for now

a collection of writing snippets

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Strangely enough, I am okay.

z.e.

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The sun doesn't make beauty The sun is honest Honesty is never gorgeous It's brutal, unforgiving The moon makes beauty Wrapped in false promises and lies Lies are always pretty Turning even the sun into a new found goddess of light

Codependence // for Chan #25

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Bravery isn't huge. Poets made it No need to save the world. Saving yourself is enough

for Chan #24

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Sleep has become terrifying and reassuring. For it is simple to lose yourself in dreams but hard to wake up And one of these days I'm afraid, I'll sleep forever

for Chan #23

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Hope is a strange thing Tender and violent A living creature Fighting for existence And we are Its paramedics

for Chan #22

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Open mouth Silent language spoken with a dead tongue Possibilities racing through a wasteland Caught breath closed mouth.

hunt for words // for Chan #21

[angelnotebook]

Anchor

You are the rock in my tempest The calm in the storm You are the beauty in a world that’s withering The angel in the apocalypse

Darling, you are my anchor And while you keep me tethered to the ground I’ll be the wings That let you soar above the clouds

(C.)

For Zoe

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morning sun rising  new day, new hope waiting now             open your eyes dear

for Chan #20

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Strength; being kind even when the world is not Kindness; caring even when the world does not Caring; words like a pillow even when the world is anything but Words; beautiful even when the world is not Beauty; finding strength even when the world

for Chan #19

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Whispering voices echoing on the walls of your dreams Waking up haunted by thoughts trapped in the cage that is your mind Wondering why they can't let you rest Shivering in synch with your doubts Another restless night

for Chan #18

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Hesitant brushstrokes Sharp edges Barely smiling But glowing happily Faded colors Dominant lines Barely existing But sitting upright

portrait // for Chan #17

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What is freedom to you? The city, the lights, the uncertainty Birds on a windowsill, birds in the sky Travelling What is freedom to you? The short skirt, the colored hair Creating the life you want Choice What is freedom to you? The escape Mind racing Thinking

for Chan #16

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heaven exists opening its doors praying eternity waiting

for Chan #15

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lacking words, pausing, silence

(un)creative dialogue // for Chan #14

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oh angel, what made you tremble what made you fall oh angel, when did heaven become hell when did you fall oh angel, how do you cope how do you live

for Chan #13

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Keep your smile, it doesn’t lit the world, no burden should be as heavy, but it lights your heart (and maybe that’s all that matters)           Keep fighting, the world isn’t a battlefield, how horrible would that be, but it can be just as harmful (and maybe it shouldn’t be)           Keep living, even if every day, every second feels like death let me tell you it’s worth it down the line 
(and maybe I’m selfish)

for Chan #12

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sunshine smiles & laughs hugs adventure silence & noise peace

happiness // for Chan #11