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actually i might be some flavor of genderfluid

#genderfluid #3am revelation #i feel both transmasc and transfem #help me

one day when i was somewhere 5 and 7 i saw a little girl in a white dress standing motionless in a crowd

i remember asking my mom about her, and my mom saying there wasn't any little girl in a white dress standing motionless in the crowd

i still think about her sometimes

#i think she was a ghost #ghost stories #i guess #weird shit

Back to casually wanting to be dead while aimlessly scrolling on my phone with zero intention to indulge, but with this ominous grief in my guts that isn't about anything in particular

#hello guys im not doing well but you know what #fuck my stupid gay life #this tag exists?!#damnnn #thats cool #anyway anyone wanna kill me rn?

dannyjohnsons

Excuse me 😊 I Need YourHelp 🙁You Need to Kill Me

#me rn

koiagain

What doesn’t Kill U makes u linger between the phase Between pre-teen and young adult Forever

I think I Ame-chan-ed a bit too hard because I think she lives inside my brain now

#needy streamer overload #needy girl overdose #ame chan #kangel #did #did alter #fictive #dissociative identity disorder

Feeling all kind of weirdly floaty tonight...

And I didn’t even take anything. Sleep deprivation plus unsettling media really is a wonderful combination

#yunyun syndrome #needy streamer overload #yeah i played those earlier today #also im hungry #dissociation #staring at the ceiling

My chronic knee pain is chronic-ing

#chronic pain #knee pain #knee problems #ouch

A weird thing about DID is that I keep wondering if a certain alter is hanging around or if it's just that I like his playlist too

#did #did system #did alter #dissociative identity disorder #boy has a dope playlist and im supposed to not listen to it?!

I miss waking up and being sore all over because two gays in a single bed isn't comfortable

I miss having to sleep on the carpet on way too hot nights just so we could cuddle in the morning again

I miss looking at them kiss him while they both hold my hands

#I'm on vacations and I'm lonely #give me my polycule back #polycule

At this point, let's just murder everyone so I can go back home

#i miss my husbands

2am applesauce hits different

#applesauce #2am snack

I honestly can't wait for my older self who finally is doing better to look back at those posts and laugh at how cringey they were

#cringe #i love cringe #please older self don't bully me too much >///<

Starting to treat Tumblr as my personal diary is doing wonders for my mental health

#tumblr diary #digital diary #idk #yeah #i wanna add more hashtags but i don't have inspiration

rpfofficial

the powerful lifelong bonds that are maintained by gay sex that is not happening

weird-on-purpose

Literally me and my two partners, two of us being some flavor of non-sex-repulsed asexuals

Finding out that your younger sibling shares the same unhealthy coping mechanisms as you must be one or the weirdest kinds of grief i ever felt

#siblings #coping mechanism #unhealthy coping mechanisms

oops, i did it again~

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