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this is a night that i cant handle being alone in my bed.

cold nights with you make me forget why I want to kill myself. even if its just for a couple hours, I’m at peace. and I am forever grateful for that. forever grateful for a best friend like you.

#why do you have to move

posiviibes

i dont think ill ever be able to love someone the way i loved you. but i still cant decide if thats a bad thing.

chronyck

I am nobodys first choice anymore. I used to be, but now I don’t even have a best friend.

I have never felt more alone.

bbq-summerdaddy-deactivated2018

Clap your hands if you’re actually low key mentally ill as fuck and can hardly handle anything and you feeling like no one actually likes you at all and all you wanna do is sleep your life away

i can no longer distinguish when the love between us was real

i wish i could burn alive from the vodka i keep forcing down my throat. i wish that you took my heart out of my body when you left, because that would hurt less than this. i wish you had told me when you fell out of love with me instead of trying to keep us afloat for so long. maybe then i’d be okay by now. i wish i could stop feeling your hands on my body. i wish you were still next to me every night, holding me when my bad dreams paralyze me. i wish i had the guts to run my car into a wall at three in the morning.

i wish that this pain actually killed me instead of just feeling like it had.