TW VENT BLOG

I don't understand anything anymore

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I can never think of that place the same again. Having to go there everyday made me sick

[whathappenedtome]

I didn't know what it was but I knew if was wrong

[whathappenedtome]

Sometimes I want to recover, but then i wonder if I'm sick enough

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I wonder if they think about it as much as I do

[whathappenedtome]

I don't want to claim this body. It's not fit to live in anymore

[whathappenedtome]

I've felt lightheaded ever since I gave up being a person

[whathappenedtome]

I want to forget everything

[whathappenedtome]

I want to be in charge of my own body

[whathappenedtome]

I want to be clean again

[whathappenedtome]

I don't want you to be disappointed when I fail but I want you to have high expectations of me

[whathappenedtome]

Just because they stopped hurting you, doesn't mean you have to forgive them

[whathappenedtome]

Sometimes I feel like flowers are growing inside my stomach. I don't know how to explain it but I want them to go away. They hurt. And remind me of things I want to forget

[whathappenedtome]

Please hug me mother. Don't reject me again, I'm your child so please just turn around

[whathappenedtome]

I'll never forget what happened at that terrible place. The tarmac burned and scraped my skin. But you were happy. So why would you care

[whathappenedtome]

I'm ruined now

[whathappenedtome]

[whathappenedtome]

My bodie's not my own anymore. Who does it belong to now? I'll die before I let it be yours