ˢᵗᵃᶤᶰᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵘˡ. ( ᵃᵖ! )

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furybuilt.

     she doesn’t know how to help him. her words are just going in one ear, and out the other. it makes her feel completely useless—-but this isn’t about her. this is about him. “tell me how to help you.” kore looks at him imploringly, her smaller fingers intertwining with his own as she shifts to sit beside him on the floor, hoping that he won’t just push her away instead.

     ❝ i-i-i don’t know. ❞ he wants out. he knows he can’t though. he has a responsibility to the town and everyone in it. what would his dad think of him now? falling apart, showing the very emotions he was taught to suppress. ❝ i’mjust---i’mterrified and i hate it. i hate being weak. i hate being a soldier. i hate knowing i’m going to die on a cold fucking mountain. ❞ he doesn’t want to be forgotten or become another case of ‘it was bound to happen sometime’. he wants something better out of life.

[jackson-falahee]

It is possible that Frank did this. Thinking that does not make me crazy.

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furybuilt.

     “you’re not going to die,” her voice has a hard edge to it, because jonah dying is literally her worst nightmare, and she refuses to let it happen. “there’s a saying, you save everyone, but who saves you? and the answer is me. i save you. i have your back every step of the way, and you can bet your sweet ass i’m not going to let some wendigo get their nasty claws on you.” she has no idea if her words will mean anything, but she has to try, because jonah always tries to be the strong one, the one who puts himself between everyone else and danger, and she needs him to know that she can be that person too. “it’s normal to be afraid, especially given where we live and what we do. but death is not getting his cold, clammy hands on you.”

      he’s terrified of death but he’s also concerned about how much more he could possibly take of this. it’s gotten to the point where he can barely breathe sometimes because of how overwhelmed he is. while he’s been doing a fairly decent job at hiding it from everyone, he’s not sure how long he can keep it up. ❝ my luck’s gonna run out sometime. whether it’s tomorrow or next w-week or maybe if i’m lucky i get another year or something, bu-but it’s gonna run out soon. ❞

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                                         @brokenmagxc lms 

       ❝ so, ah, how you feelin’? ❞ usually he doesn’t take the time to check on people once they’re out of danger. though it’s not like he often lets someone get hurt enough for serious medical care. he feels guilty, as if he were responsible rather than the monsters in the woods. ❝ probably pretty rough, right? ❞ at least he would imagine so.

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                                            @oxenfreers lms

       ❝ listen, i’m tired, i can’t bring myself to pull the nice guy act. ❞ though, in reality, he’s never much of a nice guy. especially when it comes to strangers, with good reason of course. ❝ so who are you and what’s your business here. ❞ 

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furybuilt.

     “baby??” kore swallows roughly and drops to her knees beside him, prying the bottle from his hand, because his clearly had more than enough. she likes to think that she knows how to read him better than most other people, they’ve known each other their entire lives, after all. it breaks her heart to see him like this, not because she thinks he’s weak, but because he’s hurting. “hey, you need to breathe, okay? can you do that for me, querido? in and out.”

     he doesn’t try to fight for the bottle, instead, he just huddles closer into himself. he tries to focus on her, trying to control his breathing better. his hands are still shaking, but he’s managed to get ahold of himself somewhat. ❝ i--- ❞ he wants to cry,  but he’s attempting to fight back as many emotions as he possibly can. ❝ d-don’t wanna di-die. i don’t wanna be another body burned. ido-don’t wanna go out like this. ❞ no watcher has ever lived long. he used to think he was okay with dying for his people, but he’s realizing lately how terrified he is of it.

[incorrectshakespeare]

I don’t know how to stay tender with this much blood in my mouth

Ophelia, Act IV, Scene V  (via sumiremiu)

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new theme so starter call!

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                                             ❝ oh, death,                 won't you spare me over ‘til another year? ❞

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                                                    @furybuilt

     it’s very rare for jonah to find himself drinking. maybe once every two years at tops. except now he’s drunk and panicking. he has newfound injuries, no secret they came from a recent encounter. rapid, shallow breathing as he tries to get the words he wants to out. ❝ i-i-i can-can’t do it. th-this job, this t-town. i--i can’t, kore. ❞  he feels weak even admitting it. he’s supposed to be strong, emotionless, a cold and brutal hunter, but he feels like everything’s crashing now. he just wants it to stop.

[wattcher-blog]

"It's midnight. Where the hell are you?!"

                                        CONCERN STARTERS

         ❝ that’s not really any of your business. ❞ he doesn’t mean to give off the attitude he is, but his job tends to bring out the grumpy side of him. a sigh as he runs his hand down his face, ❝ i’m working, that’s all you gotta know. ❞

[yourmusings]

RP starters: Concern.

“It’s midnight, where the hell were you?!”

“Stop keeping your phone in silent, you got me worried!”

“Blood? Are you bleeding?”

“I don’t like the idea of you walking down the streets all alone.”

“I thought I would never see you again…”

“We should get you to hospital.”

“Where did all those bruises came from?”

“I have the right to be worried!”

“Have you been drinking? You look terrible.”

“Sleep at my place tonight.”

“I don’t feel safe letting you be alone when you’re in that shape.”

“Please talk to me about it.”

“Let me take care of you.”

“You need to rest now. Don’t move.”

“How many times have I told you to not go there?”

“You could’ve died, you know…”

“I don’t care if you don’t want my help, I’ll do it anyways.”

“You really need to stop drinking. I’m serious.”

“This time you got yourself into a hospital. I think that’s a sign.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“You need to stop doing stupid shit like that or you will get yourself killed.”

“I’m your friend, of course I care!”

“You know I’m always here for you, right?”

“You’re not okay.”

“I’m just trying to help you.”

“Let me clean your wounds…”

“Why did you do it? Tell me.”

[wattcher-blog]

my mood’s super down today so who knows if i’ll actually get shit done tonight or not but i’ll try to get something out at least ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

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detailed muse info sheet.

please repost, don’t reblog!

▐ PLACE IN SOCIETY;;

✖ Financial– wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty / n/a ✖ Medical– fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged ✖ Class or Caste– upper / middle / working / slave / unsure / none ✖ Education– qualified / unqualified / studying ✖ Criminal Record– yes / yes, for minor crimes / has aided / committed crimes but not caught yet / none / in multiple countries / where all am i wanted again?

▐ FAMILY;;

✖ Marital Status– married, happily / married, unhappily / engaged / partnered / single / divorced / widow or widower / separated ✖ Children– has a child or children / no children / wants children / adopted a child ✖ Family– close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no sibling(s) / sibling(s) are deceased ✖ Affiliation– orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s) / other

▐ TRAITS & TENDENCIES;;

✖ extroverted / introverted / in-between ✖ disorganized / organized / in-between ✖ close-minded / open-minded / in-between ✖ disagreeable / agreeable / in-between ✖ cautious / reckless / in-between ✖ patient / impatient / in-between ✖ outspoken / reserved / in-between ✖ leader / follower / in-between ✖ empathetic / apathetic / in-between ✖ optimistic / pessimistic / in-between ✖ traditional / modern / in-between ✖ hard-working / lazy / in-between ✖ cultured / uncultured / in-between ✖ loyal / disloyal / unknown ✖ faithful / unfaithful / unknown

▐ BELIEFS;;

✖ Faith– monotheistic / polytheistic / atheist / agnostic / nontheist / unsure ✖ Belief in Ghosts/Spirits– yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✖ Belief in Afterlife– yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✖ Belief in Reincarnation– yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✖ Belief in Aliens– yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✖ Philosophical– yes / no / sometimes

▐ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION;;

✖ Sexuality– heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual / demisexual / greysexual ✖ Sex– sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable ✖ Romance– romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable ✖ Sexually– adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious ✖ Potential Sexual Partners– male / female / agender / none / all / undetermined ✖ Potential Romantic Partners– male / female / agender / none / all / undetermined

▐ ABILITIES;;

✖ Combat Skills– excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✖ Literacy Skills– excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✖ Artistic Skills– excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✖ Technical Skills– excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

▐ HABITS;;

✖ Drinking Alcohol– never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✖ Smoking– trying to quit / never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✖ Other Narcotics– never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✖ Medicinal Drugs– never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✖ Indulgent Food– never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✖ Splurge Spending– never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✖ Gambling– never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

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yajew:

i physically and emotionally can’t take anyone’s shit anymore

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on the topic of promos tho go love my future wife @ruininghappiness

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furybuilt.

     “i think i like you better as a dirty mountain man. this whole tall, dark and handsome thing that you’ve got going on is really working for you. i’d pay good money to see you wipe out on a surfboard, though.” the kiss to her cheek makes her smile like an idiot, she feels like a teenager every time they get a chance to just be silly together. “does being a hero get me a new knife?”

    ❝ mmm yeah, guess so. almost like i was born for this mountain shit. ❞ which he was, but that only adds to the humor. ❝ how rude. maybe i’ll be super gifted at the art of surfing. ❞ he knows it’s not true. he doesn’t even know how to swim. ❝ you got basically every knife in existence. ❞