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do-not-u-dare

Im always scared to call someone my friend because what if they dont consider me a friend and hate me because of that

cvpiid111

i’m back.

i’m fat and the boy i like isn’t texting me back lmao so yk what that means…

time to blame all my problems on my body 😃

lightheadedivy

yk guys don't hate me but >600 intake is so not for me, I can tolerate feeling dizzy and lightheaded, but my heart going such a high speed, my hands shaking, my chest feeling heavy to breathe, the insomnia, the fear of fainting, I can't bare it, ik feeling sick is part of this but I can't endure it, my mind feels sick enough to feel my body this weak, I feel such a w4nner3x¡c "choosing" a higher intake, I hope there's some of you who also have 900-1100 a day, I've never truly seen it and it makes me feel so invalid :(

saeshairgel

shes so sexy with that gun

star-angel-of-fire

end of 2025 reflections:

i fucked up all year

i gained too much weight

i should have killed myself

i need to lock in

holy fuck what a fatass i am.. i didn’t go on tumblr for almost 2 months. look what happened 🤣 i got even FATTER. oh my lord i need to quit eating so much. or at all. my bf always says he’s fat but i am fatter than he is. he says i don’t look fat but i literally couldn’t fit into my jeans this morning. THATS PRETTY DAMN FAT TO ME 🥲 whatever. i need to lock in. here’s my fatty stomach in my jeans this morning:

#over 18 ana #i hate calories #i will lose weight #tw disordered thoughts #ana vent #3d vent

girlzdrinkblood

anyone else fantasize about ripping themselves open and literally scooping out any fat? no? just me?

hisblackconverse-deactivated202

”i dont have an ed”

Then go eat. Eat a normal meal. No weighing, no lowest calorie options, no measuring cups. No playing with your food. No leftovers.

Once you’re finished sit there in your comfortable fullness. Do not go to the pantry and mindlessly snack. Do not get up and exercise. Do not purge.

In a few hours eat again. A full meal. Whatever sounds good to you. Don’t overthink before, during, or after your food.

Oh and don’t feel guilty. Be comfortable. Don’t have your mind linger on food, whether the guilt or the need for more because you’ve ‘already failed’.

Repeat. Every single day. Three or more times a day. For the rest of your life.

Sound scary? Yeah, that’s because you have an ed. You don’t have to label it. You don’t have to squish it into a specific diagnosis. But don’t invalidate yourself.

ouchowouch

this was actually really nice i enjoyed not counting or knowing calories and eating whatever i wanted whenever i want it. unfortunately i deserve punishment for being alive and so will never give myself something this nice again