I am feeling that my stories are getting boring and shorter ever since i came back, i do apologize for that. They all looked rushed and not given enough time, whenever i get a request that really gets me motivated i do the request immediately when I'm free. Maybe that's the reason why the stories looked rushed and it kinda doesn't make much sense, it was all better in my mind. I just feel very insecure with the way i write and wary with my own works.
I deeply apologize for my recent works that doesn't seem right as the old ones, i will do better.
Thank you for your support as well, i appreciate it all more than you think, it means a lot to me.. ❤️🩹💋
Your eyes stayed glued to the mirror in front of you, your clothes were dirty from your recent work. Your hands clutching the fabric of your dress as you struggled to say the words, the frustration bubbling inside of you as your brows knit together slightly..
"𝘎—𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥.. 𝘥-...𝘢𝘺.. 𝘏𝘰—𝘸 𝘤𝘢—.. 𝘐 𝘩-𝘩𝘦𝘭.. 𝘱.."
You almost had it, you tried picturing the word in your mind and tried to say it again, yet you kept stuttering, causing yourself to let out a frustrated groan and look away from your reflection and sit on your chair, your eyes landing on the last texts you had with Ji-yong..
Your heart raced and that only made your stutter worse, your stained hands reached to your cheeks as your breathing hitched, still trying to say the words that you pictured in your mind.
You are a very talented lady, with your amazing masterpieces and your wide creativity, it caught the attention of Kwon Ji-yong, someone you were definitely a fan of, you've been heavily inspired by him and his history in the kpop / music industry. Your recent inspired art about his recent album, 'Übermensch', went viral as for your great idea to create a unique portrait of him and every large or little detail about the songs were included, a lot struggled to decipher it all while Ji-yong was beyond amazed with your work.
Your mind was back to reality when you heard the knock on your studio's door before it gently opened and your heart sank when you saw the familiar mint hair and his gaze that made your whole body freeze. "Wow, the studio is full of such amazing artworks." He'd comment while glancing around,
When he finally noticed you, he smiled slightly and approached you. "Annyeong, Ms. (Y/n)." He spoke as he stopped in his tracks not too far away, you, on the other hand, stood up and hid your hands behind your back as they wouldn't stop trembling. "..Ann..y-yeo—.." You had to look away and avoid his gaze out of sheer embarrassment and you couldn't even finish one single word. Your embarrassment slowly gets added on with humiliation when you feel his staff crew giving you judging looks.
Ji-yong paused and his eyes went wide in realization with your struggles, seeing the way you hid your face made him look behind him and saw his staff crew looking at you. With a nod of his head, most of them stepped out for now, leaving you and Ji-yong alone. "Hey, Jegi, it's alright." Ji-yong's usually firm tone turned softer and he took off his sunglasses, his gentle gaze waiting for you to show yourself once more.
"It's okay, take your time." He added, when you finally looked at him again, he gave you a small, reassuring smile and also a hint of encouragement in his gentle gesture. "I h—have.. p-pre-p..pared th—.. oth—er"
You paused for a bit, your hands trembling again before he gently put a reassuring hand on your shoulder, he kept his soft gaze on you, just patiently waiting for you to say the next word, not interrupting you nor guessing what'd you say next. He's there, a gentle hand on your shoulder, while he waits for you to finish.
"p-po..rtraits.. f—for you t-to see." You finally managed to say as he would smile more when you didn't stutter much in the end of your sentence.
"That's lovely, i would be very glad to have a look at them." He spoke softly and gave you a reassuring smile, giving your shoulder one last gentle squeeze before you nodded and led the way to show him the portraits, your recent ones, especially the ones inspired by him and his creations.
Whenever he'd ask some questions, he'd give you that gentle look in his eyes that helped you be at ease and not stutter that much, this brought a smile on Ji-yong's face seeing you getting the hang of it and found your little hand gestures adorable that sometimes he'd watch your hands. Moreover, he did love your artworks, your own creations. He was amazed, no, some masterpieces really got him bewildered and speechless and had to look at it a few more times.
At the end of the day, Ji-yong bought a few of your amazing works, and before he left he gave you his number and asked for your Instagram if you have one, which you do.
After leaving your studio and going back home your phone buzzed and you took a quick peak but your eyes widened when you saw a notification that you've been tagged in G-Dragon's post. Upon clicking the notification, your heart raced when you saw the pictures Ji-yong took, the portraits now at his home and him holding them looking very happy.
Your eyes landed on the caption when your thumb clicked like, and your heart melted at his sweet little message;
hii can you do jiyong x fem!reader that struggle with stuttering? I always struggled when talking bcs I just can't stop stuttering and ppl often makes fun of it loll haha just jiyong being a whole gentleman towards the reader. and reader melting bcs of his sweet demeanor. the way he held eye contact to make her feel seen and encouraged, the way he didn't try to guess her next words like most ppl would do, the way he didn't rush her and just wait for her next words while still maintaining that eyes contact!!<33
Absolutely Sweetheart! I'll work on it as soon as possible, I'm so happy to do this request for you, and yes i can also understand how you envision Ji-yong with the reader that struggles with their stuttering, i already have many ideas on how I'll start, etc!
Seung-hyun has lost all entertainment and interest in his own castle, it's been several years and he was fed up with all the boring duties, as all have lost their meaning and purpose. He reminded himself as long as he can provide the protection and the source of his land needs then he will remain as a king deserving of his people's gratitude.
"Your Highness, the crates have been delivered to the assigned location." The butler announces, earning a nod from Seung-hyun, who has an uninterested look on his face. "Your Highness, would you like to have a walk outside the garden?" The butler offered only to be dismissed with Seung-hyun's quick yet respectful rejection. The butler let out a sigh and nodded before he bowed and left the throne room to return to his duties.
Seung-hyun stood from his throne and made his way to the window, his empty and calculating eyes scanning the view from above, watching little kids run around, playing and enjoying themselves. Seung-hyun watched for a little longer before, one by one, the kids went home as the sun set to a dark sky. He lets out a quiet sigh, turning around and walks out of his throne room, looking around, he swiftly went to his chambers and he takes off his jewelry, one by one, quietly setting them on the softness of the cloth in the large box, as he placed the last one carefully, he then closed the large box and hid it. He felt a surge of excitement and uncertainty with this idea but he wishes to explore the true nature of his land during the night.
He wore his dark cloak and left his chambers, making his way down the empty halls until he reached the two big, wooden doors. Quietly pushing one slightly open until he could squeeze out of it, he let it slide close soundlessly. His excitement and wonder only grew the moment he could smell the fresh air of this peaceful and quiet night.
Busy streets, people chattering, he can't help but smile slightly seeing his people were doing just as fine. He was checking out a flower shop when he heard someone struggling with carrying the flower pots. He sets the flower back to its place and he steps in to help. "Here, allow me." He said as you, the flower shop owner, lets out a surprised noise when you see a man helping you put the pots inside. "Oh, thank you so much! I thought it'll take me forever to get these inside!" You chimed in with a smile. "It's no problem, after all, you look really exhausted. Many customers today?" He replied with an interested look in his eyes.
"Oh indeed! Thank you for your help, come have a seat. I'll get you something." You said, gently holding his arm to lead him to the chair in your shop. "Oh it's okay-" He tried to protest yet he was cut off when he was already on the chair with a glass of water on the table in front of him. "Oh hush, i have to repay you somehow for your kindness," you said while you were behind the little counter of what seemed to be a mini kitchen. "would you like some pie?" You offered, showing him the plate with a slice of the warm pie you had just made.
Somehow Seung-hyun's mouth nearly watered when he saw the sight of the delicious looking food.. "Oh that looks really good.." He muttered, which he got a chuckle out of you. "Don't be shy now, here you go." Placing the plate down on the table and the utensils next to it as you sit across him. While he ate, he couldn't help but steal glances at you, his eyes meeting yours made his heart suddenly beat faster, it's like the world around him finally has colors.
"Oh how rude of mee! I'm (Y/n), and you are?" Seung-hyun paused.. He knows he kept his name anonymous for several years, could this lovely person possibly notice? "Ah, you can call me Seung-hyun." He replied with a warm smile to which you returned. "Seung-hyun, what a lovely name." You chuckled softly, making Seung-hyun's heart race once more. He can't stop looking at you, admiring you, just the way you'd smile and gaze at him, it's like the world is lively once again.
Being a little curious, Seung-hyun changed the topic. "So.. just curious. What are your thoughts about.. the king?" He was almost hesitant, but he wanted to know... Does she even recognize him? You raised an eyebrow when he mentioned the king, oh how you admired him. "Ohh sweet heavens! The king, he's amazing! He always stays true to his words, but goodness, i never seen his face before, nor know his name. Only few people remember his name after several years of him deciding to stay anonymous." Seung-hyun felt, a little relieved. Were you new here?
"Are you.. new here?" He asked, then took a sip from the glass of water. "Oh yes, i just moved two years ago from the Kwon Kingdom." Ahh yes, he recognized that kingdom too quickly. Of course this person came from that kingdom. It wasn't a bad kingdom, just the people there were just not it. Seung-hyun has been there, once.
"Ah, i see.." Seung-hyun looked away, avoiding her gaze. "Oh there was no problem with the kingdom whatsoever! It's just that my grandmother left this shop to me before she died.." You added with a gentle look in your eyes, not wanting him to get the wrong idea. "I understand, and I'm sorry for your loss. How do you like it here so far?" Your smile returns at his reply and your heart beats faster, it was like you felt more happy to finally make a new friend. "Loving it here, definitely! Life here has never been this better.. I'm happy and content." You smiled softly..
Seung-hyun's mind kept lingering back at you, your smile, your eyes and your voice.. Every night, it's like you were a ghost haunting his dreams, by letting him believe you were in his arms and when dawn arrives, he'd wake up to a nightmare of realization you were never there.
Ever since Seung-hyun met you, he felt there was more to life than just keeping his kingdom at peace and balanced. There was more he could explore, and he was sure he wanted to explore more with you, the thought of having you by his side, hearing your voice everyday, every night and seeing your smile, your gentle gaze. He was smiling more than usual which got his butler wondering what he's up to now, but he was glad to see his king having the same light of life in his eyes than the hollow and emotionless eyes.
"Your Highness, i assume you discovered something new?" The butler spoke from the doorway, expecting Seung-hyun's answer to be art related or something more? "Not something, 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦." The butler's eyes widened momentarily, oh this was better than he thought. This is great news.
"Oh this lovely person, just amazing. Their smile, their sweet voice.. and oh their beautiful (eye color) eyes.." Seung-hyun said while his eyes would close, imagining your beautiful features as he spoke. The butler felt a wave of relief and happiness seeing the King looking so happy and in love, he could only hope Seung-hyun could be this happy everyday.
"I want them to be my everything.."
Seung-hyun whispered, a smile on his face as he stood up from his throne and looked outside the window. He lets out a wry chuckle upon seeing a couple walking down the busy streets of his kingdom, as he would imagine he and you would have a walk around his garden, showing you beautiful flowers- wait.
"My garden." Seung-hyun murmured before he was already making his way to his neglected garden, and his eyes widened seeing the wilted flowers, the dead trees and he immediately went to cut off all dead roots to plant new ones. "Your Highness?! What are you doing? You do realize you can order your maidens to do the job for you!" His butler exclaimed from the gates.
Seung-hyun stood up and looked at his butler with a wide smile and exclaimed;
"No, i want to do this myself, so i can show them that i made this garden as beautiful as them!"
"Not now, please." Ji-yong muttered in frustration as he slipped out of your embrace hastily, which got you watching him make his way to another spot in the room. Slowly, you followed him and stood in front of him, once his eyes would give you a quick glance, he'd let out an exaggerated sigh and give you a look, "What? What do you want?" His heart squeezes when he realizes the words that came out of his own mouth, yet his frustration rises again and you hug him and kiss his cheek.
"Can't you see I'm busy? Geez." He'd grumble and try to pry you off. "Oh please Ji-yong, you're always so grumpy, can't the girlfriend give her boyfriend some love?" Tae-yang said from the doorway as the others let out a chuckle, this only fueled Ji-yong's frustration and stress, great, now they're gonna start with the teasing again. Why did you have to be.. so lovely? He doesn't understand why you don't seem to stay away from him for five minutes. He'd tell you to go away and nudge you but never really means it. He just nudges you a few times before he automatically gives up on trying, knowing you won't let go even if he told you to.
"Shut up guys." Ji-yong would mutter as he glanced at you one last time before he lets out another sigh and continues to read the papers in his hands with you hugging him while your hands rubbed small circles on his back to soothe him a bit even though his entire body was tense, especially when his members are in here now.
During lunch, you and Ji-yong went to eat at a restaurant, a secluded spot as ever and you can't help but reach your hand out that was holding the spoon full of the delicious food. "Try it, it's really good." You said with a small smile as Ji-yong's heart would race, "I can do it myself.." He whispered, but still ate the food you offered and let out a hum. "Yeah, it's good." He gave you a small smile and that brought a smile to your face as well.
You were enjoying the food, not noticing the little mess on the side of your lips and Ji-yong was waiting for you to notice the whole time but you were completely unaware of this, he rolled his eyes at your carefree and childish behavior but he grabbed the tissue and wiped your lips anyway. "Take it easy, it's not like you're in an eating competition." He muttered and you let out a chuckle. "Right, sorry sorry. The food is just so good!" He shook his head. "We have plenty of time, savor it or choke on it." He grumbled but he couldn't stop the small smirk forming his lips.
After his practice, you went home together and you didn't waste time preparing him a nice bath. "Aren't you gonna help me?" He asked from the tub, looking at you with his eyebrows furrowed like it was your fault for something. You'd giggle and place the towel aside, "alright, alright. I'm here." you said while you gave him a massage, letting his tense muscles finally relax as he'd let out little sighs and groans of relief, murmuring little 'Thank you's.
After taking a bath, now was the time to start your journey in the kitchen. "What do you wanna have for dinner, Ji?" You ask as you give him a peck on his lips, making him avoid your gaze for a minute or two. "Well, let's have something simple for tonight.. And I'll help you cook. I don't feel like watching TV." He replied while he gave your lower back a gentle pat.
You were just finishing up, Ji-yong helped you cook way faster and you appreciated his help as always. Yet, you felt his arms wrapping around your waist, hugging you from behind while he rested his head on your shoulder. "I'm sorry for acting that way.." He mumbled softly, your heart melted at how vulnerable and soft he sounded despite he sounded serious most of the time. "Ji, you know i still love you, and i love that about you." You replied while leaning your head against his, he trailed kisses on the side of your neck softly as he whispered against your ear..
"You're always so patient with me, and understanding.. I'm so lucky to call you mine."
Omg you're back!!! Welcome back! Super excited to read what you're gonna put out!! 🩷🩷🩷
Yes!! I'm so back! Thank you so much for waiting for me all these times, i really appreciate your patience and support for me, I'm cooking up more stories / headcanons for you all!💋
I also am working on stories of my own and i plan to do a mini series with one of my stories, wanna take a guess? XD
You were never the type to be seen with anyone with such popularity, you've always seen yourself as the average human being on this earth, not popular or anything, just a peaceful life and you got things under control, or do you?
You've always been all by yourself, and you're okay with that, life was great. You were getting the hang of this new school you transferred in, staying out of trouble as much as possible and making sure you don't get too ahead of yourself.
As you were lost in your thoughts, you didn't see the person that was literally in front of you, bumping into them. You were about to apologize yet your body moved on its own when your eyes recognized that familiar earring he has, sprinting to the nearest turn and hiding behind the wall with your hand over your mouth.
Ji-Yong was talking to Seung-hyun when someone bumped into him, making him grunt and before he could even see the person properly.. the person was gone. "I- The fuck?" He muttered and looked around. Seung-hyun, who was confused as he was, glanced around too. "Wow, a fast one." He snickered and nudged Ji-yong's shoulder.
Ahh yes, you could never forget, that bad boy with the earrings and the tattoos he doesn't bother to hide, is Kwon Ji-Yong, the bad boy in this school that's been crushing on you. You seriously don't know why he would like you of all people, there were other girls here, why you?
The other day, Ji-Yong went to your classroom by following you but when he stepped inside, he realized you were gone. He'd blink once or twice, and swore in his mind he was following you, or was he starting to hallucinate? He shook his head and left the classroom, slowly you peek from under your desk and sighed in relief. Now that he's gone, you can finally read your books in peace.
The whole class was boring for you, so you had to wait for the bell to ring so you can get your freedom of going home and rest. Yet your mind lingers at Ji-Yong, thinking about how he looked so silly and confused earlier, you couldn't help the small smirk on your face at the thought.
When the bell finally rings, you were quick to leave the classroom and make your way down the halls as it slowly gets full of other students wanting to get home like you. You were walking fast, just to get through the gates and just a few more.. hoping Ji-yong won't see you-
But the heavens did not spare you this time when the moment you step out of the school grounds, in the corner of your eye, Ji-Yong was there, staring back at you with those determined eyes of his, and before you knew it, he was approaching you. A little too fast- quickly, you tried to vanish yourself into the crowd, your heart beating faster like it was about to jump out of you. Just as you thought you were safe, Ji-yong's hand reached your arm, making your heart sink.
"Hey, wait a minute!" His voice, so loud, made some people look and panic washed over you as you desperately tried to pull your arm away but he didn't give you a chance, and you missed your damn bus. "I just want to talk to you, pretty!" Your face felt warm and you have no idea what the hell to reply to that. All you know is that this is definitely awkward as hell for you.. "Please go out with me." He said with determination in his eyes, handing you the little box of sweets inside. "H-Hold on a minute i.." You stammered, unsure what to reply, you really thought you could outrun him again, but he was more clever today or he just got lucky.
"Give me a chance, please." He'd hold your hand, giving your knuckles a gentle kiss as he looks into your eyes full of uncertainty and something more.. He wanted to know, no, he needed to know. Were you really gonna give him a chance? How would you know or not know if he probably does this to different girls, what if he was-
You cleared your throat and stopped your own mind from saying anything worse...
And ever since that day you still avoided Ji-yong, while he would go as far as leaving you love letters on your desk which you could barely understand the poor handwriting. But still, a part of you couldn't help but be in awe and a trance of how he was so determined to make you his.
One day, in school, it was lunch break. You and Ji-yong were at the top floor, just chilling, sitting next to each other while having snacks and drinks. "When will you say yes?" You raised an eyebrow at Ji-yong's sudden question.. "To what?" You muttered, he leaned a bit closer, his finger gently booping your nose.
You didn't know exactly why you'd be like this, at first you thought you just had a short temper, but now it's more than just that. Especially when Dae-sung would shower you with his love and affection, maybe it was because you weren't that used to it, sudden physical touch and affection would make you flinch and tense up, yet you wouldn't pull away or avoid it because you don't mean to reject his love and affection, it just catches you off guard, and there's still a part of you that hasn't gotten used to it.. yet.
"My sweet!" You let out a grunt when Dae-sung's voice rang in your ears, cutting you off from your mind as his strong arms wrapped around your waist gently, his lips immediately finding their way to your cheek. Your eyes widened when you heard the other guys from his boy group would chuckle and comment how cute you two were, this made you hide your face as your body would automatically nudge away Dae-sung which only made him laugh at how grumpy you became so quickly.
In the dressing room, you were left alone with him, for some time only. The others would probably come back in after a few more hours, you were tense as hell. You already know there's cameras everywhere, capturing your every move and Dae-sung has been doing the thing that annoyed you to no end, peppering your face with kisses, your hands helplessly tried to pry him off but that was no use, he would pepper your face with kisses whether you like it or not. "There's cameras.. everywhere." You'd mutter out, making him giggle and cup your cheek gently.
I know love, but that's needed here, i know you don't like cameras but i promise you we'll get going soon, okay?" He reassured you quietly and you just grumbled and nodded, clearly not liking the room, this made him smile and pull you closer to which you attempted to scoot away and still fail.
Hours have passed and your patience is thinning each minute, you had to step outside because you swear you could not handle the amount of people in there, it was overwhelming you. You turn around when you hear footsteps, his soft gaze and gentle smile makes your heart beat faster than ever, yet you couldn't help but avoid his gaze and earned a wry chuckle from him. "Escaping?" He muttered as he gently pulled you in his embrace, your hands hesitant to make a move. "No, there's too many people." You'd reply back, sounding impatient as ever and he plants a kiss on your forehead.
"Well we should be heading home in thirty more minutes, think you can wait a little longer?" His hands slid from your waist to your hips affectionately, making your face warm up and you could only reply with a simple nod making him smile and lead you back inside for the meantime.
When you got home, Dae-sung didn't waste time carrying you to your room.. He loved carrying you, seeing your eyes widen every time he picks you up with ease and carefully opening the door and gently setting you down.. "I can do it on my own.." You'd grumble out when he attempted to help you change into your pajamas, yet he still helped you anyway, making you grumble once again which made him smile at how adorable you were.
After doing your night routine together, some mini fights here and there, Dae-sung loved the way your face would contort into annoyance with a mix of flustered makes his heart race, the way you'd pout and sometimes stomp your feet, not to mention your height, he just falls in love with you again and again.
As you settled in bed, you were enveloped in his strong arms, letting out a quiet sigh as your eyes slowly closed, feeling his lips on your forehead once again as he whispered;
"You always find ways to make me fall for you again and again, i don't know how you do it but i love it. I love you, Aein."
It really just started off with teasing each other, but to be fair it was the fact that both of you went too far. Hurting each other's feelings with the harshest words that you were secretly surprised you find yourself saying things like that to someone who'd spit the same venom at you. Kwon Ji-yong, you met him when you were both trainees, just when him and his group were watching your practices, he'd always make side comments about it which entirely annoyed you, and so you would do the same to him.
That's how it all started.
Walking down the hallways used to be something peaceful to you, walking out of the busy building. Not anymore, you'd always stay alert now, Ji-yong started pulling pranks on you too, he'd pop out of nowhere and scare the living hell out of you. It pissed you off to no end, especially when you can't really get back at him that time.
Slamming your fist on the table of your desk, you can't help but sigh deeply at the horrible memories back then, why did he have to start making your experience as a trainee so shit? The songs he wrote, dissing you were all over social media and your songs too, you've been pushing yourself past your limits just to make another one, just one more, you can do it, can't you?
Maybe you believed his words back then, what's been pushing you down too. To make it worse, he did say it at one of his concerts, that you wish won't pop out of your feed anymore. If there's one thing that you always avoid is humiliation, and that's exactly what he's doing. Of course he'd say something like that in front of thousands of people because he just hates you, and you hate him, did you?
Not just that, your day's already bad, it's only getting worse when his fans would obviously be on his side, claiming that you wouldn't have been famous if it wasn't for Ji-yong.
Was it true?
You became a rising star when you released the album of dissing Ji-yong like he did to you, the rest of your songs never noticed that much, a wave of envy washed over you at the realization, it was true... If it wasn't for Ji-yong you wouldn't have gotten the spotlight in your life. And now here you are, overworking yourself because you definitely got another idea for this new song.
Ji-yong, listening to your old songs that never got much attention, was intrigued with it, no, with all of them. Trying to decipher each meaning of the song, to know you better, to know your weak spots and maybe he'd make another diss track of you. Yet.. he can't help but be in a trance when he becomes focused on the softness of your voice, the way you sang, so angelic, alluring. A small smile on his face as he was finally acknowledging your talent.
You were getting better, he knew it.
And for once, he doesn't plan to bring you down this time.
Months or even years, he never got you out of his mind, he'd never admit it aloud, but seeing and hearing the way you were just so creative with your words in your diss tracks, it did stung him a bit, maybe he got a taste of his own medicine that time, both of your prides were too high to admit anything to each other. But a part of him wanted to know you better, better than anyone else.
You were just so.. amazing.
Amazing?..
Ji-yong shook his head and let out a sigh, what was he thinking just now? He hated you, why would he compliment you like that? He finally stopped the song and left his studio for the meantime.
Weeks have passed,
What were you up to? All of those songs you wrote, you couldn't even start the progress of turning into the perfect diss track. You thought it would be perfect because Ji-yong suddenly stopped dissing you, and you thought it was a perfect time to strike back but.. a part of you stopped you from even starting the progress.
You swore you were so pumped up to finally make this and now here you are, stuck in your studio with papers scattered on your desk, startled by the sound of your phone ringing right next to your head got you falling off your chair, but picking up anyway, it must be your manager again.
"𝘼𝙣𝙣𝙮𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙜."
Your eyes widened when you recognized that voice, and you were about to start asking when he beat you to it.
You felt skeptical with his sudden invitation of a conversation, about what? What does he really want? Is he finally done making diss tracks of you and deciding to face you?
"𝘐.. 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘥.. 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦."
"𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮, 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙩 𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩."
Your voice came out tired and quieter than usual, but it was enough for Ji-yong to hear. After giving you the time, you had to be ready, he said he'll pick you up at 8pm and it's already 6pm. You have an hour..
Getting ready took you long enough, you didn't put much make up on, just light makeup is enough. You saw his car nearing the front of your house and you took a deep breath before the car pulled to a stop in front of you and the window rolls down, revealing Ji-yong at the driver's seat.
"Come on now, I'm not opening the door for you."
He said, a hint of mockery and emptiness in his tone, led you to rolling your eyes and getting in anyway. The ride to the cafe was quiet.. awkward. You felt a bit uncomfortable, you swore you could feel his eyes glancing at you sometimes..
"Alright, what do you want."
You muttered when you both sat down, it was a secluded spot so you were good to talk, for now. Ji-yong lets out a sigh before he leans back. "Not even a 'How have you been?' You really wound me, Jagiya." He said feigning hurt as he held back an arrogant smirk. You masked your annoyance with a chuckle and a forced smile. "How rude of me, how have you been?" You mustered up the courage to just say it, you were already getting pissed off because of his attitude.
"Been good, just wanted to ask you.. if we can just have this chance to talk about.. us."
Ji-yong replied, keeping his eyes on you. His words made your heart beat faster, what the hell does he mean by us? You guys weren't a thing, you were enemies, rivals, that's it.. Right?
"Do you really hate me? Or are you just keeping this up to reach the hall of fame?"
That made you answer immediately, locking your gaze with his.
"No. I.. That's not it-"
"Then what is it?"
You paused as he was also quick to reply to you, your heart beats faster, your mind going blank and words stuck in your throat.. Did you really hate him? Or did you believe you hate him?
"I don't know."
You muttered, avoiding his gaze and thinking.. yet no more words could come out of your mouth. You could only look back at Ji-yong with uncertainty and an uncomfortable silence..
"Take it easy, will you?"
He sighed and held your hand, his thumb gently caressing your knuckles, offering the comfort he could. "Be careful.. what if someone could recognize us?" You warned, slightly pulling your hand away only for him to hold your hand tighter. "No one will, just trust me." He said, his voice becoming softer and his hold on your hand gentler. His gaze softened when he saw the fear in your eyes. "Focus on me, just.. listen, okay?" He said softly, quietly, now holding your hand with both of his hands.
Ever since that day, both of your perspectives have changed towards each other. You never bother to text anyone but your close friends but you were beyond shocked when Ji-yong started texting you.. even asking how your day was.
Your heart ached a bit as he mentioned he was feeling lonely and you had to admit.. you were lonely too. Your house would always be so quiet, just the sound of your TV coming from the living room every afternoon or evening.
𝘠𝘰𝘶:
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯.
Ji-yong didn't reply after he read the text, you couldn't tell if he was just pulling a prank on you. You shook your head and sighed, the knock on your door got you jumping off your couch.. That fast? You opened the door and saw Ji-yong standing there, looking at you with the same wide eyes...
"...What are you waiting for? Get in-"
You said making him scurry inside and glance around, "I.. wasn't expecting you to let me come over. Thank you." he muttered as you led him to the couch. "Hey it's nothing, i was lonely too." You replied quietly, you nearly jumped when he sat next to you, very close. "Hey.. you've been really touchy since you talked to me." You stated firmly and he wrapped an arm around your waist and pulled you into an embrace, catching you off guard.
"I don't know what this feeling is making me want to hold you like this and just admire you, but i want to know more.. until i can understand it, and understand you." He said against your shoulder, his hand caressing your back. He gently pulls back and cups your cheeks, his gaze locked on yours as he mutters;
"I don't know this feeling but it's something that is definitely stronger than hatred."
WELCOME BACK!!! i got so excited when I finally saw a notification from your blog!!! How have you been??
Hai Bae! Thank you so much! I've been good now, i took my time to recover from the events and activities, now i am ready to do the requests that have been pending for a long time now, i do apologize for my long absence but I'm back now and i have more requests cooking up in my drafts and soon to be posted 💋♡
Thank you so much for your support despite the fact that I've been inactive for a while, it means a lot to me <3
𝗡𝗼𝘁𝗲; HIIII I'M FINALLY BACK BAES!! I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING GONE FOR SO LONG💋
𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: NONEEE
𝗣𝗹𝗼𝘁/𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: How BigBang members would react to their S/O on stage with them as also being part of YG entertainment.
𝙶-𝙳𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚘𝚗
• He loves to wink at you, and everyone would see it from the big screen and your flustered face as well
• You'd have a little dance whenever switching places on stage, silly or lovely, and you know it wasn't just for the audience but for you both to show just how happy he was to have you with him on stage in front of thousands of people
• Little add ons before the next song, you know when it all goes silent and lights fade into darkness before the next song plays and he'd say "𝗛𝗲𝘆 (𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲) 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆?" And you'd smirk and reply with an energetic "𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗴𝗼, 𝗚𝗗!" as the crowd would go wild with these, and of course for every concert it's all different, you both agreed it'd be boring to hear the same thing again and again
• Hand placement. This man would hold your waist, your hand, or if he gets bold enough, your hip. He'd usually hold you by the waist but you'd just smile when you'd feel how he gathered the courage to hold you by the hip, and you'd be sure to get back at him later
𝚃.𝙾.𝙿
• Now we all know how he just loves to dance, right? Well he loves to randomly hold your hand and lead you to the center and do a silly little dance with you as he would sing, with you giving him an admirable smile
• He's not used to physical touch at all and you respect that, especially when he mentioned before he doesn't like showing skin that much, but there were still times he would wrap an arm around your waist and press his forehead against yours as the song fades and so did the lights, leaving the crowd going crazy
• He'd tease you sometimes, saying "(𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲) 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘂𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲?" knowing damn well you can't really beat him in rapping but hey, who said you couldn't beat him with your amazing vocals?
• Cute little interactions, giving you a rose mid song, a little dance when it's both of your turns to sing, and he would have a cloth with him, whenever he'd see you sweating from exhaustion he'd be quick to gently wipe the sweat off your face without ruining your make up
• Cute poses together before the song ends, but he loves to end a song with carrying you in his arms while you wrap your arms loosely around his neck
𝙳-𝙻𝙸𝚃𝙴
• What were you expecting? Of course he'd be so happy to have you with him on stage, he won't leave you alone for too long because he doesn't want you to feel lonely or leave you all alone by yourself
• It's always so fun with him, he loves to show you just how happy he is to be with you, because you're both idols, it gets busy for the both of you that you could barely text or call, and he would cherish the time he has with you on stage, and every interaction you both would have even if it was just short amount of time, he'd make it special for you
• Loves to hold your hand anytime, anywhere, he'd reach his hand out for you to hold, and if you don't hold his hand quick enough he'd stomp his way over to you and hold your hand anyway
𝚂𝙾𝙻 / 𝚃𝙰𝙴-𝚈𝙰𝙽𝙶
• With him it's always fun because even if you can't dance that much like him, he'd teach you ON THE SPOT, girl... He's not taking no for an answer
• "I can't dance like that, Hyung!" You'd laugh as you tried to mimic his dance moves, and while still singing he beckons you to come closer and he would show you each step and you have no choice (at least you tried)
• Definitely loves to ruffle your hair when he gets the chance and laughs whenever your hair would be a mess, you'd find a way to get back at him somehow
• Silly dances with him, as long as you're both having fun and enjoying yourselves too, he loves seeing you so happy and proud, it brings warmth to his heart and soul
• Randomly taps your shoulder and when you turn around he'd have his hand ready for a short rock, paper, scissors challenge with you and you'd happily accept the challenge mid song
Hi🤗 just wanted to check in on ya. Haven't noticed you posting. I hope everything's all right🩷❤️💙
Hello🥲, i am doing alright, i am just financially struggling at the moment and having some issues with my family. I do apologize for not being as active as before, but i will come back soon, i just need some more time.. I appreciate your concern, thank you for checking up on me 🙏🥲❤️🩹
You just got back from work, and hell you were tired. You also missed your boyfriend but you just waited until he gets home, which was a long time. Maybe he'll get home next week or sooner. You hoped he'll be back soon, because you've been pretty lonely the past few days without him. He does text you, updating you on how he's doing and reassuring each other since you both worry about each other a lot.
You were quick to start sending messages to Ji-yong, just telling him about your day, how you've been. You then set your phone aside and go to change into some more comfortable clothes and take off your light make up, doing your night routine. As you stood in front of the sink, you can't help but stare at yourself, seeing how you've been tired lately, the work and stress was really affecting you physically. You took a deep breath and closed your eyes, just thinking about how Ji-yong wraps his arms around you and comforts you.
“𝘞𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘑𝘦𝘨𝘪..”
His calm and comforting voice rang in your mind, it's almost like he was really there, hugging you and comforting your overthinking mind. That little comfort was torn away as your eyes snapped open when you heard the water overflowing, with a gasp, you quickly turned it off and let the water sink for a bit before you sighed and finished your routine.
After that, you put on your pajamas and lay down in bed, checking out your messages and see that Ji-yong replied to you already, a small smile crept onto your face as you read the sweet replies from him. '𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐'𝘮 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸' You waited for the meantime. Lying down comfortably, you switched from app to app, anything just to distract yourself from thinking too much. To the point you ended up in TikTok again, your eyes were already tired and your phone fell on your face at least twice.
You were lying on your side, as you were watching, video after video, and you've been seeing this funny trend all over For you page, and it's about pranking your significant other that you can't pay your bills and to get your significant other's reaction to that. The first ones were hilarious but then there were also some sweet ones.
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯' 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯'?
A lazy smirk forms on your face as you snicker and was already thinking of a plan on how to proceed with this plan. But while you were planning it, you had fallen asleep while playing Ji-yong's old songs, [You pick, but i suggest the Untitled 2014]. And as your eyes finally gave in, and so did your body, you fell into a peaceful, dreamless sleep. You didn't even notice or hear the door opening and closing, and strong yet gentle arms wrapping around your waist.
Morning has arrived and you were instantly met with Ji-yong's sleeping face, you instantly hugged him, and you knew he was still asleep, but you really missed him, you can't help but just hug him. Especially now, he looks so peaceful, so precious. His arms slightly tightened around your waist and he gave you gentle kisses on your forehead before he slowly opened his eyes and smiled softly. “Good morning..” He murmured softly against your hair, and your reply was muffled against his chest, making him chuckle.
As you both decided to have breakfast, you went down first.
Now is the perfect time to find a place to hide your phone so you can record his reaction.
And somehow your phone ended up just by the counter, and it wasn't that noticeable either so you're sure you got the perfect angle.
You were quick to tap the big red button as you heard Ji-yong's footsteps starting to fade in and you acted natural...
Act natural girl.
You thought to yourself as you smiled softly at Ji-yong, who lazily held your cheeks and kissed you softly but it was only a quick peck. But before he could pull away, you gently held his hand and stopped him from going. “Hm? What's up?” He muttered as he looks at you, wondering what's got you suddenly pulling him, you don't usually do this, but when you do, he senses something was off.
“𝗔𝗲𝗶𝗻, 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗽𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝗹𝗹𝘀..”
Your voice came out quiet, and sad.. And Ji-yong couldn't comprehend what the heck you said and had to ask you to repeat it. “Jegi, say that again.” He said, sounding like he laughed but he was worried and his attention was fully on you. As you confirmed what you said, Ji-yong just stared at you like he saw a ghost for the first time, thinking '𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘸' and trying to process what you said but he's trying to make it less sad by laughing, he was 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴 you were joking for fuck's sake. And it's just unbelievable how you suddenly can't pay the damn bills.
“Jegi, what?!” He said and held your hands, he looked really worried now. “I don't know how.” You muttered and hugged him..
“How to what?” He sighed and gently rubbed your back, trying to soothe you.
“Don't know how to tell you...
...That this is a prank!”
Your laugh followed after, making Ji-yong curse under his breath and soon join your laughing state. Gently pinching your cheek. “Ahh, you really wanna get me all worked up in the morning, huh?” He chuckled as you giggled and pointed at the phone, Ji-yong couldn't help but laugh when he finally spotted the phone that's been recording the whole thing,
“Ah, Aein, you're gonna be the death of me.” He muttered and gently kissed you, “You like it though.” You replied and he chuckled softly,
You were rushing to get out of bed, not because you're late. Your Girl Group received an invitation to be interviewed alongside the Boy Group BigBang, which was the Boy Group your Twin Brother was in. And gosh you were so excited to see your twin in person again, ever since you both got into your groups, you haven't seen each other that much anymore, just texting and / or calling to let each other know you're doing just fine. This morning, Dae-sung was spamming you with texts saying that he was so happy and spamming so many happy stickers which woke you up instead of your alarm.
After reading that it was about seeing each other again, oh you were wide awake alright. You missed him a lot, and this is the best morning you've ever had. Your twin brother being as happy as you, even bugging the other BigBang members awake too, seeing Dae-sung this happy and excited really brought a smile to their faces early in the morning even though they did enjoy their beauty sleep.
“We can't waste time!”
You spoke up as you shook your own members awake as they grumbled a bit before they sat up one by one and glanced at you, wondering what the hell do you want this early. “Interview! Twin! I get to see him again!!” Even your members weren't pissed, only this time, because they also knew how much you've been missing your Twin brother. You'd talk non-stop about how you and Dae-sung would eat together, do chores together, dance and sing together. You still remember the times when you both would be late to class when you were still trainees.
“We're up girly.” One of them said with a chuckle as they all slowly got up and made their way to get ready for today's interview. You were already ready, just waiting for them impatiently, even playing a lot of songs just to hype them up more. They couldn't even help but chuckle and get up as they mumbled how their beauty sleep was sadly interrupted by your excitement to see your twin brother again after such a long period of time.
Meanwhile with Dae-sung, it was..
Pretty similar.
“GUYS IT'S FINALLY TIME!!” Dae-sung yelled as he would run to the other boys, pulling off their precious blankets earning an annoyed groan from each one of the boys. “Dae-sung it's five in the damn morning.” Tae-yang grumbled as he sat up and yawned a bit, looking around and seeing the similar annoyed looks on the other men. Ji-yong didn't comment much, but he did acknowledge Dae-sung's excitement and happiness. And then there is Seung-hyun, who looked absolutely pissed. He was always the difficult one to wake up especially early in the morning. The room was filled with music, from the big ass speakers Dae-sung dragged inside.
Their song, Fantastic Baby, was blasting through the damn speakers. Even the staff couldn't do shit and just chuckle or laugh at the scene, watching them have no choice but to wake up and get ready. Dae-sung was already done, he was nagging them, he wouldn't stop talking about how much he missed you, and how badly he wanted to see you in person again, not just seeing you through a screen or sending you messages. “Isn't the interview at Ten?” Seung-hyun grumbled. “Doesn't matter!” Dae-sung exclaimed as he rushed Seung-hyun to get out of bed and get ready for the interview even though they're gonna be taking hours on the damn road to get there.
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Of course BigBang was there first before your Girl group. You took your precious time, waiting patiently yet you wished time went faster just for now. But no, you had to endure two hours of waiting before you actually get in your vehicle to get to the interview. And endured a few more hours of waiting as you nearly got stuck in traffic.
But alas, you made it and-
“Y/NNNNN!!!” Oh goodness, you can finally hear his sweet yet annoying voice again, not just through your phone's speaker anymore. In person, and he looked so damn happy alright. “DAE-SUNG!!!!!” You had the same reaction, of course. Running to each other and hugged tightly like it was the end of the damn world. Your group and his could only watch in awe and admiration as you finally reunited with your twin.
The hosts of the interview made you and your twin participate in mini games, guess the color, say something that is related to a specific topic or song, or say any color that you can think of in five seconds and you and Dae-sung would say your answers out loud when the timer runs out.
Nearly all your answers were exactly the same. Now, you definitely know that this whole theory thing isn't true, not the telepathy thing or whatever. Hell, you can hear Dae-sung's annoying voice in your mind, but only when it's so damn quiet, or when you miss him. You'd like a little reminiscing sometimes.
“𝘖𝘬𝘢𝘺, 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦.”
The host spoke as she looks at you and Dae-sung before she stated; “𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨. 𝘐𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘴..”
Five seconds and then..
“𝗟𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗗𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲!” You and Dae-sung exclaimed your answers and the host bust out laughing, and so did the other two groups as you and Dae-sung freaked out. “Are you reading my mind?!” You shouted and Dae-sung yelped. “Hell no! Are you?!” He replied, having the same freaked out look on his face. “Hell no!!!” You replied as the other laughed harder.
Yet, even if this thing was a bit dumb, it was.. so much fun. Having to spend time with Dae-sung again, hearing his laugh, his smile, and feeling his warm hugs again. You both would go far as making collabs with each other as an excuse to see each other again and to make epic songs together. And what? Your fans loved it. They loved your reunion with your twin, your girl group did notice how sad you'd be whenever Dae-sung is mentioned, knowing you can't do shit to get to him, all you could do was put up a smile and just act like you're not missing him that much, but truth be told you were dying just to see him again.
After the interview, you definitely had freedom.
Because you and Dae-sung ran off together in the park. Giggling like little kids as you both nearly tripped or nearly got run over by vehicles. “You idiot!!” You yelled at Dae-sung as he laughed it off and continued to run. “Haha! Stupid!” He laughed at you, because you nearly tripped over a damn tree root.
And as you arrived at the park, you didn't waste time to go to the playground.
“Push me!!” You demanded as you sat on the swing. And Dae-sung LITERALLY pushed you, pushed you off.
“I'M GONNA KILL YOU!!” You shouted, as you ran after the laughing Dae-sung.
“You can't catch me!” He said and then he proceeded to trip over the same tree root you nearly tripped over earlier which got you laughing your ass off with him.
“You idiot..” You laughed softly and helped him get up from the ground. And he smiles as he looks at you, and muttered;
“We're twins, so we're both idiots.”
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FINALLY- I still have more requests pending, I'll write them soon Baes, thank you for waiting patiently TvT 💋