a penis or a vagina without having to look at a laminated card in your wallet
I think this is one of those things where folks are so used to it that they just sort of assume there must be a good reason for it. But the only reason for your sex to be on your ID is if your legal rights differ based on your sex. Like, it would be important for your ID to say F or M if, for instance, one of those categories was allowed to open a bank account but the other one wasn't. But as far as I can tell, we have mostly decided that legal rights should pertain to everyone. Which means that sex documentation really is just a throwback to a time when women were not considered full legal persons and therefore their legal status had to be officially displayed on their ID in order to maintain that distinction.
Honestly, the only major thing I can think of that still strictly legally requires sex distinction is the military draft. Which, A) still doesn't require sex be recorded on your drivers license, B) could be made sex-neutral, or C) could be abolished instead.
btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here
ive been thinking about how some trans spaces and media lack representation of bottom surgery and itd be nice if we could talk about and depict it more. but my attempts to formulate this into a coherent thought lead me to standing in front of the microwave idly thinking "we should normalize men with penises" as if thats a brave new frontier nobody has ever considered.
I wish all Black girls a clear shot at this world. I wish all Black girls a full belly. I wish all Black girls a respite from their many troubles. I wish all Black girls nothing but grace, prosperity, and ease. Black girls I am hoping for your continued safety and success every single day.
