What I learned from settling

Why im happy I dated the wrong guy 

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Day 3. these last few days I've walked past this cliff thinking nope I don't do heights, there's so much that can go wrong, the fear is so real that I can feel my heart in my throat being 20 ft away from the edge. Today I dangled my feet over the edge of the cliff, sat with by back to the edge and I felt amazing. Even though the pic isn't perfect because my eyes are closed ( I got hit with a decent gust of wind which is why i closed my eyes *sand* ) and even though I felt like I was dying inside and felt like I was shaking (the next pic you can see that like I'm screaming internally) I did it and I'm so proud of myself. I'm on the road to being a better human.

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Day 2 gunna see how long I can keep this up lol getting off the trail I get some pretty decent pics

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When you fear something it feels like it's coated in shadows, like every inch of it is evil. When you have a major change in your life it makes you see things differently. Without all the dark scary filters you see things for what they really are. It's just a bridge.

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#1. If he doesn’t put in effort to the relationship hes not worth your time.

he won’t change.

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Not sure what im doing

Im not a blogger. I dont know how to write. I dont know what im doing or how this blog will help me or other people, but hopefully someone out there can see this blog and know that they are worth it. You deserve better than how you were/are treated. This blog is not for hating on anyone so his name will not be mentioned, but just shareing my experience in a past relationship where I settled for someone because at the time I didnt think I could do any better. I thought I was in love but later realized I made so many excusses about why the things he did were ok. Telling myself I was the one that was wrong not him. Looking past the things that were wrong because “maybe he just doesnt understand” “maybe im taking it the wrong way”. Maybe this blog will keep you from making the same mistakes I did. 

You are worth it.