We'll_keep_moving

Hi, My name is Eva I write crapy poems that I hope some people enjoy:) Snapchat: emb216

[1617]

bro please shut the fuck up im looking at the moon

[cum-rade]

calling the cops on an unhoused person for being weird/rude/"scary" in public is so weird to me on such a fundamental level... like even before you get to political beliefs about jail and homelessness, you are beefing with a dude who has to live on the sidewalk. like sorry if he was rude to you dude sorry if he made you uncomfortable but to be fair he lives and sleeps on the fucking sidewalk. sorry if hes being too mentally unwell on the street late at night but like you gotta understand that he lives on the fucking sidewalk. sorry if he seems a little bit "off" today dude i think maybe its because he lives on the fucking goddamn sidewalk

[dispatchesfromtheclasswar]

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"I lost myself some time ago"

-emb

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I want you to remember me

- EMB

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Trust

Honestly, I was so excited the first time you said that I was one of the very few people that you trusted. So excited in fact that I never truly stopped to ask myself what you trusted me to do. Did you trust that I would never lie to you or that I wouldn’t steal from you? Or did you trust the fact that I was a fool and would believe anything you told me even when I knew you were lying? Maybe you trusted too much in me caring about you enough to keep forgiving you; for that girl at the bar, and again for the incident with Taylor and the baby, and for Lindys and Ali. What about the rest of them? what about rosemary, Tae, Gina, Don, and the rest I shouldn’t know about? I wonder if you would still ‘trust’ me if you knew what I did about you.

In all honesty, though I haven’t trusted you for a very long time and it seems to me that I’m just now starting to figure out that no matter how long I let you stay in my life you will never change. You will never stop with the games. You will never stop looking for something “better “than me and you won’t ever stop playing the victim card when it doesn’t work out for you. You will never stop telling me how you “never get what you want”, and about how I’m the one that’s causing the wedge between us. About how I’m too clingy, to sensitive, and how I’m never trying to improve myself. So, here’s something you can trust I’m done with the abuse and yes, it is abuse. It may not be physical, but you have still given me wounds that I’m not sure I’ll ever heal from but at least by cutting you out of my life I can start the process of trying to get better.

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I watch the gardener snake slide through the grass; watch as it disappears underneath the thick bushes. In my own childhood I probably would have sought after it wanting to feel it's cold slimy scales slide through my fingers as it wraps itself around my hands trying to find its way to freedom. However, I'm told I am no longer a child, and because of this fact I should no longer act in such ways. Instead I choose to remain sitting on my sister's back porch smoking my Marlboro Red's and drinking my vodka orange juice. Waiting to feel completely grown up.

-EMB

(Excerpt from a book I'll never write.)

[civilwhore]

“It hurts to wait for someone who’s never coming back again.”

— 3 am thoughts (via suspend)

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i moved to the dessert to find peace with myself i'v never been to big on the whole self love thing i spent so many years of my life hating the body i had i almost forgotten i should take care of it It’s something, how when you start nurturing a thing you slowly realise it’s worth - EMB

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chubby but cute lol

[fromgreecetoanarchy]

[d-lightfulexcess]

This is the punkest thing I have ever seen in my whole life.

[tellmeayarn]

She is right, lying doesn’t count at the library.

[bi-shenanigans-deactivated20210]

Put that last line on my headstone

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Most days i wake up feeling uncomfortable in my own skin today is not one of them. Today i'm ok to be me.