Changes in my life.
So, where to begin? I ended a depression that hung over my head nearly my entire life, and the solution was nothing I thought it’d be. Turns out, I’m bi. But I feel some slight guilt now that I’m not like, attracted to the entire spectrum of of the same gender. Like everyone, I have preferences, and I know I shouldn’t feel guilt/shame for feeling that way. But also finding the type of person I’m attracted to is feeling damn near impossible because the ones I do know, are in happy committed relationships, or don’t do the monogamy thing at all, which is what I’m into. Seriously, this revelation killed a +25 year suicidal depression I had been going through. Now’s the hard part, finding someone. And that’s hard these days, can’t drive because of my disabilities, no money because SSDI barely gives enough to live off with 2 roommates, and to be honest, I have no FUCKING idea where to start looking. What I discovered, is that I’m attracted to femininity. Not just women in general (still absolutely love women, don’t get me wrong) but I kind of want to feel out this side of me that I have never gotten to delve into before, a side of me my body physically aches for, as weird as it sounds. So I ask the void...Any advice?
