What If

Its all a bit of a muddle up here, but hey, when have i ever not been exactly that. An exhausting muddle. - All content is original so please give credit where needed. 

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My brain is about to explode and no I'm not okay.

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Everything hurts in all the right places but it's just the wrong time.

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I'm such a sad fuck.

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I kind of feel like falling apart right now.

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Just make the hurting stop. Please.

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I'm tired of running. But it's all I know.

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God, he makes me need and want something better. Better than this mess. But  better is something I can't have, because I don't deserve better.

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I just want you to look at me the way you look at her.

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Some people are deeper than oceans, others are worth little more than a raindrop.

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I had this dream last night, it was one of those ones that just feels too real. But do you know what made me realise I was asleep and dreaming - I was happy in this fucked up world of mine.

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I'm hurting in ways I didn't realize I could all thanks to you.

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Dying doesn't seem so bad right now.

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I feel stupid and pathetic and useless and I don't know how to fix it.

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You came and went almost as quickly as I fell in love with you.

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You failed to mention at the start of this loving you would destroy me.

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I never want to go home, mainly because I don't have one.

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In a different world, we would of worked. Too bad reality sucks.