Meow𝜗❀᧓

Here's the deal I promise you, like, a million tomorrows🫀

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

Things I love (in no specific order)୨ৎ

- freckles

- digital cameras

- early summer mornings when everyone else is still asleep

(biking on summer mornings hits differently)

- movie soundtracks (especially Virgin Suicides, Amelie, Arcane)

- nature documentaries

- fun coloured mascara & blue eyeshadow 🩵

- looking up random facts (also reading about random people, celebrities etc. on Wikipedia lol)

- rain

- short haircuts on women 🤩

- women 😭

- sitting by the sea listening to the waves crashing. dreaming of being a mermaid

- coffee ☕

- exploring abandoned places. feeling nostalgic about something I've never been part of

- walking in silence with a close friend after a fun night out

- laying on floor listening to music

- people who are not embarrassed of having 'weird' interests or hobbies

- cats and swans

- skrapbooks and stickers

- writing on my diary. something I started doing very young. reminds me that there is still something left of that little girl i used to be. 💞

- kinda obvious but dark red nail polish

- someone telling about a weird dream they had last night

- pearl earrings

- ice cream

- handwritten letters 💌

- vanilla perfumes and scents

- childrens ability to come up with the weirdest questions imaginable in the most random situations

- antique stores

- absurdism (philosophy) 🗣️

- long flowy skirts or mini skirts paired with colored tights. (especially red or purple!!)

- finding a song that fits perfectly for a very specific situation

(or a song that captures a feeling that u cannot find words for)

- any art that leaves you feeling emotional/empty/weird for days/weeks

- explaining something to someone not expecting them to get it but then they understand it perfectly and you finally feel understood.

- walking

- daydreaming (mostly of finding true love and a place that feels like home)

- the tension just before kissing omg

- someone actually listening to the music I recommended to them 😭 also bonus points if they like it

- Tchaikovsky's Nutcracker act 2 pdd music

- libraries

- effortlessly funny people

- the smell of clean laundry🥹

probably adding more... kinda makes me emotional to think how much there is to love☹️

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

Know it's for the better ..

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

Winners love winning yet I bet on losing dogs.

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

I get good grades

I go to church

I'm a cheerleader

I'm NOT like all of you

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

Didn't have time to drink coffee in the morning. Then saw my past crush walking hand in hand with some girl. On the way home someone on the bus had coffee.

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

Either way, we're not alone?

I'll find a new place to be from.

[ptolem6ea]

shoutout to misuse oh, the avoidant attachment anthem

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

I told you from the start

I disappear when it gets cold

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I wanna leave, I'll probably stay another year

It's hard to leave when absolutely nothing's clear

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

This time of summer is always hard for me. I waited for summer and had big plans but now half of summer is already over and i have done nothing. Somehow i want to believe that the summertime erases all my problems and then i get disappointed when i realize that nothing changes. Im still me with the same struggles as always.

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

it's weird loving someone so much while knowing that it's never going to happen

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

who knows

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

I never understood when people complained abt having a crush on a friend but now as im in that exact situation i get it😐

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

!!Life updates!!

- I found a heart shaped rock on the beach

- Im starting school in the fall!!! And im SUPER excited😝 Im really looking forward to meet new people. (also every time im moving to a new place or school im sure that im going to meet the love of my life there so...)

- My cat threw up on my carpet a few days ago😃 (luckily my mom offered to wash my carpet i truly hate washing carpets)

- I started doing crossword puzzles💀

- I need to wash my hair today🫤

- Its been quite rainy but surprisingly im not even that sad abt it. I love walking and listening to music when its raining

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

I shouldn't have done it, but I read it in your letter

You said to a friend that you wish you were doing better

I wanted to reach out, but I never said a thing