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This is your unfriendly reminder that grooming, sexual assault, and rape of any kind can absolutely happen to the older person in the situation rather than the younger person.

Sincerely, a very angry victim who was a couple years older.

having a complicated relationship with sex/sexual things after sa is so weird because like . it'll be 1 am and ill be switching through apps and ill be thirsting over a character and then ill open tumblr and i remember everything bad shes ever done to me

I feel like my abuse wasn't "bad enough " ...like I'm overreacting or something

It was just touching.....maybe I'm making something out of nothing....

Why does it hurt so much ?

It was a long time ago ....it was just a mistake......mistakes......he didn't mean it like that .......

Why am I so sensitive??? ....i should get over it .....it was just touching...

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“But he was just a child”

So was I

And I’m suffering and he’s not

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i wish i could remember how many times it happened.

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WHY AM I SO PERVERTED THAT I CANT EFEN GET OFR TO NORMAL SHIT ANYMORE AND IM SO OVSESSIVE AND LOOKA T GORE BECAUSE ITS THE OMLY THIGN THTAT WORKS AMYMORE AND MY OWN PAIN N SUFFEIRNG MAKES ME FEEL AROUSAL IM GONNA KMS WHY AM I LIKE THIS, THIS IS WHY I FEEL LIKE IM ASKING FOR IT. I HAFEMNOTHING TO LIVE FORCPLEASE JUST HELP ME SOMEONE PLEASE . I CANT EFEN TELL MY THERAPIST

update 6/28/2025: still a pervert that gets off on gore. i fucking hate myself.

update 9/17/2025: actually doing better but i'm still a weirdo in general lol

update 1/1/2025: i no longer goon to gore yay yippe wooo

update 7/17/2026: i just realized i been wrong this whole time and still get off on it just not as graphic as it been before. i know i hate seeing it by other people but seeing violent things about my f/o and imagining it myself does something to me. i even imagine my f/o hurting themself to project but end up feeling something from it.