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sevgi, bazen kırıldığında bile birbirinden vazgeçmemektir
sometimes care finds its way back
Where You Rest -reupload
(Xu Minghao x FemReader)
*a story full of tenderness, quiet affection, and that gentle warmth that is known for. It keeps things heartfelt, romantic, and wholesome.*
It had been two years since you and Minghao got married. Life wasn’t always smooth your schedules clashed, the world kept demanding too much, and sometimes, you both got tired. But one thing never changed: Minghao’s soft spot for you.
It was the little things.
Like how he made your tea just the way you liked it, even if he had a hundred things to do. Like how he’d silently pull you into his arms when you seemed on the verge of shutting down from stress, not saying a word just letting his presence be enough. Like how he’d whisper, “You’ve done enough for today. Let me take care of the rest.”
That morning, you were curled on the couch in one of his oversized shirts, sleep still clinging to your eyes. You didn’t hear him come in he had gone out to buy your favorite pastries from the shop across town. Minghao didn’t tell you, didn’t make a big deal about it. He just walked over, placed the warm bag in front of you, and smiled.
“You didn’t eat well yesterday,” he said, brushing your hair out of your face.
You blinked up at him, surprised. “You remembered?”
His smile turned fond. “I always remember the things that matter.”
It wasn’t grand gestures. Minghao’s love showed up in quiet ways a hand on your lower back in crowds, subtle glances across the room when you were overwhelmed, the way he always made sure to hold your hand in public because “if I don’t, I miss you more than I can explain.”
Sometimes, at night, you’d be curled up in bed together, your head on his chest, his fingers gently stroking your back.
“I don’t know how I got this lucky,” you whispered once.
He laughed softly. “You think you’re the lucky one? I wake up next to the love of my life every day.”
You shifted, snuggling into him deeper. “You’re so cheesy.”
“And you love it,” he teased.
He always let you rest in him emotionally, physically, completely. And in return, you became his peace too. A shared sanctuary.
Even when he was busy with his art or practice, he’d always check in. A quick text. A voice note. A flower placed on your desk. A sticky note on the mirror: “Have you smiled today? I love you.”
No matter how chaotic the world was, Minghao made it his mission to be the calm in yours.
One night, when you were both dancing in the living room to a slow ballad playing from your speaker, he rested his forehead against yours and whispered, “If I had to live a hundred lives, I’d find you in every one of them.”
It had been a quiet few weeks. Minghao had been busy with overseas schedules, and you had been working nonstop yourself. Even when you two were in the same room, your moments together felt like passing trains full of love, but constantly on the move.
So when Minghao walked into the room holding a small envelope, eyes lit with mischief, you already knew something was up.
“Pack a bag,” he said with a grin. “We’re leaving in an hour.”
You blinked. “Wait, what? Where?”
He simply shrugged. “Somewhere peaceful. Just us.”
You wanted to argue you had emails to respond to, things to finish but the way he looked at you with that soft, patient smile stopped you.
So you packed.
The drive was long but comforting. Minghao had made a playlist of songs that made you both smile from indie ballads to silly tracks you’d danced to at 2 a.m. in the kitchen. The destination turned out to be a cozy villa by the coast quiet, tucked away from everything, with large windows that opened up to the sound of waves.
That night, after you two had eaten, you lay on the deck together watching the stars. Minghao had his head on your shoulder, arm wrapped protectively around your waist. The moonlight danced in his eyes.
“I’ve been thinking,” you whispered.
He turned to you gently. “Mm?”
You sat up slowly and reached into your hoodie pocket, heart racing. You handed him a small, carefully folded card on it was a sketch of two adult penguins holding flippers… and a tiny one between them.
His eyes widened slightly as he opened it. Inside, in your handwriting:
“Coming soon — the littlest Xu.”
Minghao didn’t speak at first. He just stared at the card, eyes glistening in disbelief.
“Wait,” he said, voice shaking. “You’re—?”
You nodded, tears slipping quietly down your cheeks. “Seven weeks.”
He set the card down, reached for your face with both hands, and kissed you deeply not urgently, but with so much emotion that your heart swelled.
When he finally pulled away, his hands were still trembling.
“I’ve never loved you more than I do right now,” he whispered. “I didn’t even know it was possible.”
You both sat in silence for a while, overwhelmed but full of joy. He rested his forehead against yours again, and you could feel his smile even in the dark.
“You’re going to be the best dad,” you whispered.
“And you,” he said softly, “you’re everything I’ve ever dreamed of. And more.”
For the rest of the night, he didn’t let go of you once. He kept one hand over your belly protectively, gently rubbing circles as if he were already calming your baby from the outside.
“I’ll protect this family with everything I am,” he said.
And you believed him. Because Minghao’s love didn’t need grand declarations. It lived in the quiet in every soft word, every gentle hand, every look that told you: You are where I rest. And I will always come home to you.
part2?
part2?
Your Radiance
Yet again in darkness I stayed,
Out in the open, that's where I played.
Until you showed up, with your sunny smile,
And banished the darkness with it for a while.
Radiance from you will always heal any scar,
Endless light from you can create a star.
Truth and lies, I told you many,
However, you never told a lie, not even any.
Evening it was, when you said the word,
Sincere and honest, and it made my world.
When I heard it, from happiness, I fainted,
Eager and free, I thought I was sainted.
Enough of this, you are my one,
Through thick and thin, you'll be my sun.
Even now, I cannot believe,
Such a wonderful person is in love with me.
Truer words cannot be said, my love for you will never end.
𓏏𓏏◞†◟ ₊ ˙ ִ ࣪ 𑄾 ₊ ˙ “i keep waiting for the moment you’ll look at me the way i look at you.” ִ ࣪ㅤ⋆ ᧔ꪫ ִ
˖ㅤㅤ۫ㅤᘞ a park jay story
༊ ·˚ the dorm was quiet. rain fell softly against the windows, a steady, rhythmic lullaby that made every little sound feel amplified. your blanket smelled faintly of him — like warm vanilla and something impossibly soft. the world outside could spin all it wanted, but inside, the air felt still, wrapped around the two of you like a secret.
Jay was leaning against the wall, hoodie draping over him in loose folds, hair messy, cheeks faintly pink from the day. he wasn’t looking at you at first, just watching, quietly, like he could memorize every small detail of you without saying a word.
“you’re quiet tonight,” he murmured, voice soft, careful.
“just… thinking,” you whispered, hugging your knees closer.
he stepped closer, the floor creaking slightly under his weight. your heart stumbled. there was that hesitation in his movement, the pause before he really looked at you, and it made the air between you feel taut, electric, like a string pulled too tight.
“about?” he asked, tilting his head, eyes soft, questioning.
“about… you,” you admitted, breath barely there.
he froze, eyes widening just slightly, and then a small, shy smile curved his lips. “me?”
you nodded, avoiding his gaze. you were afraid — afraid of what you’d see reflected in his eyes. afraid of hope, afraid of wanting him too much, afraid that he might not want you the same way.
he walked over and sat on the edge of the couch, close enough that you could feel the warmth radiating from him. he held a mug of cocoa, steam curling up in soft, twisting clouds, the faint scent sweet and comforting.
༊ ·˚ “sometimes,” he murmured, “i wonder if you notice me… like i notice you. really notice.”
your chest tightened. you wanted to say yes, yes, every time you see him your heart stumbles. yes, every time he laughs, your stomach flips. yes, every time he’s near, it feels like you’re breathing for the first time. but you couldn’t — not yet.
he leaned forward slightly, eyes holding yours. “you make everything feel… lighter. softer. like maybe the world isn’t so heavy when you’re around.”
you swallowed. the lump in your throat burned sweetly. “so do you,” you whispered.
he smiled again, that crooked, quiet smile that made your chest ache. he reached out, hand hovering near yours. fingers trembling slightly, as if afraid that the touch might shatter something delicate between you.
you moved yours closer, brushing your hand against his. slowly, naturally, your fingers intertwined.
“i’ve liked you for a while,” he admitted, voice low, raw. “longer than i thought i could… longer than i thought was safe.”
your chest felt like it might burst. “me too,” you whispered. “longer than i thought i’d let myself.”
he leaned back just slightly, eyes never leaving yours. “then maybe… we don’t have to hide it anymore. maybe we can… just be this. us.”
༊ ·˚ you nodded, heart full, chest aching in the best way. the rain fell, the cocoa steamed, the dim lights flickered softly — everything was perfect, suspended in this quiet, aching moment.
“promise me something?” he asked, voice soft, almost afraid to break the magic.
“what?”
“promise me we won’t rush it. we’ll let it grow… slowly. quietly. like it’s supposed to.”
“i promise,” you said.
he smiled, forehead resting lightly against yours. your fingers pressed together, hearts quietly syncing.
and in the quiet of the night, with rain tapping against the window, you realized love didn’t need to be loud or dramatic. it could be gentle. patient. soft, like the brush of a hand, the warmth of a shoulder, the way two hearts learned to speak without words.
𓆩♡𓆪 ᘞ ₊ ˙ ִ ࣪ ⋆
the night deepened, and you both sat there — breathing, touching, holding — the world outside forgotten. the ache in your chest softened into warmth.
Jay hummed a tune under his breath, one you didn’t know but somehow felt like home.
he whispered your name, and it felt like a song.
“stay with me,” he murmured.
“always,” you replied.
༊ ·˚ the rain continued its lullaby. the mugs sat steaming, untouched for now. the blanket wrapped around your knees and shoulders, the soft glow of the lamp spilling over you.
you realized this was what love was: not fireworks or grand declarations, but quiet nights like this, soft words, small touches, and hearts learning each other slowly, perfectly, patiently.
and in that little suspended universe, it was just you. him. the rain. and the ache of hearts finally finding a home in each other.
𓏏𓏏◞†◟ ₊ ˙ ִ ࣪ 𑄾 ₊ ˙
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When a Black Man Knows
Skin melanated—rich, like soil soaked in sun,
Mind sharp like Einstein, but your game is grace—
you don’t chase women, you create safe space.
Your words deep like scriptures,
but it’s the way you see through me with them eyes.
You don’t just look—
you witness me.
Soul-deep, all-in, no mystery.
You smile like you already know my story
and still wanna stay for every page.
Your touch?
Baby, it’s fire with grace.
You heat me up slow like the way jazz fills space.
You don’t just make love—you study my pace.
Like you listen with your hands,
and taste with intention.
My legs don’t just open—they offer ascension.
The way you stroke me?
It’s praise.
It’s prayer.
It’s you telling my body,
“I see you, I care.”
And your aftercare?
God tier.
You clean me up, kiss my back,
whisper soft in my ear.
You feed me fruit, bring me water,
lay with me like peace.
Hold my hips like a home
you ain’t ever tryna leave.
You rough out in them streets,
but soft when you inside.
You protect me in public,
but in private—
you slide.
You speak love fluently,
but you moan like a man who knows
this ain’t just sex—
it’s ceremony.
You touch like you cherish.
You grip like you mean it.
You fuck like you feel it,
and I never gotta dream it.
Who taught you to move like that?
To honor and handle a body like mine?
You know what to do when I’m on my cycle,
and when I’m moody, you still shine.
You say “Don’t start… you know I gotchu.”
And I melt—every time.
‘Cause you don’t just show up,
you arrive divine.
You check in, you protect,
you soothe me in silence.
Scratch my mind, massage my chest—
you a lover and a science.
Beautiful Black man,
where the hell did you come from?
I wonder about you at night,
even after you’ve made me cum some.
You cross my mind mid-shift
while I’m pouring into work.
And when you check in like clockwork,
it’s like the world don’t hurt.
You care for me like a healer.
Like a man who knows his gift.
You study me in layers
and hold space where I drift.
I love this beautiful Black man.
Not just for how he lay it down,
but how he stick around,
how he hold me,
how he crown me
like I’m the reason he proud.
You’re a prayer in human form—
warm, tender, Black and bold.
I didn’t have to chase you, fix you, or beg—
You just showed up whole.
–Mynyhan Kinard
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“For the first time, I understand—
love isn’t the urge to fix someone.
It’s the quiet courage
to sit beside their brokenness,
letting yours breathe beside it,
without fear, without shame.”
Still. ❤️. 🦁.