Broken heart on the beach π ποΈ π
I walked hand in hand with my eight friends along the sandy shoreline, feeling the soft breeze on my face. It was a beautiful summer day and we had decided to spend it at the beach, enjoying the warmth of the sun and the refreshing waves of the ocean. My heart fluttered with excitement as I glanced at Minho and Jisung, the two guys I had secretly fallen in love with.
As we reached the water's edge, laughter filled the air. Christopher, Seungmin and Jeongin splashed each other playfully, while Felix and Changbin tackled each other into the waves. Hyunjin, always the reliable one, stayed close to me, sensing my unease. He knew about my feelings for Minho and Jisung, and he had been the one person I confided in.
But today, the sight of Minho and Jisung together, their laughter and affectionate gestures, tugged at my heartstrings. They were in a relationship, and it pained me to see them so blissfully unaware of my affection. I tried my best to hide my emotions and joined in the laughter, masking my true feelings behind forced smiles.
Just as I was about to dip my toes in the water, a sudden muscle spasm shot through my leg, taking me by surprise. Panic washed over me as I struggled to keep myself afloat. Fear consumed my thoughts, and I shouted for help, my voice choked with desperation.
Within seconds, Hyunjin, who was already by my side, sprang into action. He swiftly swam towards me, his arms strong and steady. "Don't be scared, YN," he reassured me, his voice calm amidst the chaos. "I've got you. I won't let anything happen to you."
In his protective embrace, I felt a mix of gratitude and sadness. Gratitude for his quick response and willingness to help, but sadness because it was him, not Minho or Jisung, who came to my rescue. I couldn't help but feel invisible to the two guys who held my heart captive.
As Hyunjin brought me safely back to the shore, I noticed the worry etched on his face. He gently laid me down on the sand and signaled for the others to gather around. Minho and Jisung finally noticed my distress and hurried towards me, concern filling their eyes.
"I'm okay," I murmured softly, brushing off their worry. "I just need a moment alone. I think I'll go back to the hotel and rest."
Hyunjin interjected, offering his assistance once again. "Do you want me to come with you? I can stay by your side until you feel better."
I mustered a small smile and shook my head. "Thank you, Hyunjin, but I'll be fine. I just need some time alone."
The disappointment was evident in Hyunjin's eyes, but he respected my decision. The rest of our friends gathered around, expressing their concern and offering their support. I felt a bittersweet pang in my heart as I realized how lucky I was to have such caring friends, even if my feelings for two of them were left unrequited.
As I made my way to my hotel room, tears welled up in my eyes, silently falling down my cheeks. I knew that confessing my love for Minho and Jisung would only complicate our friendship and potentially destroy the beautiful relationship they shared. It was a painful sacrifice I had to make, for the sake of preserving the harmony of our friendship.
In the solitude of my room, I allowed myself to cry, releasing the pent-up emotions that had been weighing me down. It was a difficult realization to accept, but I knew that keeping my feelings hidden was for the best. So, with a heavy heart, I closed my eyes and let sleep take over, hoping that tomorrow would bring a renewed sense of strength.
The night was restless as my thoughts kept circling back to the events of the day. I couldn't shake off the feeling of loneliness that washed over me. It was a bitter pill to swallow, knowing that the ones I loved were out of my reach, oblivious to my affection.
Determined to distract myself, I decided to take a stroll along the moonlit beach. The gentle sound of waves crashing against the shore provided a soothing backdrop as I walked, my footsteps leaving imprints in the sand.
Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice behind me. It was Hyunjin, his footsteps matching mine as he caught up to me. "Mind if I join you?" he asked softly, his voice carrying a mix of concern and understanding.
I smiled softly at him, grateful for his presence. "Not at all, Hyunjin. It's nice to have someone to talk to."
We walked in comfortable silence for a while, the moon casting its ethereal glow on the water. Finally, I couldn't contain my thoughts any longer.
"Hyunjin, what do you think about love?" I ventured, testing the waters. "Do you believe that some connections are just not meant to be?"
He paused for a moment, his eyes focused intently on the horizon. "Love is a complicated thing, YN," he replied, his voice gentle. "Sometimes, we find ourselves in situations where we have to make difficult choices, and it's not always fair or easy."
His words hit home, resonating deeply within me. "What if you love someone, but you can't be with them?" I asked, my voice trembling slightly.
Hyunjin sighed, a mixture of empathy and sadness crossing his face. "It's a painful place to be, YN. But sometimes, love means letting go. It means preserving the happiness we share with the people we care about, even if it breaks our own hearts."
His words struck a chord within me, and tears welled up in my eyes as I realized the truth in his wisdom. Love wasn't always about possessing someone or being possessed. Sometimes, it meant sacrifice and putting the happiness of others before our own.
As we continued our walk, a sense of peace settled over me. Hyunjin's presence had provided solace, reminding me that I wasn't alone in my struggles. He had always been there, supporting me, even when I didn't realize it.
Back at the hotel, I said my goodnights to Hyunjin, feeling a deep sense of gratitude for his friendship. He had been my rock, my confidant when I needed it the most.
In the solitude of my room, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, finding strength in the realization that love wasn't always about romantic relationships. It could be found in deep friendships too.
As I drifted off to sleep, I vowed to cherish the bond I shared with all my friends, including Minho and Jisung. And in doing so, I hoped to find a love and happiness of my own, even if it wasn't the one I had initially imagined.
