This Is Not a Tragedy

I want to be strong. I want to be feared. I want to be powerful. || World of Remnant Affiliated Cinder Fall || Penned By desiree

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I want to be strong. I want to be feared. I want to be powerful. || World of Remnant RP Affiliated...

I moved Cinder to a side blog

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Send me an AU, and my muse will swap places with their alternate self for (anon decides)

Mirror Mirror: Villain!verse, where the bad is good and the good is bad.

Genderbender: Bent!verse where my muse is the opposite sex.

Rewind: Younger!verse where my muse is younger than the main verse. (Anon decides age or point in time the muse regresses to)

Fast Forward: Future!verse where my muse is 20 years older.

Angels and Demons: Supernatural!Verse where my muse is an angel or demon. (Anon decides which)

Cracked: Crazy!verse where my muse is insane. (SUPER ANONS decide why)

Infinity and Beyond: Space!verse where my muse worked on a starship.

Golden Compass: Compass!verse where my muse has a daemon. (SUPER ANONS decide what animal)

Band of Brothers: War!verse where my muse is part of a squad of soldiers. (SUPER ANONS decide what war)

Godfather: Mafia!verse where my muse is a part of the mob. 

On the Run: Criminal!verse where my muse is a wanted fugitive. (SUPER ANONS decide the crime)

Nuts and Bolts: SciFi!verse where my muse is a robot, cyborg, or technomancer. 

Tombstone: Haunted!verse where my muse is a ghost.

Home on the Range: Western!verse where my muse lived in the American West. 

Power Up: Powered!verse where my muse has superpowers. (If the muse already has powers, the AU version lost theirs.)

Gods and Monsters: Myth!verse where my muse is a mythological creature with an alternate human form. (Anons can decide what creature)

May the Odds: Hunger Games!verse where my muse just became a victor. 

Lords and Ladies: Victorian!verse where my muse lived in Victorian England. 

Apocalypse Now: Dystopian!verse where my muse watched the world end, three years prior. 

Birds of a Feather: Flying!verse where my muse and everyone else has wings. 

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Stupid Decisions Sentence Starters

“No one ever made history by being like everybody else.”

“If plan A doesn’t work the alphabet has 25 other letters.”

“In my defense, I was left unattended.”

“Hey… No need to go in there.”

“I may have let the success go to my head.”

“If at first, you don’t succeed. Make sure you carry a parachute.”

“Well, hello there. You look like a bad decision. Come on over here.”

“You’re the one who left me alone! So technically this is partly your fault.”

“I tried to be good. But I go bored.”

“I left you alone for like Five Minutes!”

“Why am I the only adult in a room full of adults?”

“Everything happens for a reason. But sometimes that reason is your stupid and make bad decisions.”

“Do I even want to know?”

“You’re not listening to a word I’m saying are you?”

“You’re going to do it anyway, aren’t you?”

“I swear some of these rules are only created to try and make sense out of the stupid decisions you made.”

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Send a symbol for your muse to find mine...

🌷- Alone

🥀- Dying

🤕- Injured/sick

☠️- Dead

🐥- Alive

😈- Possessed

👻- As a ghost

😼- Transformed into an animal/monster

🦋- In a joyful mood

☔️- In a somber mood

☀️- Overheated

☃️- Shivering from the cold

💫- Dazed and dizzy

💦- Crying

🍇- Extremely hungry

🏇🏻- Being chased

🗜- Stuck in a trap

🔮- In a dream

🛌- Bedridden

📖- Reading/studying

🎍- Tending to a shrine/visiting a grave

🌼- Caring for some plants

⭐️- Stargazing

☄️- In a dangerous situation

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Threads

Front Burner:

Broken Doll Open, Strange Bedfellows with @zinnherzens & @drunkscythmaster , Wayward Child with @little-red-huntress , Monster in the Dark with @thedappermadscientist

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Check Up with @thedappermadscientist

Freezer

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Class Act with @theloneliestsnowflake , A Little Chat with @thedappermadscientist

Obviously feel free to hit me up if you have a thread or AU idea because chances are I will jump right on it with you

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Wayward Child

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little-red-huntress:

Ruby was quite disappointed at the lack of Cinna-rolls, yet she sleepily accepted the replacement. She liked crispie-treats,a small bite seemed to satisfy the little girl as for taste, she began then greedily eating the rest, she was very hungry. She munched along humming in approval at the taste while she ate, unaware of the pain her own mind was escaping or that her presence was causing the woman she now was considering ‘mommy’.

No the tiny amnesiac wouldn’t even begin to remember such things until far later in her life.

“It tastes good!” the girl happily declared in the midst of her eating kicking her little legs back and forth from where she sat. The pain in her head was a bit worse now though it had begun to mend, yet the food distracted her form it well enough.

“Are we gonna camp more mommy?” at least, that was what she assumed they were doing out in the woods…when she had gotten lost. Ruby was being quite a bit conscious of not letting her ‘mother’ out of her sight now.

“Maybe. It depends on how much progress we make today. I want to start heading for a village not too far away from here.” Cinder could feel her heart sinking as she began to pack up the rest of camp.

This child thought her Mommy. What explanation could she offer when they got there? That she needed to drop her off because she was on an errand for an evil woman, and she didn’t think Salem’s realm was a suitable place for a child?

No, no, she’d have to make something up. About being back later. And maybe she would be. Maybe she’d drop back in to check on her.  Cinder had a feeling she wouldn’t be able to just forget this girl.

“Can you walk? Or should I carry you?” The girl was light-and Cinder was stronger then she looked. She could handle it.

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Out of Broken Glass I also have a Princess Monoke Inspired AU Starter Here

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Out of Broken Glass Reminder I have a Post Vol 5 Open Starter With an Amnesiac Cinder Over HERE

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For every 💭 I receive, I will write one thought my Muse has had about yours.

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Monster in the Dark

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thedappermadscientist:

He raised a brow. “I’m surprised you didn’t know he had that rather irritating habit. Ozpin reincarnates into another body every time he dies. We’re still having trouble pinpointing the exact criteria, although it seems to be a similar process to the Maidens.”

He recalled what else he had seen up near the vault. “As Vernal is dead and you’re down here I assume Raven Branwen inherited the Spring Maiden’s powers before you could steal them?” He frowned. There was no way even Raven could have mastered the powers quickly enough to defeat Cinder. “Or was she the Spring Maiden all along?”

“Of course he does.” Cinder grumbled quietly, deciding not to dwell on Ozpin and his mysterious secrets. Salem would ramble about them later, after yelling at her. Probably after punishing her for failing.

Then came the next question.  She sighed heavily and shook her head. “-Raven was. They had their act down. I never guessed. But when I tried to take the powers from Vernal-they weren’t there. Raven was underestimated.” Even if she hated the woman, Cinder couldn’t deny admiration for her ability.

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Broken Doll || Open

She’d woken up in a cavern, enveloped in darkness. And that was all she could really remember. Everything hurt, and she moved with one leg limping, and the other dragging. She’d lost her shoes, and her red dress was tattered. She couldn’t see well. That was of course because she was missing an eye, but she didn’t remember it.

She couldn’t remember falling through the darkness. Desperately trying to summon power to thaw herself before she hit the ground. To break the fall with manipulation of the elements.

She almost hadn’t made it. The impact had still done a number on her. Perhaps that was why the woman didn’t know her name was Cinder Fall. Didn’t know she was a villain. And didn’t know why, as she stepped into the moonlight, that her left arm looked more like a monster’s then human.

The silence of the darkness was broken by her own scream, a reaction to something terrifying that she couldn’t understand. Something she couldn’t remember, much less the creature inside her body that had mended the majority of her most severe injuries.

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Wayward Child

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little-red-huntress:

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It was the first night in a long time that Cinder didn’t dream. She’d realize, eventually, she’d forgotten her tincture. But in the end she’d simply dozed off with the little girl holding onto her, having fallen on her own side with an arm protectively around Ruby.

Eventually the sun rose, wind stirred, and a Beowulf came shuffling about to sniff the stew spot. Cinder opened one gold eye and let out an annoyed ‘shoo’ and waved her free arm.

Most people had never heard a Grimm whine. But most were confused by the concept of Grimm eating given their lack of digestive ability.

It did scurry off though, and Cinder was left with the dawning that she’d have to study local Grimm behavior later. There was a little girl she needed to get seen to.

-I don’t think I know her name yet.

And if the child thought Cinder was her mother-poor thing-then her asking would be a strange event. For now she carefully used her free arm to reached into her satchel, two fingers catching the corner of a map between their tips to yank out.

Okay. There was a village less then a day away. The child would probably be safe there. Cinder could come up with a reason ‘Mommy’ had to go. It might even be a good reason…

Ruby stirred long after Cinder her head hurt less than when she woke the night before she sat up yawning the fire almost out. The dawn was clear in the sky and she looked up at it tilting her head a bit blinking at the bright rays…they hurt her eyes she looked around suddenly in a panic, but, it subsided when she spotted the woman she believed to be her mother she stumbled to her feet.

The near toddler grabbed the woman’s dress and gently pulled on it as her stomach growled.

“Mommy it’s early and I’m huungry…” the child had already lapsed into normal behavior save for the misconception on who her mother was…and the lack of memory that her REAL mother was dead…in fact everything surrounding her family was blurry save the misconstrued assumption THIS was her mother.

“Can we have cinna-rolls mommy?”

The tug and her voice made Cinder turn in surprise. She was distracted from when and where they were for a moment. Instead imagining a very different life, a different child. Her child.

Cinder shut her eyes. That girl was dead. The child had never been born.

This child was counting on her now. “Not today, sweetling,” Cinder whispered softly as she pet Ruby’s hair gently, “But I think I can find something for now.”

She didn’t have a lot, truthfully. But she rendered some water tea over the fire, and produced a crispy sweet rice log from its wrapping for her to try. Not the most nutritious, but it was a start.

“It’s a little like...krispie treats with marshmallows,” She described, breaking one in half to hold out to Ruby as she ruffled through her satchel. Some banana chips, and some berries she’d come across. Feeding herself had been easier.

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Monster in the Dark

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thedappermadscientist:

“That was before the… incident. She found me, and offered knowledge beyond imagining.” He answered her without looking up from his work “The ability to break new grounds in technological innovation. Like you, she made me an offer I couldn’t resist. That she was of a like mind only made it easier to accept.”

The offer Salem had mad her. To be stronger. More powerful. Feared. She’d gained...hints of that. For a little while. She had been powerful. Was, she supposed.

No. That’s a lie. The Scarab was powerful. She was just its host. “Mmm. I suppose that makes sense.” Once again she wondered something. Were she, Watts, Hazel, and Tyrian the counter balance to Ozpin’s loyal?

That caused a wince. “-He’s alive,” She croaked, “In a boy’s body. But Ozpin lives. How?”

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silver-butcher:

It was surprising she’d admit she hated it here, Cinder was proud and this place and that creepy woman were her fuel for power. At least that was the assumption he was operating under, she started coming clean about another personal story…it was weird to have her actually sharing these now but, he accepted it.

“And here i thought I had weird taste in friends…” he meant of course Emerald and maybe…just maybe to an extent Cinder though admitting that even in his head felt wrong…she was in CHARGE…held power over him…he ignored it.

He hadn’t had any friends growing up.

“What happened to it?”

Friends. Such a strange concept. And yet what else were they? Family. Cinder banished the pesky thought and glanced to Mercury again before she spoke. It was true. She’d been...opening up more since Beacon. Since her injuries. Since she’d lost more of her mortality.

“They died,” Cinder answered quietly, “Killed. I tried to tell them it wasn’t dangerous. Wasn’t hurting anyone. But they didn’t listen. And as they became angry and scared....it became more wild and violent.”

She sighed quietly. “I don’t...hate this realm,” She added then, “Just...the castle. And the immediate surrounding area. She keeps them wild. Almost rabid and feral. To keep them in a frenzy.”

Cinder had been having dangerous thoughts about Salem’s position. But she couldn’t act on them as of yet. No. Salem was still more powerful.

For now.

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A Little Chat

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silver-butcher:

Mercury looked over his shoulder at the woman for a moment finally meeting her eyes again. He wasn't’ aware Branwen had shaken her that badly, it was showing, she’d just pissed him off. Well at least that was the explanation he was going with any other emotion was bottled away for another day…like everything else…still the topic at hand was giving him a headache just thinking about.

Perhaps in that  way he was no better than her, if they weren’t fighting what did he even want to do…he’d already killed his father gotten even. He paused and thought of Emerald…an answer finally coming to him.

“Can’t say I have much of a preference boss, you should ask Em…whatever she wants to do…I’ll come.”

Emerald.

Good. Even if something happened to her, they’d stay together. That brought a calm to Cinder she couldn’t quite put into words.

Their safety had become her number one priority at some point. Their survival. Cinder may still have had other goals-but those two had become more then apprentices, more then associates. Team mates felt the closest.

She was reluctant to think family. Her history with family was tumultuous at best.

“Good. Emerald’s...the best of us,” Cinder took a deep breath, “I don’t deserve either of your loyalty. But I’m glad I have it.” She stood up, some of her stature returning.

“But we have time before that yet. We have things that need done. I’m told we won’t be bringing Watts to Haven. How do you feel about Hazel?”

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A Little Chat

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silver-butcher:

Mercury glanced at his boss, yeah she was egotistical but what else was new, she said it like it was some shocking revelation. The silver haired teenager shrugged as she brought it to his attention again, saying ‘so what’ without wasting his breath on what he felt was common knowledge.

The smallest smirk momentarily graced his face at the mention of her reading Watts, now that had been entertainment he’d have paid to see again. The smile was gone as quickly as it arrived though and he still wasn’t looking at Cinder, he couldn't right this moment.

“Whatever, Queenie and all her little bandit-lings can fuck right off for all I care…”

That woman a person like Cinder? Why would she even say that Mercury pondered over that. Admitting to her egomania was in character for Cinder but comparing herself to that obnoxious woman Cinder was obnoxious but she wasn’t like THAT…was she? His pondering was interrupted by a more troubling question.

“What?”

“Found myself thinking. And I was reminded now. So much of me has been wrapped up in this war-in this cause,” Cinder sighed heavily, “I don’t know what will be left after victory.”

She crossed the span of the dell and shook her head. “I suspect I’ll be empty. A husk. A ghost. If I’m lucky.” She squeezed her left arm through its sleeve covering.

“-You and Emerald help me. You’re-I don’t know what to call you exactly. Other then probably the two people on this planet I’d...” What would she do for them? How could she measure that?

“Think about it. I don’t want us three to make it to the end of the line and have no idea what to do next.” She added with a small shrug. “Because right now all I feel like I am is what she said. And as soon as we’re done in Haven, I intend to fix that.”