Who have I become?

anders. written by squire

[theliteraryjournals]

Being brave doesn’t mean you aren’t scared. Being brave means you are scared, really scared, badly scared, and you do the right thing anyway.

Neil Gaiman, Coraline

[musesgonnamuse]

no – !!     no – !!         no – !!                          this wasn’t how it was supposed to go – !!

[movedaccount2020]

transparent anders cuz i havent been colorful or drawn stuff just for me in a while

[lyndraws-deactivated20190618]

this is what i do with my freetime 

based on this post

original

[wardenblondie]

idk if this has been done already--- but honestly. Where is the lie.

[stormlandr-deactivated20190718]

                     yoυng or old, a тrυe ĸnιgнт ιѕ ѕworn тo proтecт 

             тнoѕe wнo are weaĸer тнan нιмѕelғ, or dιe ιn тнe aттeмpт.

                                                                                                  тeмp. credιт

[sandorclegane]

*drags my flesh vessel around* im thriving

[wardenblondie]

"You know... you're hot when you're angry."

By the Maker—      It was done. He stood at the center of the band of Templar     bodies. Small fires crackled against the vegetation beneath     the charred remnants of metal that only served to aid in cooking      the weak bodies raw. The same bodies that those armors served     to protect. There was a strange irony in it all. Some kind of -     metaphorical joke.     The sparks of blue flicker across his frame, and the strength     that coursed through every pour of his skin and vein of his      body suddenly drained from him. His knees bite the earth     beneath him and he’s left kneeling in the wake of his loss     of control. Vengeance cooled inside him, fed for the moment.     But Justice never sleeps. The apostates hands shake as     Anders stares down at them. Who was possessing who     anymore?     But there’s a voice. It cuts through the twisting thoughts and     delusions like a hot knife. A joke from the lips of a man he’s     known for so long. And those Anders knew were few now.     The fade crackles within him, cracks of blue light fading      against his skin– the sheer bright light dying out from his     eyes as Vengeance loosened it’s hold.

“ You know - - - “     He begins, his voice lighter than expected given his recent      loss of control.                          “ I feel like I’m some kind of Mabari being led       around by the leash and being sicced on various red lyrium       Templars. And yeeeet! I’m not hearing–                                                   ‘ What a good boy you are, Anders!                                                      You get those nasty blighters!’ ”      It is then, that he turns around, the last cracks of fade fading     completely from his being as amber eyes catch hold of Cullen’s.     There’s a wisp of a familiar smile across those lips.                                  “ But at least it’s you holding my leash.         It’s like we’ve come full circle, isn’t it?         Hah, get it? Circle? Come full Circle? — I still got it. “

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DRAGON AGE Aesthetics » Grey Wardens 

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It’s always sunny in Kirkwall

[wardenblondie]

wardenblondie‌:

9:32 Dragon I don’t remember the last time I’ve gone through so many emotions in a single night. A stay at the Hanged man with typical banter with the rest of them… I… can’t say I didn’t enjoy it. Maker when was the last time I played truth or dare beyond this night? Notes to self; Avoid Fenris when he’s drunk. Have feathers on the right side of mantel cleaned from the drool. Also I am beginning to think Fenris might have a strange infatuation with me when he’s drunk. Carver can apparently undo a lady’s bodice with teeth alone while wearing a blindfold. Impressive. Can’t help but wonder what else he can do. Thank Aveline for willing to stick up for me, even if I was planning on putting the twit back in his place anyway. Still, the thought that counts. Make up several plots with Isabela prior to nights like these so we– er, she can prey upon the dignity of others. With my help. Gloat to Varric that he missed a night of debauchery and never let the Dwarf live it down. Make up more clever insults about Sebastian and his Andraste crotch buckle to throw at him next time I see him again.

[wordsnquotes]

I am happy on the outside, but inside something gnaws at me; some presentiment, anxiety, dreams – or sleeplessness, – melancholy, indifference, – desire for life, and the next instant, desire for death: some kind of sweet peace, some kind of numbness, absent-mindedness; and sometimes definite memories worry me. My mind is sour, bitter, salt; some hideous jumble of feelings shakes me! I am stupider than ever.

Frédéric Chopin

[wardenblondie]

            Anders . Dragon Age [ The Circle - Awakening - Kirkwall - Inquisition ]                  Like/reblog if you’d like to interact with a Mage who’s on the brink of losing it all.                  There may be chances of the Chantry exploding, but hey, at least he loves cats.                                                                                                                   [ r ] . [ a ] . [ v ]

[wardenblondie]

Apparently I managed to find this lost account after so much digging for it to the point I had to go fish out a old OLD clunky laptop that wants to set fire to itself if it runs too long-- just on the off chance I could find the e-mail attached to this account in google chrome. And obviously! I did! idk who is all still alive in this fandom, but I at least know it’s going to emerge from the ashes soon with the new game coming. So! Hopefully we can all meet each other again! Or make new friends! Also follow this babe ; @xrutherford because they are also returning.

[bottleshark]

[the-liger-art]

The Justice Spirit (InPrnt) by Liger-Inuzuka

veinsofopal said #7 and Anders, perhaps? c: Lovely art, by the way. <3

Initializing artist’s comments… A follow up color palette experimentation featuring Anders from Dragon Age 2, a complimentary piece to ‘The Lyrium Ghost.’

Available on InPrnt as a full resolution Print!

[tt-vision]

i don’t need sleep i have coffee