a study in growing up and out, how to be strong and finding your ideals
super, super private with low activity (i say, but it really depends on where my hyperfixation goes) for Trainer White from Pokemon Special and the Pokemon BW video games. canon divergent and very headcanon based with cherry picking from canon; this blog is super selective, mutuals only and you can call me kelpy. I default to b2w2/post b2w2 era unless plotted otherwise.
for ease of access:
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Headcanons tag
Private/Public Info (subject to edits) / timeline edits to accumula -> nimbasa
Memes tag
Perma starter call
wishlist plots
verse list
rules under the cut for mobile
Won't be taking commentary on N/White as a ship. Non-negotiable. My White is 18 in BW and 20 in B2W2 because that's more plausible than 14 to me for someone starting their own talent agency, even if it's silly pokemon fantasy world. I will block for this.
I RP with canon and OCs alike, I don’t mind either one. I do however, reserve the right to drop a thread for any reason, though I’ll try to talk to you about it. Discord is available to mutuals on request. Just please be aware I suffer from social anxiety so my conversational skills are not great.
This is an 18+ blog; I am 35 and prefer to rp with adults. My preference is 21+
Mutuals only! Please don't like inbox or starter calls if I do not follow you.
Singleship; White's already got herself an N and she only has eyes for him. Most if not all of my worldbuilding will as a result be intertwined with her N's own worldbuilding. Other Ns may interact, but they will always be considered AU interactions and not intersect with the 'canon' timelines.
I can and will use the block button if I feel the need; no I will not justify why I've blocked someone if I do feel the need to do so. If I've hardblocked you, it is 100% because you make me uncomfortable, we've had previous drama on other blogs/in discord and I don't wish to rekindle it, or you simply post a lot of my triggers untagged and I'm doing it for my own mental health.
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE TAG HORROR, EXPLICIT CREEPY PASTA, JUMP SCARES AND GORE/EXCESSIVE GORE (IMAGES ONLY, TEXT IS FINE) WITH TW/CW HORROR. Please also tag dolls, ball joint, porcelain and very life like dolls in particular. Dolls that are very clearly toys such as barbie dolls don't need to be tagged. BJD is also an acceptable tag for dolls.
When it comes to "mains"; if White is talking about that particular character in an NPC role, you're welcome to assume that she's speaking about one of the listed blogs specifically, as it's likely something that happened with one of them. (This does not mean their blog is or will be involved in the plot we have going! It just means that if White mentions something offhand, it probably did happen and lets me, personally, keep track of where the thread/plot fits in my blog's verse(s) in my own internal organization system.)
Ask memes can always be continued and turned into a thread, no question! Feel free to reply or move it to a new thread if you wanna continue it and I'll likely reply. If I'm not feeling like it needs to be continued I'll let you know so we can plot something anyway.
While nsfw topics may come up they'll be more along the lines of canon typical violence, child abuse/kidnapping, etc. All stuff that happens in the manga and video games.
"Is it? I don't see it." She leaned back over, checking again with a frown. "Hmm, no not here." She didn't think it was in either of their bags either, and she knew for sure it hadn't been left behind. "Where's everyone at?"
"Hey N, have you seen my copy of cooking mama? Gigi wanted to play but I can't find where I put it. I dont suppose one of the pokemon wandered off with it?"
He’s waiting in her office, slowly spinning in circles in her chair; a plush of cinnaomroll alongside a few other things sitting on the desk. Spin, spin, spin.
… He’s getting a little dizzy, just as he caught White walking in.
“Hi,” N stopped spinning in the chair and offered the plush out to her, “Got you some things from the new shop. I thought you’d like cinnamoroll.”
"Did you know you're my favorite husband." Also her only one, but that's not important! She accepts the plush, giving it a pleased squish and marveling at how soft it was. He'd splurged on the good plush, and White can appreciate that. She leans over to kiss his nose, grinning.
"And I got you some snacks." As a thank you for waiting so long in her office and not wandering off to go do N things when she took longer than intended.
"Filming? Like, a movie?" White blinks, a little confused at his confusion. Had she not been clear about what filming meant? "I own a pokemon actor agency, and I helped found the pokestar studios in Unova! I've been looking for good locations for filming some movies that we've been thinking about, and Po Town looks really good for a location!"
She swallows the rest of her food, bouncing slightly.
"Obviously we'd try to limit ourselves to one location! To avoid disrupting the daily lives and stuff. And everyone would be compensated for the inconvenience. We also offer very competitive pay rates for locals who would like to take on extra roles for us! We try to recruit locals for things like background crowds and people doing normal people stuff instead of bringing in hordes of people from other places to do it."
She doesn't think Po Town looks like the sort of place to have the fancy hotels a lot of famous actors expect when they're filming, even as background faces.
“I’ll keep an eye on you.” N promised, after giving it some thought. “And if you feel like you’re in danger, you can tell me. I’ll switch you out with one of the others.” He placed the palm of his hand down in front of Gigi, hopefully the action conveying that he wanted her trust. “I would never, ever put my friends in the midst of danger if I can avoid it. But if it would give you a measure of peace to see how you could do in something like a fight, the offer is always open to you. It doesn’t expire.”
Blueberry gave an appreciative nod, He always keeps revives and keeps us healthy. N never break his word.
I think I'd like to try. Battle seemed so fun and White was just so much more concerned with their agency work... Gigi understood–she enjoyed the life and luxury of an actress! But sometimes...
Well, pokemon were made to fight.
But maybe... Maybe something a little less... Black to start? I don't think he knows how to hold back.
Perhaps a wild pidove? They seemed more Gigi's speed. Oh, or one of those double battles? Those looked interesting too. Maybe Blueberry.
"Well, heya. It's been a bit but it's nice t' see you again. How have ya' been? Been workin' hard?"
"Hi! Yeah! Look, Gigi can break down an entire brick wall now!" She's been able to do that for awhile but it's cool okay? "I don't think I'm leaving show business any time soon but Gigi gets her exercise!"
@weisskunigin - "N, oh my god." She loves him but also!
“…” Is anyone going to tell her that there wasn’t any actual doctors on staff aside from one or two when he was younger? No? “I don’t know what you expect from me.”
im home now; thank you to everyone to sent replies and messaged me on discord. she's gone now but i was with her when she passed even if she was in the carrier at the time. super upset and i keep crying every time i look at the cat tree but i'll be alright eventually. for now today definitely taking the day off and sticking to discord while i distract myself with netflix for a bit. feel free to message me on discord if we have it; i'll be slow but distractions are good for me
