hello. first of all, wow i can’t believe this blog has more than 2400 followers. and it makes me kinda sad. i started this one almost 5 years ago from now, back in the day when i was in a bad place, i struggled with depression and everything was just falling apart. i didn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel, i didn’t think i could get better. but here i am, 5 years later happier than ever. and i know some of you don’t want to hear this, but it WILL get better. i mean i’ve been through so much, from experiencing cyberbullying to seeing my uncle who’s like a second dad to me getting locked up in jail. i’m not saying life’s easy. because it fucking isn’t, everybody’s got their own problems and i still got mine. but i couldn’t be more glad that i didn’t give up and i pushed myself forward for the sake of my family. and as years flew by, i started high school, started to see a psychologist at my school, got out of a toxic relationship and here i am. believe me, it was hard. but if it wasn’t, nobody would be depressed, right? i’m so sorry for everything you are going through, but please, just hold on. listen to your favorite artists, search for positive hashtags on tumblr instead of depressing ones, paint, laugh, watch tv series, work out. do whatever makes you happy. don’t care about other people’s opinions because they don’t mean shit, surround yourself with your friends, family, people that love you. but firstly, love yourself. you’re the most amazing one this world can wish for, be the best version of yourself. talk to somebody, talk to me. just remember, things are not as dark as they seem. i’m 17 now and i can’t imagine what would happen if i ended my life when i wanted to. i got into the high school i wanted to, i met my two best friends that are like sisters to me, i met some freakin’ amazing people and i’m still going. things will work out, you just have to believe. i’m writing this mostly because i won’t be posting here anymore. i realized that i just drowned myself by looking at all of the depressing quotes and pictures and i’m not that person anymore. i’m tough, strong, loved, beautiful. and so are you.
if you still want to follow me, talk to me or whatever i will check this blog often, but i will be posting on www.beyourrolemodel.tumblr.com
be strong lil one, you’re gonna be just fine.
