Peter Solarz
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cherry valley forever
Cosimo Galluzzi
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
AnasAbdin
Jules of Nature
blake kathryn
titsay
Monterey Bay Aquarium
we're not kids anymore.
trying on a metaphor
noise dept.
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I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
i don't do bad sauce passes
#extradirty
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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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@vvitchqueenofangmar
when he says “ily”, but Achilles once said “i would recognize you in total darkness, were you mute and i deaf. i would recognize you in another lifetime entirely, in different bodies, different times. and i would love you in all of this, until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion."
AGATHA ALL ALONG 1.04
I sit with my grief. I mother it. I hold its small, hot hand. I don’t say, shhh. I don’t say, it's okay. I wait until it is done having feelings. Then we stand and we go wash the dishes.
-- Callista Buchen, from Taking Care
The Crow (1994) directed by Alex Proyas
Healing is never linear, nor is it comfortable but let me fucking tell all of you. ESPECIALLY for anyone who can’t see a way out of the darkness, on any level. No hope, in this seemingly hopeless realm.
However, healing WILL, WITH FACT BASED BEAUTIFUL EVIDENCE, get you to emotional & mental place that YOU NEVER, thought you could ever be in.
I was in therapy last night & saying out loud for the first time, about how, monumentally, exponentially different cognitively I am, in these last
Fuck, I mean even just from the beginning of this year!
I feel like a wolf who has new fur skin & claws to match. Reborn.
I was sobbing in the absolute best way possible, realizing everything in real time.
I’m not going to get into details on social media, but for anyone who needs to hear this, as much as I needed to, not just hear, but to BELIEVE with such soulbound, hellbent conviction.
To BELIEVE, even when you find yourself completely by yourself with you & you
To TRUST & BELIEVE when there’s nothing to distract you, no company or anything, when nothing feels okay or comfortable.
To believe & trust with every fucking fiber of your being:
🐺YOU DO NOT need to be understood to feel pleasure, safety, & loved🐺
Save your goddamn self! Hold on to you! Rewire your patterns of thinking without running from yourself or burying yourself.
Get to know yourself beyond your appearance, your talents, your interests, your hobbies, & your opinions. Question yourself without doubting yourself.
You & you, are the most consistent & perpetual, unconditionally loving twin flame, soulmate entity in your life who you can forever rely on to come through for you every minute of your life.
You & you, are the eternal & real love of your life.
Fight for yourself. Have conversation with yourself, I promise there so many pieces of yourself, you won’t ever get to know you deeply, until you do.
There’s still pieces of myself who I can’t wait to meet.
Please keep mourning & processing how ever long it takes to heal & rewire yourself, find a new path.
Give yourself compassion & accountability.
It will never matter how long it takes.
But also, grab on to the trust, even if you don’t trust it now, grab on to your Falkor of hope & just KNOW!
Even if you don’t know! Just KNOW life WILL, WITH FACT BASED, BEAUTIFUL, & IRREFUTABLE EVIDENCE, get better 😘 YOU WILL get better. I can promise you this, on my mom & dog’s grave.
You are far more powerful than you think you are & you are above your trauma & above everything painful that you’ve been through.
I vow to love myself through all the phases of the moon, I wax & wane through
🌒🌕🌘
I feel so full. So whole. So fucking grateful.
My Scorpio-hearted mom is doing cartwheels in up there, yelling in the highest of irish joyous ululation-like pitch: “THATS MY BAYBAAAAAY”
*Think Xena: Warrior Princess’s war cry, but make it irish*
🍀🐺⚔️
& Emmy is probably looking at her concerned, but cautiously enjoying the moment, as she always does
René Descarte said:
“I think, therefore, I am,"
meaning if we’re ever doubting our existence, the very act of questioning our existence proves that you do exist. You could not think, you could not doubt, if you didn’t exist.
& Billie’s spin on that philosophy proudly declares that she defines who she is.
& anyone else’s narrative about who she is or what she could be thinking & feeling isn’t relevant to her existence.
“Don't talk 'bout me like how you might know how I feel
Top of the world, but your world isn't real
Your world's an ideal
So, go have fun
I really couldn't care less
And you can give 'em my best, but just know
I'm not your friend or anything, damn
You think that you're the man
I THINK, THEREFORE I AM!”
👹🐺💅🏻🧟♀️🔥🌟🔮
Thank you to all my close friends who never left my side & to all my closer friends who challenge me, tell it like it is, compell my inner strength, & give me new nuance & perspectives. You keep growing.🖤
Everything I’ve ever wanted be, is exactly who I’ve become.
Girlhood is a full tilt spectrum
AUBREY PLAZA Agatha All Along | ASMR
Vienna, January 2020.
“I fought for it countless times
before I finally let go.
I tried to understand everything—
over and over—
even when it made no sense,
until I could no longer hold on.
Perhaps,
after all the struggles,
my heart simply grew tired of waiting.
Then one day,
I woke up and realized
that I, too,
deserve to be understood,
to be fought for,
and to be loved.”
Nosferatu has something for everyone. Eye candy for the girlies who just like to watch sexy people. Great costume and set design for the historical girlies. If you're a monsterfucker this is for you. Angst lovers your time is now. If you simply enjoy Robert Eggers then prepare for this to be your favorite work from him. If you like your horror gross and disturbing and perverted then this is for you. Tragic romance girlies come get your juice. Gothic and dark romance girlies come get your juice.
Anora (2024) dir. Sean Baker
KIKI'S DELIVERY SERVICE 1989 — dir. Hayao Miyazaki
“You know what I find interesting? If you lose a spouse, you're called a widow, or a widower. If you're a child and you lose your parents, then you're an orphan. But what's the word to describe a parent who loses a child? I guess that's just too fucking awful to even have a name.” ~ Brenda Chenowith - Six Feet Under
“You know what I find interesting? If you lose a spouse, you're called a widow, or a widower. If you're a child and you lose your parents, then you're an orphan. But what's the word to describe a parent who loses a child? I guess that's just too fucking awful to even have a name.” ~ Brenda Chenowith - Six Feet Under
Addams Family Values (1993) dir. Barry Sonnenfeld
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I love John Waters’ face
“You know the good years when you're in them? Or do you just wait for them until you get ass cancer and realize that the good years came and went?
Because there's a feeling that might notice it sometime -- that this feeling you that life has slipped through your fingers. Like the future is behind you. Like it's always been behind you.” ~ Marty Hart - True Detective
