chaos

[watered-down-lemonade]

intro !!

(yes this is my third one (first & second), i’m indecisive okay??)

hi !! i have like seven billion different names that i don’t mind if i’m called and they’re all stolen from media i like (i have no real identity ahah ^^) but for simplicity you can just call me donnie or jack (from donnie darko and newsies respectively), or lemonade/lemon cuz my username,, and i’m open to suggestions or nicknames :3

— i’m a minor so don’t be a creep please and thank you :P

— he/him/they/them/it/its (but i’m chill with anything except being referred to as a girl,, if you do that i will explode you with my mind /silly but seriously please don’t do that !!)

— please please please interact with me (asks, tagging me, DMing me, etc), i swear i’m really cool and nice, i’m just really really nervous !!

— cut so you don’t have to see all of this every time you look at my super cool and awesome page (this post is long !! you have been warned !!)

— i very much appreciate tone tags because i find it hard sometimes to decipher emotions/meaning in text. you don’t have to (especially if there’s emojis or similar to help convey the meaning,) but be aware i may have to ask for clarification if you don’t !!

— ^^ also, i often get very paranoid that i might use tone tags wrong so i do tend to spell them out fully when i use them, just to be sure.

— ^^ actually i’m just paranoid about getting things wrong in general so um.. that’s cool (no it’s not please help)

i am an artist and i’m trying to get more into writing so feel free to send me suggestions, just know that i have a very bad habit of procrastinating !! and there’s no guarantee i will do it !!

^^ if you’re like me and would even just like to know that i’ve seen it, please tell me !! and i’ll respond even if i haven’t drawn/written anything yet (or don’t plan to)

**this will most likely be updated a lot**

i like a LOT of stuff, but this is what i will probably mostly post about:

— the outsiders (book, movie, and musical)

— that was then, this is now

— dead poets society

— newsies (mostly the 1992 movie, i have yet to watch the stage musical)

— be more chill (musical. i have read the book, too, though if you’re curious. it was… interesting.)

— lord of the flies (book and 2026 tv show)

— percy jackson universe (i’ve read all of the pjo, hoo, and toa series, but it’s been a while so i probably have forgotten a lot. also i have a jason grace sideblog, @blondsupermangrace)

i might not post about this at all/as much, but feel free to ask me stuff/talk to me about:

— the black phone (i haven’t seen the second one yet, but i don’t mind spoilers. also, do not fucking talk to me if you like the grabber in any positive way (ex: shipping him with any of the kids, shipping him with yourself, liking him as a person, etcetc. thinking he’s a well written character is fine, as long as you understand that he is a horrible person.)

— donnie darko

— the catcher in the rye

— south park (i am nowhere near up-to-date on the series, but i don’t mind spoilers)

— hannibal (tv show, and i have the books but haven’t read them yet)

— heathers (movie, i haven’t seen the musical ((but i’ve listened to the songs !!)))

— the maze runner

— heartstopper, solitaire, iwbft, loveless, and radio silence

— the breakfast club

— ride the cyclone

— the guy who didn’t like musicals and nerdy prudes must die

— stranger things

— IT (2017 & 2019 movies)

— the stanley parable

— south park

— house m.d.

— little shop of horrors (mostly the 1960 movie, but i’ve seen (and liked) the 1986 movie musical)

“We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for. To quote from Whitman, "O me! O life!... of the questions of these recurring; of the endless trains of the faithless... of cities filled with the foolish; what good amid these, O me, O life?" Answer. That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. That the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. What will your verse be?” — Dead Poets Society

[justcallmedom31]

[hennessyhades]

Do you guys ever wonder if Ponyboy passes by the lot when heading/leaving from somewhere and imagines Johnny sitting there. Or maybe pony even goes and sits on the old car seat that Johnny was sleeping in and imagines him there, maybe pony even reads out loud there thinking maybe Johnny can hear him.

[pixl-puppyyy]

any local transfemmes want my boobs cus I dont

[jupiter-aint-stupider]

Im invested in this ship

[sundaysadghost]

[deusben]

ill tie you to the bed but itll just be to force you to watch a thousand movies with me

[starrys0phia]

“I’m gay” “I’m straight” okay and I am a dentist?? And I get off on the pain I inflict??

[sprinkeedink124]

In a being trans competition and my opponents are Audrey and Seymour from little shop of horrors. I am so unbelievably fucked.

[live-to-let-you-shine]

i love you, trans women,

i love you, trans femmes,

i love you, trans men,

i love you, trans mascs,

i love you, trans neutral people,

i love you, intersex people,

i love you, lesbians,

i love you, gay men,

i love you, bisexuals,

i love you, pansexuals,

i love you, aromantics,

i love you, asexuals,

i love you neopronoun users,

i love you contradictory label users,

i love you women who go by he/him,

i love you men who go by she/her,

i love you people whose identities 'dont fit',

queer people i love you,

i will always stand with you,

there is nothing in this world that can pull me apart from you,

i promise it will get better, i promise we will win,

i promise we won't always have to be afraid,

i promise, if nothing else, that somebody in this world loves you.

you have always been, are, and will always be, my family.

[cuunos]

*takes a bite of my cigarette*...... heh. the character...... *walks into a small puddle but it swallows me up like the ocean* *i am found dead years later in maine*

[raspberrybluejeans]

does anyone know how to draw. has anyone ever drawn anything ever.

[jeanmoreau29-3]

Sorry I need to rant about a little idea I had. Ponyboy has absent seizures. He was diagnosed like at 12 or smth (i dont know if this is medically or historically accurate but it's fine because I only write in modern aus). Well because of the church fire and everything going down (In this au Johnny and Dally survive) and Darry being stressed about bills because he decided to help cover the small part of the bills that the parents of the church victims couldn't cover or smth.

Hes hanging out with curly. He's probably skipping gym or something cuz he won't be in that much trouble for it. Curlys yapping about some random dude that's been annoying him when Pony slumps on his side. He thinks for a second he might just be resting but all of the sudden he starts seizing, like full on tremors and Curly is terrified. Pony had never mentioned ANYTHING to him at all.

He calls Soda because Pony had mentioned that Darry was working. Soda answers and is kinda confused when it's Curly talking and not Pony, and immediately jumps to thinking curly stole his phone bc being honest Soda HATES curly. Curly yells at him that Ponys having a seizure and Soda might know what to do or something. Maybe he hangs up and calls the school to let them know a kids seizing on the bleachers on the track.

Things get figured out after a few hours. Doctors explain it's probably stress that caused his epilepsy to get worse, that he'll be put on medication. Curly is still freaked out. Pony wakes up later and sees curly and invites him to be next to him in the really tiny bed.

Anyways that's it and it's not too amazing bc I haven't done my research just yet but I love bullying Pony

[watered-down-lemonade]

i almost freaked out thinking i forgot to respond to a message AGAIN because i saw i had a notification from discord but NO it was just this random ass server that my friends invited me to that slowly added a bunch of people i don’t even know so i don’t really talk except to occasionally share art because i need compliments or i explode (barely anyone responds though i don’t even know why i still bother)

[faultycoldstars]

your daily reminder that if someone says they're non binary, you are not allowed to put them in any other gendered box other than the one they said.

your daily reminder that if someone says they're unlabeled, you are not allowed to put them under any label.

your daily reminder that if someone says they're aroace, you are not allowed to minimize them and make them feel disgusting.

your daily reminder that if someone says they're a label, you are not allowed to put them under another label.

your daily reminder that someone can have their labels, they dont need to adjust to society's expectation.

[alidareisss]

stendyle with a side of style

[no-oxygen-in-my-bl00d]

I don't think Americans exist

[freakypbj]

As an American i approve this message