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Lonely Love

Bound and binding, binding bound, 

Hear these words, follow the sound. 

Through the sky, through the air, 

Why won't you ever care? 

Through the earth, through the stone, 

Why did you leave me all alone? 

Through the fire and endless pyre, 

Why are you always higher? 

Through the water and endless storms, 

Why did you make us conform?

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Fight

Flickering candle, shining so bright,

Like a small sun in the darkest of night.

In the endless struggle between dark and light,

Can it win its hardest fight?

Keeping it close, I look at it every day,

Everyone keeps finding its faults, but be that as it may.

Right at that moment, I felt a sting,

I know I have my faults, but what did you bring?

Nothing, nothing at all, all you do is make me fall,

Guarding the candle, even if it’s small.

Could it be that you don’t care?

And you want to break my flare?

Needless to say, I’ll protect my soul,

Daring to fight back to regain my control.

Let go of my candle, you evil fiend,

Enough of this, I’m now keen.

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Your Radiance

Yet again in darkness I stayed,

Out in the open, that's where I played.

Until you showed up, with your sunny smile,

And banished the darkness with it for a while.

Radiance from you will always heal any scar,

Endless light from you can create a star.

Truth and lies, I told you many,

However, you never told a lie, not even any.

Evening it was, when you said the word,

Sincere and honest, and it made my world.

When I heard it, from happiness, I fainted,

Eager and free, I thought I was sainted.

Enough of this, you are my one,

Through thick and thin, you'll be my sun.

Even now, I cannot believe,

Such a wonderful person is in love with me.

Truer words cannot be said, my love for you will never end.

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Thank You for not Leaving

Locked in a stasis by my own mind,

I don't know what I'd do without you, my one and only guide.

Grounding exercises, I did every day,

How can they be as comforting as your presence when you stay?

Through panic attacks and depression, I would walk,

I don't know what you did, but it made me talk.

Negative thoughts turned into a mist,

Days are brighter when you exist.

And after every attempt, you were still there,

Right beside me, holding me with care.

Keeping me close, never leaving me alone,

Even now, when I'm not in my zone.

Standing behind me and holding my back,

Through thick and thin, keeping me on my track.

Only you know every nook and cranny,

From every look, you've become my manny.

Not that I mind, but some people do,

It seems it doesn't bother when I'm needy and blue.

Good thing, I love all the attention that is on you,

How do you do it, helping me through?

Truthfully, I thought you'd get scared and leave me in my hue,

Sorry for everything; I'll always love you.

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Always, Through the Seasons

From deepest seas to endless skies,

You are the one that makes my heart rise.

From cleanest water to dirtiest mud,

I won't lie, your looks did attract me, you're quite a stud.

From driest spells to stormiest nights,

You captured all my sights.

From summer's heat to winter's touch,

I don't know 'bout you, but you're my crutch.

From spring's color to autumn's gloom,

You'll forever be my groom.

From stillest water to endless flow,

I adore your personality, it makes me glow.

From smallest mistake to one that is smart,

I say this with all my heart, our love is strong till death do us part.

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I Love You: My Golden Vow

In my long years, I saw many,

Long were my days, there were plenty.

Over and over, I would stumble,

Vigilant and scared, I would mumble.

Everyone, except for you, my shining star,

You'll never be alone, and I'll heal every scar.

Onwards I would lead, to the better days,

Under your willow, I would lift your gaze.

Many are sad, depressed even too,

Over my dead body, I would do anything for you.

Rough am I, I know that well, but when I see you're low,

Even if it's rough and I have flaws, I know your love will soothe them so.

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I Love You: My Golden Knight

In the depths of daylight shimmer,

Love was born, like a glimmer.

Over the years, it would grow,

Vibrant and colorful, so much of it would show.

Every string, every note,

You would sing, I would float.

On dark days, there were many,

Under my stormy nights, you didn't care about any.

Touch from you would disperse all the gloom,

Open and free, I am, after seeing your tune.

Outstanding you are, full of rainbows and sunshine,

My hero dressed in the robes made for the divine.

Under the willow, I would sit and cry,

Chivalry from you would clear my sky.

How can I not love you and your every flaw, my golden knight with a holy halo?

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Tangled Threads

Part 1: Dream of Love

My heart will beat forevermore,

For you, my love is so pure.

But why did you choose his lingering touch,

Oh, how can a person love so much?

You did it, you asked him out,

He seemed reluctant, but you seemed proud.

But you left me, alone and scared,

Didn't you see the special connection that we shared?

In the valley, we kissed, or so it would seem,

But only for me, 'cause it was a dream.

You are not like that, this can't be real,

You aren't his, this can't be the seal.

Part 2: Unwanted Feelings

Gloomy clouds covered my sky,

It just lasts forever, and I don't know why.

This hue will my doom be,

It pains me hard, how can't you see?

Your kiss broke me, it destroyed my soul,

What you did that day was foul.

We were friends, something sacred,

When you kissed me, it brought back something that had faded.

My love for you has long been gone,

I moved on when I thought we were done.

But to kiss me, all that in front of her,

Are you crazy, you stupid cur?

Part 3: Too Late

Scared I was, wondering how it's going to be,

They said it was just a phase, but they couldn't see.

My love for him, has always been endless,

I waited and waited, till he was defenseless,

I measured up my courage, sharing a passionate kiss,

Who am I kidding, it was totally bliss.

She saw me, I broke her heart,

At least I had him right from the start.

I know him well, he's got feelings for me too,

But something unexpected happened, punching me, he left a purple hue.

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Don't Play the Game of Fools

Turning around, I see you kiss her,

Wondering if my love was just a blur.

And she kissed you back, she was waiting for it all her life,

How can it be, she's going to be your wife?

Was my love too small for their expectations,

I know you, don't you hide your sensations.

It'll be hard, but society can't keep us apart,

You'll destroy our love and break my heart.

When you do this, there's no turning back,

It will leave a permanent crack.

You would give in to society's rules?

Please, make the right choice, don't play the game of fools.

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Left me on Read

Wondering why you left me on read,

Was it something I did, something I've said?

This wonder kills me, it pains me so,

Making up scenarios where you aren't my foe.

Why do you do this, what is the point,

Reaching out to me only to disappoint.

And when everything is over,

Do you think I'm just a leftover?

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Seasons of Longing: Puppeteer

Full heat of the Sun brightens my day,

I've got a friend and he's here to stay.

Autumn's rainy days and chill of the night,

Give me hope for my friend's fight.

And, winter, in all that's due,

My friend gave his life without a clue.

Spring wasn't far, with showers and heat,

He's here all the time, following my beat.

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Seasons of Longing

Winter's here, and so is your cold touch,

Oh, why do I love you this much?

Spring won't come, till the end of my days,

Loving you is like walking in the maze.

Summer is gone, and it's far too late,

Why do you keep spinning my fate?

Autumn has passed, and so did its wet spells,

I'll keep loving you, even if it breaks our shells.

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Lonely Love: Response

Loose and free, you are to me,

Hush now, follow thee.

Through the sky, through the air,

I cared enough, thought it was fair.

Through the earth, through the stone,

I left because you weren't mine to hone.

Through the fire and endless pyre,

To be honest, I thought you were mire.

Through the water and endless storm,

Rules are finite, and we weren't the norm.