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going back here to rant for a more private space but sjdjsjdjdbdjdjdjjd i hate condescending people so much 🥲 putangina?? mo?? hahahshsjdjs

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Not to be too controversial but i like it when people are nice

Wonder if you’ll ever see or read this in the future. I hope you do. And if you do, I hope you let me know.

Miss na kita.

Nasaan ang time machine kapag kailangan mo? Sana sinulit ko na lang ‘yung panahon noon.

ididiretso ko na: miss na miss na kita.

i think it’s bad to be even thinking about this. or to be like /this/ affected by something. but why do i always end up back to square 1? why?

it makes me wonder if progress is really beyond square 1 in the first place? or am i not yet finished with what i’ve picked up from square 1? i don’t know. my mind is muddled and fuzzy. i don’t like myself

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i am the rooster crowing at 2 am

always out of place

begging people to look at me

attention seeking

i want the spotlight for a moment

even though dawn is a long way off

and i am not yet ready

i have nothing prepared to show

still i crow

and i call

wake up

someone wake up

just one person hear me hear me crying

at 2 am

and wake up please

why do i always end up getting bored in every relationship..

mental note: it’s hard to pinpoint the good days until they turn into the good old days

the thing is, i feel like i continue to be stuck in limbo. life’s progressing, and honestly, i feel like i do too. but its still bothersome, for some reason. am i not doing things right? am i not living the right way?

or do i just think things too much in the littlest detail possible? i don’t really know right know. i don’t want to say everybody seems to know their shit at the moment because it’s unlikely they do. i guess it really is just unfortunate they can make it seem or pretend they’re not as lost like me.

i don’t really know.