I want to leave @wastdtears - Tumblr Blog

I'll really miss you. You seemed really cool and fun and I wish you gave me the same of day. I wish you would stop randomlt texting me here and there and then stop responding, if you have a thought you feel like sharing use twitter. I hope the girl that you're talking to is beautiful on the inside and out, I hope you have a great time in college. I hope I won't think of you anymore.

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The conclusion of you

This will be short and sweet because of dedicated too many words and psots to you. I'm done, I hate you, I look or think of you and feel tired and nauseous. I don't hope good things happen to you or bad things, I just don't care.

I haven't cared for the past four months but, I didn't to put this down.

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These feelings are things I can not explain

I'm sad and I feel dissapointed. I can't tell you what it is. I'm terrible with converting the physical ache I feel inside into words someone can understand. I'm sad and I feel unloved. I'm never enough, nothings ever enough. I've began to accept the fact I'm not a happy person day to day. I'm miserable, usually tired, occasionally drained and done with everything. I just wanted you to be a distraction. And that's why I'm upset. Not because I had strong feelings this early.

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It's been over an hour since I texted you. You're not responding. Not now. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not ever.